Less Than Angels Part 12

'What do you do? Light work, I suppose-carrying trays of tea along corridors?' said Mortimer Jessop genially. 'Wouldn't do for me, I'm afraid, must be in the open air. Living in Barons Court now,' he added, as if it had some bearing on his last remark. Catherine imagined a kind of feudal s.p.a.ciousness, although she knew that it was only one station beyond West Kensington.

'I really must be going now,' she said.

'Oh, so should we,' said Mortimer Jessop. 'We're lunching with our old friend Mrs. Bone and she usually does you pretty well-a bird more often than not. Well, Lydgate, it's good to have run into you again.' He made as if to go, then suddenly turned round and said to Alaric in a stage whisper, 'By the way, who was that dwarf I saw you with on the road in '45?'

Catherine, who had been expecting an answer on the lines of'that was no lady, that was my wife', was surprised to hear Alaric answer rather stiffly, 'That was the Panti Ba himself.'

Mr. Jessop and his sister were then wafted away on a gust of laughter from the former.

There seemed to be nothing to say in answer to Alaric's statement. Comment was difficult, perhaps impossible, certainly for herself, Catherine felt.

'A native chief,' Alaric explained, sensing her curiosity.

'What very odd names they have,' she said, gathering her things together. 'Thank you so much for the coffee. I'm glad I came along here.'

'Yes, it has been pleasant meeting you again,' he said rather formally. 'Perhaps there may be other times?'

The question hung in the air. Catherine smiled up at liim and murmured something.

'I am going to the wine department,' he said, 'to get the new list.'

'Oh, I've just got it. Well up to standard-I keep them to read, you see.'

'But so do I-hanging at the side of my desk,' Alaric said in a wondering tone.

'So we have something in common,' said Catherine rather primly. 'It's always a comfort to find that.'

And such a very odd little thing to have in common, she thought, as she waited on an island to cross over the road. It seemed a hopeful sign, though she was not quite sure of what. Were they perhaps to spend long evenings reading extracts from wine lists to each other? Something to look forward to, she thought, smiling to herself in the middle of the traffic. The hot breath of the buses was puffing round her legs and still she stood there, missing her chance ot getting across because she was so preoccupied and with such a ridiculous thing. Now there was a block and she found herself looking into a car, a large rather old-fashioned limousine, upholstered in pearl grey and with silver vases of sweet peas by the windows. The occupants, a fussily dressed little woman of a faded prettiness and a clergyman with a wispy beard, were deep in conversation. As the car moved on, Catherine saw the clergyman place his hand on the woman's arm.

There was something a little disquieting about this, although she could not have said why. There had been nothing unsuitable or over-familiar about the gesture-obviously he was merely emphasizing some point-and yet it seemed wrong. Catherine had never seen the people in the car before and yet she felt that she ought to know who they were. A recent conversation with Mark and Digby came back to her; they had been joking about Professor Mainwaring riding in just such a car with their benefactress, Mrs. Foresight. If this was Mrs. Foresight no doubt the priest beside her was her Father Confessor. There was no reason why one should not confess one's sins in a Daimler, she supposed, though it was probably unusual. The only thing was that the clergyman looked very much like the one who had been having tea in the garden with the Lydgates and Miss Clovis that afternoon when she and Tom had gone to visit Deirdre. Somehow that was a little puzzling. And yet, need it be? Why shouldn't a common interest in Africa have brought them together? It had been known to do many strange things.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN.

'I wonder if I look all right?' Mark stepped carefully hackle wards, so that Tom and Digby could get a better view of him.

'I can't see anything wrong,' said Digby, 'but then I'm not experienced in these matters. Tom used to move in the world of debutante dances before he saw the light and detribalized himself-ask him.'

'Oh, you'll do,' said Tom non-committally. 'The suit seems to be quite a good fit. I suppose you'll wear a white carnation?'

'Yes, I suppose so, though I should really prefer something more exotic. It seems a pity that on the few occasions when men can wear flowers they have to be so uninteresting. Think how well a spray of orchids would look.'

'My aunt will have hoped for at least two young men,' said Tom, 'so you must do what you can to make up for our absence. I think she was getting pretty desperate or she wouldn't have flung her net quite so wide. My cousin is so tall, poor girl. She has large golden feet, as far as I remember.'

'Golden feet?' echoed Mark apprehensively.

'Yes, I suppose she must have been wearing gold evening shoes when I last saw her.'

'Will there be much champagne?' asked Digby a little enviously.

'Oh, I think so,' said Tom. 'Apparently the room where they're going to dance and the courtyard at the back have been transformed into a sort of Portuguese fishing village-nets hanging all over the place and that sort of thing.'

'That's what you call amusing, isn't it?' said Digby. 'A sort of trompe l'oeil?

'Yes, the room couldn't be left as it is,' Tom agreed. 'My aunt has asked you to dine first, hasn't she, Mark?'

'Yes, I hope that's a good sign. I was thinking that only a favoured few could be asked to a proper meal, or is it because she knows my financial state and is trying to be kind?'

'If it's that you ought not to have accepted,' said Digby. 'Even anthropologists should have their pride.'

'I told her that you were quite tall,' said Tom. 'I think that may be why. The most eligible socially and the tallest-I think you'll find those are the main criteria. Have you money for a taxi?'

'Yes, thank you. Any other hints?'

'No, I'll be seeing you tomorrow. There is the aftermath to be considered if you want to be absolutely correct.'

'Sending flowers and that kind of thing?' said Mark casually. 'Oh, I know all about that.'

'I do hope Mark will be all right,' said Digby apprehensively, after they had seen him into a taxi. 'The world can be very wicked, and I sometimes wonder whether he really has the strength of character to resist its temptations.'

'I think he ought to be quite safe in Belgravia,' Tom rea.s.sured him, 'though it may make him dissatisfied with his surroundings here. Let's have something to eat, shall we?'

They fried some eggs and made coffee, after which Digby retired to his room to write a seminar paper for next term. Such things are of an ephemeral nature so it is perhaps unnecessary to record its t.i.tle. It consisted of a ma.s.s of information culled from books, illuminated by what Digby considered a rather startling interpretation of his own. It is the ambition of all who read a paper of whatever kind to have it recorded that 'a lively discussion followed', and Digby worked with this end in view.

Tom, on the other hand, had progressed beyond interpreting other people's material; all he had to do was to present his own in a form worthy of a Ph.D. thesis. The end had been in sight when he had been embracing Deirdre by the river and now, suddenly, it seemed, after only two hours'writing, it was finished.

He heaved a great sigh, reached for his cigarettes, only to find that he already had one in his mouth, then looked around for Catherine. But of course she was not there. He ran into the hall and dialled her number. She answered at once, and then he remembered that it was after midnight and the telephone was by her bed.

'Were you asleep?' he asked, when he had told her the news.

'Nearly, but I'm glad you rang. I was going to give you a bottle of Pouilly Fuisse, wasn't I?'

'A what?'

'I can never say that name twice-you know that-anyway, it's a white burgundy.'

'How are you?'

There was a slight pause and then Catherine said, 'Oh, fine, thank you.'

'We must meet soon. I'm going to visit my parents sometime, you know, so it must be before that.'

'All right, and then we could have the Pouilly Fuisse.'

'Why, have you got it now?'

'Oh, yes, I bought it some time ago, when the idea first came to me.'

'Oh, Catty ... can't I come round and we'll drink it now?'

'I think better not-wine does keep, you know. Good night, Tom dear, I'm so glad you've finished it.'

She had hung up the receiver and just turned over and gone to sleep again, he thought resentfully, but in this he wronged her. She had to get up and make herself tea and read Dostoievsky until the first birds started to sing and it began to get light, before she could sleep again.

Tom was a little upset to think that she had already bought the wine for the little celebration she had planned; the pathos of it disturbed him and yet Catherine was such a strong self-sufficient sort of person that one couldn't really think of her as pathetic. She would see the whole thing with detachment and was probably even now planning a touching little story round the episode. All the same, he wished he hadn't known.

He stood in the hall, feeling very wide-awake and restless. Of course he should ring Deirdre. Then he remembered how late it was and imagined her mother or aunt, m.u.f.fled in a dressing-gown, coming downstairs to answer the telephone, perhaps fearing that a relative had died or that Malcolm had had a motor accident. So that would have to wait till the morning. Digby was already in bed and Mark was at the dance. Tom almost wished now that he had accepted his aunt's invitation and gone to the dance too. His restlessness made it impossible for him to go to bed and sleep and he decided that a walk might do him good, so he put on his raincoat and crept out of the house. Once outside, he strode along with great energy, feeling the burden of his thesis lifted from him. Why shouldn't he go and have a look at his aunt's house, where the dance would be at its height?

Mrs. Beddoes lived in a terrace of large grand houses, all of which had once been lived in by wealthy families but which were now mosdy turned into flats or even government offices. Even though Tom had, ac Digby put it, seen the light and detribalized himself, he could not help feeling that there was something depressing about seeing rows of filing-cabinets in what had once been somebody's drawing-room, wooden trestle tables standing on the parquet floors, wire trays and even a thick white cup and saucer glimmering faindy in the moonlight. If we lamented the decay of the great civilizations of the past, he thought, should we not also regret the dreary levelling down of our own?

But now there was music, the throbbing rhythm of a rumba or samba-he had forgotten these dances-and he came upon his aunt's house, a red awning and carpet laid over the pavement from the front door, and all the windows brilliantly illuminated. The dancing would be at the back and he could remember or imagine the scene-the bare shoulders of the girls in their cloudy tulle dresses, the flowers, the fishing-nets too, he supposed, the loud well-bred voices, the music, the laughter, and somewhere the tinkle of a champagne gla.s.s falling in a hundred fragments on the floor. And in the middle of it all Mark, the poor student, like a kind of male Cinderella, whirling round with a beautiful girl in his arms.

What was there to prevent him-a nephew of the house-from walking in and joining in all this gaiety? He stopped by the red carpet, trying to make up his mind. Then he looked down at his shoes, his old suede creepers with rubber soles; he couldn't dance in those. And probably his old grey flannels and leather-patched tweed jacket would look out of place, too. Was it just his clothes, then, that were keeping him out of paradise? It must be something more than that...'

'Now then, my lad, what are you up to?'

The gruff but not unkindly voice of a policeman interrupted Tom's meditation, making him feel that some explanation of his presence was necessary.

'My aunt's house,' he said. 'She's having a dance. I was just wondering if I should go in.'

'I shouldn't if I were you,' said the officer in a soothing tone.

'It sounds fantastic, I know,' said Tom, 'but it really is my aunt's house. Still, I suppose I ought to be going home.'

'That's it. You won't do any good standing here.'

Tom supposed, from the kindly, humouring note in the policeman's voice, that he must appear like some harmless lunatic found wandering at night, not even loitering with intent, he thought, a little bitterly. They wished each other good night and Tom went on his way.

Shortly afterwards, or so it seemed, he was conscious of the sunshine on his face, and Mark, still in his hired dress clothes, standing over him with a cup of tea. It was morning and the dance was over.

Mark was very full of the success he had had with the debutantes and of one in particular who had seemed anxious that they should meet again.

'I hope she's rich,' said Tom sleepily.

'Oh, yes, I found that out straight away. She and the girl friend she lives with have a flat in Curzon Street and she said she might be taking a secretarial course or doing some modelling but that Daddy didn't really want her to, only everyone did something nowadays . . ,' he drifted out of the room.

'What hidden talents spring up in one's friends,' said Digby. 'I didn't know Mark could imitate a young girl so well. I hope h.e.l.l be able to follow up this promising start,'

'He'd better send her some flowers and follow it up quickly with an invitation to lunch at one of our drearier places. She'll find it amusing and different,' said Tom.

It was odd to think that he himself had once been on the threshold of that kind of life and that he had thrown it all away, as it were, to go out to Africa and study the ways of a so-called primitive tribe. For really, when one came to consider it, what could be more primitive than the rigid ceremonial of launching a debutante on the marriage market?

CHAPTER FIFTEEN.

During the next few weeks some changes took place in the circle of the young anthropologists. Jean-Pierre le Rossignol, after a visit to Bournemouth to study the English on holiday, returned thankfully to France. Brandon and Melanie Pirbright set out for the field to gather material about the married life of a primitive people, giving in exchange generous information about their own, which filled the natives with delight and astonishment. Tom, after a gay evening drinking the bottle of Pouilly Fuisse with Catherine, setded down to revise his thesis and prepare it for the final typing. He saw Deirdre as often as was necessary for his well-being and happiness, which was just a little less often than she would have liked. Primrose and Vanessa set off for a holiday in Italy, while Digby and Mark gathered strength to visit their parents in Nottingham and Wolverhampton respectively.

Catherine had decided that she and Deirdre could now meet again as friends, and one morning sat waiting among the mosaic peac.o.c.ks for Deirdre to join her in a simple lunch.

'Just the kind of place for two women to meet for lunch,' she said when Deirdre had arrived, 'nothing to drink and not all that much to eat-no red meat, no birds, but poached eggs and welsh rarebits, the kind of nourishment that builds the backbone of this great country of ours. And we must help ourselves, too. Need you clutch that parcel to your breast, whatever it is? I should leave it behind to mark your place.'

'Yes, perhaps I will,' said Deirdre doubtfully. 'I suppose it will be all right.'

When they returned to the table with their food she seemed anxious about the parcel in a rather ostentatious way, so that Catherine felt that she was expected at least to make some comment and perhaps even to ask what it was.

'It's Tom's thesis,' said Deirdre in a reverent tone. 'He's just given me a copy to read. Look,' she unwrapped the paper, 'four hundred and ninety seven pages. How does he do it?'

'Well,' said Catherine, 'writers of fiction would tell you that one just goes on and on until one reaches page four hundred and ninety seven, but of course we don't have to write at such prodigious length and might well find it a bit of an endurance test. A thesis must be long. The object, you see, is to bore and stupefy the examiners to such an extent that they will have to accept it-only if a thesis is short enough to be read all through word for word is there any danger of failure.'

'Oh, Catherine ...' Deirdre laughed a little uncertainly. 'Actually I know I shall find this very interesting,' she added, a.s.suming the slightly patronizing tone that a specialist may when speaking to a non-specialist.

'Well, don't get scrambled egg all over it,' said Catherine, lifting the ma.n.u.script from the table. She turned a page at random. 'It would, however, be dangerous at this stage to embark on any extensive a.n.a.lysis...' she read. ' Oh, what cowards scholars are! When you think how poets and novelists rush in with their a.n.a.lyses of the human heart and mind and soul of which they often have far less knowledge than darling Tom has of his tribe. And why do they find it so difficult to begin or start anything-they must always commence- have you noticed? I hoped I had cured Tom of that, but I've obviously failed.'

There was a pause, as if Catherine's words might have a deeper significance which both women recognized. I should have let him go on writing 'commence' if he wanted to, Catherine thought. I wonder if that was what drove him away in the end? It is said to be the small things that do that, the straws on the camel's back. Perhaps I should rejoice to imagine him, free and triumphant, defiandy writing 'commence'.

'Catherine,' Deirdre began.

'Yes?'

'Who is Elaine?'

'Ah, Elaine. What makes you ask?'

'Tom was talking about her one evening when we were having dinner.'

'Poor Deirdre, was it one of those rather miserable meals, where you both look down into your gla.s.ses and trace patterns with forks and move the salts and peppers about?'

'Yes, it was a bit like that,' Deirdre smiled. 'I do try to understand, but Tom isn't always very easy, is he?' She went on quickly, perhaps not wishing for an answer to her question. 'I gathered Elaine was an old girl friend or something.'

'Yes, Tom's first love, and of course living in the country and not meeting many suitable people she hasn't married anyone else. She's very fond of dogs, golden retrievers I think they are.'

'Oh. Is Tom fond of dogs?' asked Deirdre rather desperately.

'Quite, I think. He would pat a dog if one happened to be conveniently near. I suppose being brought up in the country would make one fond of the larger animals-I mean large dogs and horses as opposed to cats and Pekingeses.'

'Oh, well...' Deirdre gave a brave little smile.

'I shouldn't worry too much about Elaine,' said Catherine rea.s.suringly. 'I think Tom likes the idea of her more than anything. There's something very sweet about the memory of one's first love-when you're a bit older you'll understand.'