Jupiter Lights Part 3

"Yes," answered Cicely. Then, after a pause, "Your brother was much older than I."

"Oh, Jack was _young_!"

"I don't mean that he was really old, he hadn't gray hair. But he was thirty-one when we were married, and I was sixteen."

"I suppose no one forced you to marry him?" said the sister, the flash returning to her eyes.

"Oh, yes."

"Nonsense!"

"I mean he did--Jack himself did. I thought that perhaps you would feel so."

"Feel how?"

"Why, that we made him--that we tried, or that I tried. And so I have brought some of his letters to show you." She took a package from her pocket and laid it on the mantelpiece. "You needn't return them; you can burn them after reading."

"Oh, probably," answered Eve, incoherently. She felt choked with her anger and grief.

There was a murmuring sound in the hall, and Miss Sabrina, pushing the door open with her foot, entered apologetically, carrying a jar of dark-blue porcelain, ornamented with vague white dragons swallowing their tails. The jar was large; it extended from her knees to her chin, which rested upon its edge with a singular effect. "My dear," she said, "I've brought you some po-purry; your room hasn't been slept in for some time, though I _hope_ it isn't musty."

The jar had no handles; she had difficulty in placing it upon the high chest of drawers. Eve went to her a.s.sistance. And then Miss Sabrina perceived that their guest was crying. Eve changed the jar's position two or three times. Miss Sabrina said, each time, "Yes, yes; it is much better so." And, furtively, she pressed Eve's hand.

Jack Bruce's wife, meanwhile--forgotten Jack--stood by the hearth, gazing at the fire. She was a little creature, slight and erect, with a small head, small ears, small hands and feet. Yet somehow she did not strike one as short; one thought of her as having the full height of her kind, and even as being tall for so small a person. This effect was due, no doubt, to her slender litheness; she was light and cool as the wind at dawn, untrammelled by too much womanhood. Her features were delicate; the oval of her face was perfect, her complexion a clear white without color. Her l.u.s.treless black hair, very fine and soft, was closely braided, the plaits arranged at the back of the head as flatly as possible, like a tightly fitting cap. Her great dark eyes with long curling lashes were very beautiful. They had often an absent-minded look. Under them were bluish rings. Slight and smooth as she was--the flesh of her whole body was extraordinarily smooth, as though it had been rubbed with pumice-stone--she yet seemed in one way strong and unyielding. She was quiet in her looks, in her actions, in her tones.

Eve had now choked down her tears.

"I sent Powlyne with some cherry-bounce," said Miss Sabrina, giving Eve's hand, secretly, a last pressure, as they came back to the hearth.

"Your maid will find it--such a nice, worthy person as she seems to be, too; so generally desirable all round. If she is really to leave you to-morrow, you must have some one else. Let me see--"

"I don't want any one, thanks," Eve answered. Two spots of color rose in her cheeks. "That is, I don't want any one unless I can have Jack?" She turned to Cicely, who still stood gazing at the fire. "May Jack sleep here?"

"With Dilsey?" said Cicely, lifting her eyes with a surprised glance.

"Yes, with Dilsey. The room is large."

"I am sure I don't care; yes, if you like. He cries at night sometimes."

"I hope he will," responded Eve, and her tone was almost fierce. "Then I can comfort him."

"Dilsey does that better than any one else; he is devoted to her; when he cries, I never interfere," said Cicely, laughing.

Eve bit her lips to keep back the retort, "But _I_ shall!"

"It is a sweet idea," said Miss Sabrina, in her chanting voice. "It is sweet of Miss Bruce to wish to have him, and sweet of you, Cicely, to let him go. We can arrange a little nursery at the other end of this room to-morrow; there's a chamber beyond, where no one sleeps, and the door could be opened through, if you like. I am sure it will be very nice all round."

Eve turned and kissed her. Cicely pushed back a burning log with her foot, and laughed again, this time merrily. "It seems so funny, your having the baby in here at night, just like a mother, when you haven't been married at all. Now I have been married twice. To be sure, I never meant to be!"

"My precious child!" Miss Sabrina remonstrated.

"No, auntie, I never did. It came about," Cicely answered, her eyes growing absent again and returning to the fire.

Meadows now came in with deferential step, and presently she was followed by her own couch, which Uncle Abram spread out, in the shape of a mattress, on the floor. The English girl looked on, amazed. But this was a house of amazements; it was like a Drury Lane pantomime.

Later, when the girl was asleep, Eve rose, and, taking the package of letters, which she had put under her pillow, she felt for a candle and matches, thrust her feet into her slippers, and, with her dressing-gown over her arm, stole to the second door; it opened probably into the unoccupied chamber of which Miss Sabrina had spoken. The door was not locked; she pa.s.sed through, closing it behind her. Lighting her candle, she looked about her. The room was empty, the floor bare. She put her candle on the floor, and, kneeling down beside it, opened the letters.

There were but four; apparently Cicely had thought that four would be enough to confirm what she had said. They were enough. More pa.s.sionate, more determined letters man never wrote to woman; they did not plead so much as insist; they compelled by sheer force of persistent unconquerable love, which accepts anything, bears anything, to gain even tolerance.

And this was Jack, her brother Jack, who had thus prostrated himself at the feet of that indifferent little creature, that cold, small, dark girl who already bore another name! She was angry with him. Then the anger faded away into infinite pity. "Oh, Jack, dear old Jack, to have loved her so, she caring nothing for you! And I am to burn your poor letters that you thought so much about--your poor, poor letters."

Sinking down upon the floor, she placed the open pages upon her knees, laying her cheek upon them as though they had been something human.

"Some one cares for you," she murmured.

There was now a wild gale outside. One of the shutters was open, and she could see Jupiter Light; she sat there, with her cheek on the letters, looking at it.

Suddenly everything seemed changed, she no longer wept; she felt sluggish, cold. "Don't I care any more?" she thought, surprised. She rose and went back to her bed, glad to creep into its warmth, and leaving the letters on a chair by her bedside. Then, duly, she put them under her pillow again.

IV.

On Christmas Day, Eve was out with little Jack and Dilsey. Dilsey was a negro woman of sixty, small and thin, with a wise, experienced face; she increased her dignity as much as she could by a high stiff white turban, but the rest of her attire was poor and old, though she was not bare-legged like Powlyne; she wore stockings and shoes. Little Jack's wagon was a rude cart with solid wooden wheels; but the hoops of its hood had been twined with holly by the negroes, so that the child's face was enshrined in a bower of green.

"We will go to the sea," said Eve. "Unless it is too far for you and the wagon?"

"No, 'm; push 'em easy 'nuff."

The narrow road, pa.s.sing between unbroken thickets of glittering evergreen bushes, breast-high, went straight towards the east, like an unroofed tunnel; in twenty minutes it brought them to the sh.o.r.e. The beach, broad, firm, and silver white, stretched towards the north and the south, dotted here and there with drift-wood; a breeze from the water touched their cheeks coolly; the ocean was calm, little foam-crested wavelets coming gurgling up to curl over and flatten themselves out on the wet sand. "Do you see it, Jack?" said Eve, kneeling down by the wagon. "It's the sea, the great big sea."

But Jack preferred to blow his whistle, and that done, he proceeded to examine it carefully, putting his little fat forefinger into all the holes. Eve sat down on the sand beside him; if he scorned the sea, for the moment she did too.

"I's des sauntered ober, Dilsey; dey 'ain't no hurry 'bout comin' back,"

said a voice. "En I 'low'd miss might be tired, so I fotched a cheer."

It was old Temp'rance, the cook.

"Did you bring that chair all the way for me?" asked Eve, surprised.

"Ya.s.s, 'm. It's sut'ny pleasant here; it sut'ny is."

"I am much obliged; but I shall be going back soon."

The two old women looked at each other. "Dat dere ole wrack down der beach is moughty cu'us--ef yer like ter walk dat way en see 'em?"

suggested Dilsey, after a pause.

"Too far," said Eve.

Both of the old women declared that it was very near. The wind freshened; Eve, who had little Jack in her arms, feared lest he might take cold, thinly clad as he was--far too thinly for her Northern ideas--with only one fold of linen and his little white frock over his breast. She drew the skirt of her dress over his bare knees. Then after a while she rose and put him in his wagon. "We will go back," she said.