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She waited a moment, listening at the door to the back-parlour; but there was no sound of voices within; and rea.s.sured, she knocked.
His response--"Come in!"--followed with unexpected promptness. She obeyed, though with misgivings amply justified as soon as she found herself in the room, which was for once well-lighted, two gas-jets on the chandelier supplementing the green-shaded lamp.
Matthias was bending over a kit-bag on the couch, hastily packing enough clothing to tide him over Sunday. He threw her an indifferent glance and greeting over his shoulder.
"h.e.l.lo, Miss Thursday! I was beginning to wonder whether you'd forgotten me. I'm going to run down to Port Madison until Monday morning--last chance I'll have for a day in the country for some time, probably.
Chances are, Wilbrow will keep us at work next Sunday. Got that 'script all ready?"
Joan, depositing it on the table, murmured an affirmative in a voice uncontrollably unsteady. Before entering she had been quite sure of her ability to carry off the short interview without betraying her harrowed emotions. But to find the man about whom they centred packing to leave town--to leave her!--added the final touch of misery to her mood. And the inflection of her response could not have failed to strike oddly on his hearing.
Uttering a wondering "_h.e.l.lo!_" he straightened up and swung round to look at her. And a glance sufficed: his smile faded, was replaced by a pucker of sympathy between his brows.
"Why, what's the trouble?"
Joan averted her face. "N-nothing," she faltered. Her lip trembled, her eyes filled anew. She dabbed at them with a wadded handkerchief.
Matthias hesitated. He drew down the corners of his mouth, elevated his brows, and scratched a temple slowly with a meditative forefinger. Then he nodded sharply and, crossing to the door, closed it.
"Tell me about it," he said, coming back to the girl. "Things not going to suit you, eh?"
She shook her head, looking away. "I--I--!" she stammered--"_I_ can't act!"
"O nonsense!" he interrupted with kindly impatience. "You mustn't get discouraged so easily. Naturally it comes hard at first, but you'll catch on. Everything of this sort takes time. I was saying the same thing to Wilbrow today."
"Yes," she mumbled, gulping--"I--I know. I was watching you. H-he and Mr. Rideout wanted to fire me, didn't they?"
"What? Oh, no, no!" Matthias lied unconvincingly. "They--they were just wondering.... I a.s.sured them--"
"But you hadn't any right to!" the girl broke in pa.s.sionately. "I can't act and--and I know it, and you know it, as well as they do. I can't--I just can't! It's no use.... I'm no good...."
Of a sudden she flopped into a chair, rested her head on arms folded on the table, and sobbed aloud.
Matthias shook his head and (since she could not see him) permitted himself a gesture of impotent exasperation. This was really the devil of a note! Women were incomprehensible: you couldn't bank on 'em, ever.
Here was he preparing to catch a train, and not too much time at that....
But a glance at the clock rea.s.sured him slightly; he had still a little leeway. All the same, he didn't much relish the prospect of being compelled to invest his spare minutes in attempting to comfort a silly, emotional girl. And, besides, somebody in the hallway might hear her sobbing....
This last consideration took him somewhat reluctantly to her side.
"There, there!" he pleaded, intensely irritated by that feeling of helplessness which always afflicts man in the presence of a weeping woman, whether or not he has the right to comfort her. "There--don't cry, please, Miss--ah--Thursday. You're all right--really, you are.
You--you're--ah--doing all this quite needlessly, I give you my word."
He might as well have attempted to stem a mountain torrent.
"I wish I could make you understand this is all quite unnecessary," he groaned.
"I--I'm so mis'able!" came a wail from the huddled figure.
"I'm sorry," he said uncomfortably--"awfully sorry, truly. But you--I'm not afraid you won't make good, and I don't intend to let you go until you've had every chance in the world. That's a promise."
He ventured to give her quaking shoulder a light, encouraging pat or two, and rested his hand upon the corner of the table.
"Come, now--brace up--please. I--"
With a strangled sob Joan sat up, caught his hand and carried it to her lips. Before he could recover from his astonishment it was damp with her tears and kisses.
Instantly he s.n.a.t.c.hed it away.
"You--you're so good to me!" she cried.
Matthias, horrified, stepped back a pace or two, as if to insure himself against a repet.i.tion of her offence, and quite mechanically dried his hand with a handkerchief. And then, in a flash, he lost his temper.
"What the devil do you mean by doing that to me?" he demanded harshly.
"Look here--you stop this nonsense. I won't have it. I--why--it's outrageous! What right have you got to--to do anything like that?"
The shock of his anger brought the girl to her senses. Her tears ceased in an instant, as if automatically. She rose, mopping her face with her handkerchief, swallowed one last sob, and moved sullenly toward the door.
"I'm sorry," she mumbled. "I--you've been very kind to me--I forgot myself. I'm sorry."
"Well ..." he said grudgingly, in his irritation. "But don't let it happen again."
"There's no chance of that," the girl retorted with a brief-lived flash of spirit. "Good night."
"Good night," he returned.
She was gone before he recovered; and then compunction smote him, and he followed her as far as the hallway.
In the half-light of the flickering gas-jet, he saw her only as a shadow slowly mounting the staircase. And a glance toward the front door discovered indistinct shapes of lodgers on the stoop.
"Miss Thursday!" he called in a guarded voice.
She heard, hesitated a single instant, then with quickened steps resumed the ascent.
He called once again, but she refused to listen, and he returned to his study in a state of insensate rage; which, however, had this time himself for its sole object--Joan's transgression quite lost sight of in remorse for his brutality. He could not remember ever having spoken to any woman in such wise: no man had any right to speak to any woman in such a manner, for any cause, however exasperating.
Tremendously disgusted with himself, and ashamed, he tramped the floor so long, trying to quiet his conscience, and made so many futile attempts to apologize to the girl by word of hand--one and all either too abject or too constrained--that he had lost his train before he produced the lame and halting effort with which he was at length fain to be content.
A later train was bearing him under the East River to Long Island when Joan read his message.
A servant had taken it to the girl's room and, knocking without receiving an answer, concluded that Joan was out and slipped it under the door.
When the descending footsteps were no longer audible, Joan rose from the bed, lighted the gas, and with blurred vision deciphered the lines:
"DEAR MISS THURSDAY:--Please forgive me for my unmannerly exhibition of temper. I regret exceedingly my inability to make you understand how sorry I am to have hurt your feelings.
"And do please understand that there is no grave dissatisfaction with your work at rehearsals. Remember that you have two weeks more in which to show what you can do.
"I shall hope that you are not too deeply offended to overlook my loss of temper and to continue typing my book; if possible I'd like to have another chapter by Monday night.