Upside Down 7 Chapter 05: Where Am I?

Huh? Where am I? Before that, how did I get here? Wasn't I at the mall? I sit up, rub my eyes to clear the sleep from them, and look around me. I don't recognize anything. I look at a digital clock that's sitting on a desk a short distance away: 3:35AM. More than 12 hours have pa.s.sed since the last time I remember! It can't be any place bad, as I was with Dad and Chinatsu. I'm still quite nervous though. What if something happened to them and I was taken somewhere? 'Okay, calm down Sora! Dad is the toughest man you know, it wasn't that long ago you saw him take down five people in a matter of seconds! You know he wouldn't allow something to happen to you!' I tell myself forcefully. I take a few deep breaths to help calm myself and stand up.

Walking to the door of the room, I open it and peek outside. 'Nothing unusual here' I think, then I notice the sign on the door across from me in the dim lighting, 'Chinatsu'. I let out a long sigh of relief. I'm at Chinatsu's house.

Although, now that I'm no longer worried about that, other issues make themselves known. 1. I have to pee, 2. I'm thirsty, 3. I'm starving, and 4. I could really use a bath, I feel gross. Umm… Okay, well, there is another issue as well. I've never used the bathroom as a girl. I mean, I know girls have to sit to pee, but is that the only difference?

While I'm wondering all this and hesitating about whether or not to take to the easiest option, Chinatsu's door opens. I think, 'Okay, she must be psychic or something. She always seems to know when I need her.'

"Sornee, why are you standing in the hallway?" She asks me with a concerned expression.

"U-uh, I-I need to p-pee." I stammer out, blushing as I do so. This is so embarra.s.sing. A teenager having to ask for help to use the bathroom, of all things! I know it's my first time doing this as a girl, but still…

Chinatsu chuckles softly. "Alright, come on."

She takes my hand to lead me to the bathroom. Once we are there, she quickly explains how to girls 'do their business' and leaves me to it, telling me she'll wait outside for me. After blushing here and there, I finish and wash my hands. I go outside and explain two of my other problems to her.

"That's an easy fix. Let's go to the kitchen." She tells me as she takes my hand again, and carefully heads downstairs to the kitchen. Once we arrive, she opens the refrigerator, takes out several dishes, and begins to warm them up.

"What do you want to drink Nee-chan?"

"Barley tea?"

Chinatsu nods and pours both of us a gla.s.s. Placing the warmed food on a tray along with the drinks, she brings it to the table where I'm sitting. Then she sets the dishes in front of me, and sits down next to me. Finally, she gestures for me to eat while watching me.

After finishing everything she sat in front of me, I sit back and sigh.

"Wow. You must have been really hungry."

"I was, I didn't eat yesterday."

"True, you did fall asleep before lunch yesterday." She says, while putting all the dishes on the tray and taking them to the sink. Then she comes back to me.

"Come on, let's sit on the couch. It's a lot more comfortable than sitting at the table." She takes my hand to help me up and we move to the couch. When I sit down, she curls up against me.

"Chi, not so close, I haven't taken a bath."

She wraps her arms around me and pulls me even closer. Inhaling deeply, she then looks at me and smiles.

"You smell good to me." She tells me, setting my face on fire with embarra.s.sment .

"Chi, don't say things like that." I tell her bashfully, but then I remember what I was thinking in the dressing room. Do all girls smell good? I know Chinatsu and Mom do, so does that mean I do as well?

"How did I get here anyway? The last thing I remember I was at the mall."

"Mhmm. Well, when we sat down with Dad, you leaned up against him and fell asleep a few seconds later. When Mom came out she told us to take you home and put you to bed. Dad carried you rather than wake you up."

"I thought it might be something like that, but I wasn't sure. I knew I was tired, but I didn't realize I was that tired."

"Umm… By the way, I hate what happened to you, but I really love that you're my sister now." She tells me, while cuddling closer to me.

"What do you mean Chi?"

"Nothing more than what I said. I hate the fact that this happened to you. Well, I have always thought of you as my brother, but it's even better now that you're my real sister. I always wanted one after all." She tells me in a matter of fact tone.

I'm astounded. I mean, I knew she liked me, but she always thought of me as her brother? I had no idea. Well, I knew she was happy I'm her sister, she said as much in the hospital. Funny thing is, I always felt as if she were family. How could I not? She has always been there for me and always seemed to know what I was thinking or feeling.

To tell the truth, I was always worried she would get tired of putting up with me. How do I explain it? She is athletic with a bright, bubbly personality. Outgoing, easily makes friends, not afraid of anyone or anything. Not to mention how pretty she is, which I'm sure she gets from Mom. She's the same height as me, with long, wavy brunette hair that reaches the middle of her back. A small, round face with large, very bright blue eyes that seem to sparkle. A thin, straight nose with rosy, plump lips. Long, sculpted legs, slender arms, small, perky b.r.e.a.s.t.s, a trim waist, a firm, apple-shaped b.u.t.t, and lightly tanned skin. Honestly, she's one of the prettiest and most popular girls in school.

My personality is the complete opposite. Quiet, shy, timid, insecure and afraid to try new things. I'm friendly, but don't have a lot of friends. I've always had a hard time dealing with crowds or talking to people I don't already know. Not to mention, after all the abuse I received over the years, I'm afraid of most boys. I think I mentioned they always said I was 'too cute' and 'girly', but Chinatsu always said they picked on me because I was popular with the girls because I was cute and gentle.

"I'm very happy you're my sister as well." I tell her, hugging her tightly for a few moments. "Umm… Chi, I really want to take a bath, but…" After I tell her and she giggles quietly.

"No problem, I already told you I needed to show you how to do that properly now that you're a girl. Well, I suppose now is as good a time to start teaching you as any. Let me go get the bath ready. Be right back, okay?"

When I nod, she stands up and heads to the bathroom just down the hall.

While I'm thinking about everything that has happened since I woke up in the hospital, she returns to the living room.

"Okay, the bath will be ready soon, come on." She says beckoning to me. I stand up and we head to the bathroom.

When we walk into the dressing room, I catch sight of myself in the mirror and stop dead in my tracks. I'm still amazed that this beautiful girl is supposed to be me. I've seen myself several times now, but it still doesn't feel as if this is real. I step closer to the mirror, reach out my hand and she does the same thing I do. I drop my hand and shake my head.

"Do you still find it hard to believe that is you?" Chinatsu's question comes from behind me.

I turn to look at her. "Yes. It's almost like a story you would read in a manga or something, so who wouldn't find it hard to believe? I wish this was a dream or even a nightmare, then I could wake up to find out that's all it was, but I know that isn't going to happen." I tell her, while my eyes get hot as tears begin to form. Wiping my eyes with my sleeve, I shake my head again. Crying isn't going to help anything, but this is seriously depressing.

"The doctor already said they cant change me back, so I understand I don't have any other choice except to live as a girl. Not that Mom's going to give me a choice in the matter." I chuckle lightly at my own poor attempt at humor. "If I'm honest, which you know I always am with you, if it weren't for you, Mom and Dad supporting me through this, I'm sure I'd have already killed myself."

Chinatsu's eyes fly open, looking scared. I step to her and wrap my arms around her while resting my head on her shoulder. I continue, "Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything like that. I'd never do anything to hurt you three. You know that don't you? I love you all too much to do something like that. Even before Mom and Dad adopted me, I considered you guys my family."

"I'm glad to hear that. I thought my heart was going to stop when you told me that. I know you said you wouldn't, but please, please, don't do that. It would kill me if something ever happened to you. I couldn't take losing you."

I feel her tears getting my shoulder damp. Not that I'm not crying as well. I've cried more in the last day than I have in the last five years. Even when I'd get beaten up, I never cried. Now, it's all I seem to be able to do. I don't ever remember being this emotional. Nervous? Yep. Scared? Definitely. I was never like this, though.

She hugs me tightly for a minute. Steps back, blows out a big breath, wipes her eyes, and smiles awkwardly.

"Let's get you cleaned up, you'll feel better once we do. Alright? ...Ah! We need a change of clothes too. What color do you want?"

"Color?" I ask, puzzled for a few moments, until it dawns on me what she's asking me.

"Hmm… How about green to match your eyes?" She asks with a grin. Truthfully, I don't care what color my underwear is, as long as it fits, that's all I care about. "Yes, I know, you don't care about those things. Okay, go ahead and start undressing, I'll be back in a minute."

As she walks out of the dressing room, I think, 'Yep, sure enough she's psychic.'

I start to take off my nightgown and stop. I know I'm going to have to get used to my new body, but it's simply not that easy. The thought of seeing myself naked is enough to make me blush. Although, it's the same thing again, either I get used to doing it on my own or Mom will force the issue. Knowing my luck, she would take all my clothes and make me run around naked until I got used to seeing myself.

Taking a deep breath, I pull the nightgown over my head and look at myself in the mirror. Sure, you bet I'm blushing because I'm embarra.s.sed, but 'this is me' I tell myself repeatedly, trying to convince myself. I slide off my panties and place both them and the nightgown in the dirty clothes basket.

Turning back to the mirror, I look closely at my new body. I know I always said she or her when I looked in the mirror before, but this is me. This might sound vain, but d.a.m.n, I really am gorgeous. Beautiful face, an excellent figure, and soft, unblemished skin.

Huh? Unblemished? That shouldn't be right. I should have a 9cm long scar from just under my left arm down towards my stomach, but there is nothing there. Did the nanites remove that as well when they changed me? Wow! That's simply amazing! I look for the other scars I had. Nope, they're gone as well. Unbelievable!

When I hear a giggle behind me, i look up into the mirror and see Chinatsu standing in the door behind me.

"Good, you undressed yourself. I was going to tell you Mom told me not to do that for you anymore. Oh, but I'm still allowed to help you get dressed, until you learn how to do it correctly anyway, but she said you have to put on your own underwear. Did you know you aren't even blushing standing there naked while I'm talking to you?" She says while grinning and then she begins to undress herself.

I've taken tons of baths with Chinatsu over the years, so it didn't even occur to me to be embarra.s.sed. Although, it has been a while since the last time we had done so. Still it's Chinatsu, so I'd never be embarra.s.sed with her, we've been together for as long as I can remember after all.

"By the way Nee-chan, I know I told you this already, but you really do have a great figure. I wish I had your b.o.o.bs."

She tells me while eyeing me appreciatively. Hmm… Looking at Chinatsu, though, she has a really nice figure as well, and if memory serves me correctly, her measurements aren't all that different than mine. It's no wonder she is so popular at school.

"I don't know why you say that. I think you are perfect the way you are."

She looks at herself for a moment, shakes her head and grins at me mischievously. "You're biased because I'm your little sister." She says which causes me to laugh.

"Well, whatever, let's get you cleaned up, so we can go back to bed."

She takes my hand and leads the way into the bathing area. Pointing to the shower chair, she indicates she wants me to sit down while she turns on the shower to warm up the water. After the water is warm enough to satisfy her, she wets me down beginning with my hair and starts talking.

"Girls' skin is very delicate, you have to be gentle when you wash. If you scrubbed down like you did when you were a boy you would damage it. You use this sponge for that. Oh, because your hair is so long we will have to wash your body first. If we shampooed and conditioned your hair first and then washed your body the body soap would get in your hair and damage it. We don't want that because you have beautiful hair."

"Well, let's get it cut then. Short hair is easier to deal with anyway."

"Huh? Do you want Mom to have an aneurism? The day you woke up she carried on about how long and beautiful your hair is. Even Dad said something about it and you know how rarely he hands out compliments. Red hair is really rare in j.a.pan after all. Do you really think she is going to allow that? She barely allows me to keep my hair this short. Anyway, I think long hair suits you better than short hair would."

The whole time we are talking, she is gently, but quickly washing me. Once she finishes, she picks the shower head back up and rinses me off. She moves in front of me then wets down my hair again and picks up a bottle, showing it to me.

"This is our shampoo, make sure your don't use Dad's. His is in the blue bottle there." She says nodding at the bottle. Then she presses the pump on 'our' shampoo several times and begins to wash my hair, gently rubbing her fingertips into my scalp as she does so.

"Mmm~ That feels good."

She finishes and rinses the shampoo out of my hair. She picks up another bottle and shows it to me.

"This is our conditioner. You don't have to use it every day, just when your hair is dry, brittle or getting damaged. Since, I'm on the swim team I have to use it all the time because the chlorine is so hard on hair. Your hair is fine for today, but you ought to use this once in a while under normal circ.u.mstances because it helps prevent split ends."

She winds my hair up on top of my head and wraps my head in a towel. She also winds her own hair up, picks up a hair clip off the shelf and clips her hair in place.

"I bathed earlier, so I'm going to just soak with you in the tub."

She stands while holding her hand out to me and helps me up. She climbs into the tub first, and I get in and sit down in front of her. She wraps her arms around me, pulls me back against her, and lets out a sigh.

"I love baths, but I think they are going to be a lot more enjoyable now that you are here Sornee."

"Thank you Chi." I tell her then sigh due to the comfortable heat and the feel of Chinatsu's soft body behind me. I relax and scoot down a little more, so I can rest my head more comfortably against her.

"You know, I've been thinking. I really am glad that Mom and Dad adopted me, not only because I wouldn't want to be sent to live with any of my relatives or to an orphanage, but because I love the three of you a lot. I'm not much of a big sister, I'm shy, weak, timid and afraid of everything, not much of a big sister figure to speak of there, huh? I don't care though, I'm happy to be with you. I don't want to worry Mom or Dad either. No matter how much I wish it wasn't the case, I'm not a boy anymore, so I'm going to do my very best to become a proper daughter for them and big sister for you as quickly as I can. I believe that is the best thank you I can give you all." I tell her and then glance at her to see tears streaming down her cheeks. Alarmed, I jerk upright and hug her to me.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to upset you!"

She pushes me back and shakes her head. "No Sornee. That's not it. I'm not upset at all. It's the opposite, I'm really very happy to hear you say that. I'm so very, very happy you're my sister. I feel the same way, I could care less if you can or can't act like a proper Onee, as long as you're here with me." She kisses my cheek and hugs me tightly for a few minutes. "Come on, let's get out and dry off, so we can go to bed. I'm sure Mom will have things for us to do tomorrow. Oh ya, they wanted to have a talk with you too."

We get out and towel ourselves dry. She then takes another towel and begins drying my hair, which doesn't last long since my hair saturates the towel quickly. Reaching under the sink she takes out a hair dryer and finishes drying my hair with it while brushing it to help keep it from tangling. Going to the shelves on the opposite wall, she picks up our change of clothes and hands me mine, which consists of a pair of panties and a white, very silky feeling nightgown that falls to mid-thigh. Hers is the exact same style.

"Nee-chan, do you want to sleep with me?"

Honestly, I wasn't looking forward to being alone in a strange room, so I smile and nod enthusiastically.

"Good, I was hoping you did."

Taking my hand she leads the way back upstairs to her room.