Secrets We Should Keep 8 I Can Handle This

I sit on ceramic floor and watch it, it is shining...

Yes it should shine I was cleaning hear all my afternoon last day. I stand up and started to put every thing in right place.

"who was that man?!". I jumped and looked back. Now I'm sure he is ghost "you scared me"

He sit on chair and said "you didn't answer my question" he grinned. I hate you. I said in my mind.

"at least you can say h.e.l.lo at first and than ask questions, and about your question.. I'm sorry but it's none of your business" I looked in his eyes and smiled angrily.

He stand up and came to my side. I don't move and just glare at his eyes directly, if I move it mean I'm scared of him. He stop few step away from me. He hold my eyes and said"let me make something clear for you, I don't care how my father treated with you or other servant but here in present time, there is only one rule that I want you to follow if you don't want,I will be glad to throw your stuff out, in the street, did you get it? " I nodded with my head and he continues" good, the rule is I should know every one that come into this house even they come till outside of the gate for helping the servant. Did you understand?! "

" yes"

"now answer my question, who was that man?"

I hold my gaze and said "I just know his family name and he just wanted to help me carrying these things home. That's it. And his name was Mr. Tehrani. It is only thing that I asked him because other thing doesn't relate to me. Now get out of my way I should clean here."

He moved aside and I continue on organising things. He walked out of kitchen without any other word. when he shut the door, I sighed and kicked the cabinet with my fist. d.a.m.n it. I have no idea what I'm capable of doing, if I lose my temperature. The last time I loss my temperature was two years ago and I broke the arm of that guy who made me angry. He deserved that.But I can't broke Mr.Rad stone because of several reason, one he is son of my step father, two because of his sisters, and three that is most important because of... I glare at my hand, the vowe I made to some one that I can't broke it,but why me?! Why me father?!

I make a cup of coffee for myself and headed to my room. I changed my clothes and set on couch and opened my study book.

If I didn't make this vowe, I already left this house but it's something that I can't left easily. I closed the book and lye on the couch. I even can't tell Aylin about this vowe because I promised to tell n.o.body, I should handle it myself.Like always alone. I should handle it for three month but with his behaviour, I don't know how far I could keep this vowe?! Did father know what kind of son he has?I don't think so. he hardly saw him in this late seven years because I didn't see him in these years,too. He never came here. Why I should keep an eye on that satan. Why me?!

"oh, father. please tell me what the h.e.l.l I did to be punish like this? Wasn't I good girl for you? I did everything to make you happy in these years...okay father I continue making you happy by keeping my promise but don't forget, at least you should warned me about your son behavior...see I become crazy by him, I'm talking to myself. " I gathered my knees in my stomach and looked at all books that I should read for this semester. I can't destroy my future because I can't handle that Satan. If I'm Rosa, so definitely I can fix this with no problem. Yeah I can handle it like s.h.i.t.

I sit down and start to studying my lessons.