Hands Of Flame Part 4

Margrit made a strangled sound, hands curving to a throttling shape. "Because of me, both times!"

"You should know by now that motive doesn't matter. We act on results, not intentions. Margrit, I know this is difficult for you, but I don't see accepting our ancient laws as correct as being pa.s.sive." Alban exhaled quietly. "And an exile placed on me by my people might ease my..."

"Guilt?" Margrit demanded. "Mea culpa, thank G.o.d, somebody else is blaming me, so now I don't have to lay it all on myself? Alban, you're going to carry this with you forever. I'm I'm going to carry it forever. I can't sleep from the nightmares. I've been a criminal defense lawyer long enough to know that other people might determine your sentence, but you're the one who determines your guilt." Her anger lessened and she sat down on the cold floor, clutching the sides of her head. going to carry it forever. I can't sleep from the nightmares. I've been a criminal defense lawyer long enough to know that other people might determine your sentence, but you're the one who determines your guilt." Her anger lessened and she sat down on the cold floor, clutching the sides of her head.

"Maybe I shouldn't have pulled back," she said more softly. "I thought I needed the time to deal with it myself. Maybe I was doing my share of running away, or not facing it, myself. But not taking advantage of this trial, Alban, not using it to see if your people will accept you as innocent, I can't understand that." She lifted her gaze, feeling tired. "The guilt's not going to be eased either way."

Alban sighed. "Margrit, if you had knowingly taken a life, would you stand against your laws to try to free yourself?"

"If it was an accident or self-defense, yes!"

"But Ausra's death was not an act of self-defense," Alban murmured. "I was defending you, not myself."

"So what am I, a second-cla.s.s citizen? Not worth saving because I'm human?" Bitterness filled Margrit's tone and Alban's broad shoulders slumped.

"I clearly felt your life was worth preserving over Ausra's. But my people are not human, Margrit, and would not see my choice as the correct one. What if we lived in a world where the Old Races were known, and the positions were reversed? Would humans regard my life as more or less important than the human life I'd taken?"

Margrit folded her head down to drawn-up knees. "You know the answer to that," she replied dully. "You don't even have to be not human to be less important. You just have to be different in some way."

"So allow me this acceptance. It changes nothing for us. My position amongst my people will be as it always has been since you've known me." Rue colored Alban's voice. "And yours, I imagine, will also be as it has been since you've known me. Instigator, negotiator, troublemaker."

Margrit looked up with a quiet snort, then rolled forward to crawl toward Alban, tucking herself against his chest. Despite frustration, she felt her shoulders relax, his nearness almost as much salve to her frayed emotions as his arms would be. "I'm not a troublemaker. It just comes my way naturally when I hang out with you. I don't like this, Alban."

"I haven't asked you to like it, only to abide by my wishes."

Grace chuckled, startling Margrit into remembering a second time that the vigilante was there. "Good luck with that, Korund. Will you be staying, then?" She arched an eyebrow at Margrit, then chuckled again as Margrit shot a hopeful look toward Alban. "That's what Grace thought. I'll come back for you at sunbreak, lawyer. Sleep well." She slipped away, leaving the sound of tumblers falling into place behind her.

Margrit turned her face against Alban's chest another long moment before dragging a rough breath. "I feel like I should make a joke. Locked in a room together, the whole night before us...there must be something clever to say."

"Margrit..." Alban shifted and iron sc.r.a.ped, as if to remind her of his handicaps.

"No, I know. It sounds silly, but I just want to be here, Alban. I want to be the one who watches over you tonight. To be the protector. You must be exhausted."

Alban's silence said as much as his eventual admission of, "I am. The iron is far more wearying than I imagined, and I can't transform and escape it."

Margrit pressed her cheek against his chest. "Then rest. I'll be here." She heard her own silence draw out a long time, too, and only broke it with a whisper when the gargoyle's breathing suggested he might have found respite in slumber. "I'll always be here."

SEVEN.

SHE HAD DOZED, if not slept, too aware of Alban's frailty and her own fears for the coming days. Half-waking thoughts had skittered all night, replaying Alban's capture, replaying his impossible remove to Grace's chambers below the streets. The vigilante woman had never shown any resources of the nature Margrit imagined necessary to steal two gargoyles from a rooftop in broad daylight, but when Grace came to fetch her in the morning, she shrugged off Margrit's questions again, ending the conversation with a sharp, "Does it matter, lawyer? He's safe enough now, isn't he, and you don't owe anyone for his safety. Count your blessings and let it go."

Chastened, Margrit did so, and emerged into the city morning to the realization that dawn came much too late in April, at least if she wanted to shower, change clothes and get to work on time. Barely beyond the tunnel entrance, her cell phone sang a tune to tell her she had voice mail. Expecting the trial time to have been moved-probably up, making it unlikely she'd get to the office at all-she hit the call-back b.u.t.ton and hurried down the street with the phone pressed to her ear.

The recorded mailbox voice told her the sole message had been left at 4:45 a.m. on Thursday, just a few hours earlier. Margrit resisted the urge to shake the phone; it wasn't its fault she'd been hidden beneath the city, well out of reception range. At least the mailbox had picked up the crisp-voiced woman who said, "Ms. Knight, this is Dr. Jones at Harlem Hospital. A client of yours, Cara Delaney, has been injured and she asked that we contact you. We'd appreciate it if you came over." The doctor left a number that flew through Margrit's mind and disappeared under a range of concerns.

Foremost was the horrifying idea that a hospital would probably do blood work on the young selkie woman. Margrit had never considered how the Old Races dealt with injuries in the modern world, especially severe ones. Even with selkies numbering in the tens of thousands, it was unlikely they could litter enough hospitals around the world to keep their own secrets safe. For all that they'd interbred with humans, there had had to be anomalies in a selkie's blood, very likely curious enough to pique a physician's interest. to be anomalies in a selkie's blood, very likely curious enough to pique a physician's interest.

It was only as she ran to the subway that worry for Cara's injuries surfaced, both their severity and how they'd happened. The latter was too easy to guess: Cara was likely to have been down on the docks, part of the struggle between selkie and djinn. Gargoyles, Margrit remembered uncomfortably, calcified at dawn when they died in their human form. She had no idea if selkies might have some inexplicable conversion, too.

Her thoughts spun down the same lines no matter how many times she pulled them back. She was relieved to leave the subway and hail a cab, though staring out the window at pa.s.sing traffic did no more to distract her than looking at her reflection in black stretches of subway tunnel had.

A matronly woman at the hospital gave the visiting-hours sign a significant glance when Margrit asked about Cara. Margrit said, "I'm her lawyer," as though the words were a magic pa.s.s, and with another sour look at the sign, the woman directed her toward the emergency department. Margrit nodded her thanks and hurried there to catch the first unharried-looking nurse she saw and asked, "Dr. Jones?"

The nurse gave her a pitying look, and spoke clearly, as though Margrit wasn't expected to understand. "I'm a nurse. Dr. Jones went home at seven. Dr. Davis took over her patients."

Color heated Margrit's cheeks. "No, I know you're a-" She drew a breath and held it, then made herself let both it and the explanation go, instead putting on an unintentionally tight smile. "Dr. Davis, then, please? Where would I find her?"

"He," the nurse said in much the same tone of pity, and pointed, "is down the hall. The good-looking one." the nurse said in much the same tone of pity, and pointed, "is down the hall. The good-looking one."

"Thank you." Margrit, fully expecting to have to find someone who would be more specific than the good-looking one, the good-looking one, turned to look where the nurse had pointed. Halfway down the hall stood a tall man in a doctor's coat, surrounded by half a dozen clearly doting interns. Margrit shot a sideways glance around the ward, looking for a television camera. The man had a perfect profile, so flawless it seemed unlikely he could be equally handsome face-on. turned to look where the nurse had pointed. Halfway down the hall stood a tall man in a doctor's coat, surrounded by half a dozen clearly doting interns. Margrit shot a sideways glance around the ward, looking for a television camera. The man had a perfect profile, so flawless it seemed unlikely he could be equally handsome face-on.

He was, with dark eyes and a broad, white smile. Margrit edged her way through the interns, hoping her voice didn't squeak as she asked, "Dr. Davis? I'm Margrit Knight, Cara Delaney's lawyer. She asked for me."

Davis dismissed all but one of the interns as he offered Margrit a hand. "Dr. Jones hoped you might be coming. Miss Delaney's going to be all right, but she's concerned about her daughter. We can check to see if she's awake. This way, please." He led her down the hall, Margrit swallowing a giggle of pure high-school giddiness. He wore a wedding band, and she hoped, for the good of the species, that he and his wife were planning on having a significant number of beautiful children. The wish felt startlingly ordinary and very human. A shiver of regret slipped through Margrit at recognizing it as such, as though she'd become something new and different herself.

A moment later, Davis pushed a room door open and ushered Margrit in. Young women lay in beds down the room's narrow length, Cara in the one farthest away. She opened her eyes as Margrit entered, then gave a pained gasp of relief and pushed up on an elbow. "Margrit. You came."

"Of course I did." Margrit hurried down the room to pull a stool up beside Cara. Davis remained at the door, murmuring, "Not too long, please, Ms. Knight. My patient needs her rest."

"Of course." Margrit smiled over her shoulder at him, found herself gazing too long, and, blushing, looked back at Cara as the door closed again. "There can't be anything people wouldn't agree to do for him. Oh, my G.o.d. I think I could be paralyzed from the eyes down and if he said get up and do a salsa I would."

Cara smiled faintly. "I guess he's not my type. He said, 'Feel better,' but I don't yet."

"d.a.m.n." Margrit took Cara's hand cautiously. "What happened, Cara? Are you all right?" She wrinkled her nose as she asked the question; all right all right depended on how it was defined. Cara was alive, but the delicate lines of her face were swollen and bruised, making dark blots of her eyes. Her right arm was in a cast, and the stiffness of her body suggested more restraining bandages in other places. depended on how it was defined. Cara was alive, but the delicate lines of her face were swollen and bruised, making dark blots of her eyes. Her right arm was in a cast, and the stiffness of her body suggested more restraining bandages in other places.

"I got shot." The flat statement struck Margrit as badly out of place, coming from a selkie. Mundane humans got shot, not mystical Old Races. Cara freed her hand from Margrit's and drifted her fingers to below the ribs on her left side. "In the back, above the kidney."

"Who...? Not a...?" Margrit didn't want to voice the word djinn djinn aloud, but Cara, understanding, shook her head with a faint smile. aloud, but Cara, understanding, shook her head with a faint smile.

"No, we haven't been trying to kill each other. We have a common enemy."

"Humanity." Margrit ground her teeth. "So it was one of us who shot you."

"I didn't see who it was. But I was too far from the water to escape, so an ambulance came and picked me up. I have to get out of here, Margrit. I have to..." Pa.s.sion left the slight woman and she sank back into the bed, even her bruises graying with exhaustion. "I would heal faster if I could transform. It helps put things to right."

"Cara, the only way I can think of to get you out of here is to ask Daisani to have you transferred to a private hospital."

"I don't want to owe him anything."

"I know, but you also don't want anybody looking at your blood work too closely. Do you even know what they'd find?"

"We do our best to tend to our own sicknesses," Cara replied, answer enough. "But I didn't ask for you to help me get out of here. There's something else."

"Deirdre?" Margrit's stomach tightened in concern.

"She's safe. I sent her away when the fighting started."

"Why didn't you you go when the fighting started?" go when the fighting started?"

"Kaimana asked me to be here." Admiration bordering on reverence colored Cara's voice, reminding Margrit of how the interns had looked at Dr. Davis. Kaimana Kaaiai hadn't struck her as the sort of man to inspire such loyalty, but on the other hand, he'd engineered the selkies' acceptance back into the Old Races. That he'd done so in part by ruthlessly manipulating humans had soured Margrit against him. Cara, though, had no reason to feel that same disappointment. "I know you see me as young and weak, but Kaimana acted on my advice when he brought the quorum together. I'm stronger than you think."

Margrit began a protest, then bit it down. "You're right. It's hard not too think of you as a girl in too deep. Maybe because that's how I feel a lot of the time, and you're younger than me. So what are you, his lieutenant?"

"I'm the one holding this treaty together, here in New York. Without me to remind them who our enemy is, I'm afraid they'll start tearing each other apart, laws or no laws."

"Cara, no offense, but how are you managing that?"

Cara's gaze shifted away, then back again. "I have help. An adviser. But there's something else, too. This treaty is causing another problem."

"Worse than open fighting on the streets?"

"Much worse. Margrit, I need to know if you're our ally." Whatever Cara had hidden when she looked away now faded beneath resolution that turned her bruises into streetwise makeup and att.i.tude. "I'd thought you were. You helped us shake up the world, and then you disappeared."

"Disappeared?" Margrit echoed, startled and stung. "Everything kind of went to h.e.l.l. I'm just trying to get my head on straight. It's not like I left the city."

Something scathing darted through Cara's expression, hardening her beyond anything Margrit had seen in the past. For an instant she no longer looked like a battered young woman on a sickbed, but rather an embattled warrior, too marked with scars to have pity for anyone else's. "When a human walks away from the Old Races, she's gone whether she's in the next room or a thousand miles away. I thought you were on our side."

"On your side." The sting blossomed, as much an alpha-female reaction to Cara's change as an honest and justified anger. Margrit dropped her voice, not wanting to chance being overheard, but unwilling to let the challenge go unanswered. "I did what you wanted. I got the quorum together and they voted to accept the selkies back into the Old Races as full brethren. Yeah, that was on your side, but it was because I thought it was the right thing to do. You bred with humans because there was no other way to survive, and I think it's stupid to deny a people's heritage the way the rest of the Old Races did to you. But let's talk about on your side, on your side, Cara. Let's talk about the peace treaty you developed with the djinn outside of the quorum, to make sure your natural enemies would support you. Let's talk about how that treaty said you'd help destroy Janx and his House so the selkies and djinn could take over his underworld contacts and businesses. Let's talk about how that power play created a situation that led to Malik's death. Just what part of any of that did you mention to Cara. Let's talk about the peace treaty you developed with the djinn outside of the quorum, to make sure your natural enemies would support you. Let's talk about how that treaty said you'd help destroy Janx and his House so the selkies and djinn could take over his underworld contacts and businesses. Let's talk about how that power play created a situation that led to Malik's death. Just what part of any of that did you mention to me? me? You You used used me. So forgive me if I don't quite know what me. So forgive me if I don't quite know what on your side on your side is supposed to mean anymore." is supposed to mean anymore."

Cara lifted her chin, undaunted by Margrit's accusations and gaining strength from her own convictions. "You're right. We used you. We got what we wanted through you. From you. We have recognition amongst the Old Races. We have money and power, if we can hold on to Janx's territory." She took a breath and held it, then ended with grim finality: "We also have a treaty with a people who wish to decimate the remaining Old Races in retaliation for the death of one of their own."

Margrit stared, then laughed, a sharp sound of incredulity that bit into her anger and tore some of it away. "Tell them no. Are they nuts?"

"They're djinn." Cara's bruises lent depth to her short reply. "Read your mythology, Margrit. Djinn aren't known for their sanity."

"Then break the alliance. You'd You'd have to be insane to agree." have to be insane to agree."

"We need them." Despite lying on a bed, Cara squared her slender shoulders as if she was repeating another skirmish in an endless battle. "Without their acknowledgment of our people-"

"The quorum's already been met. What are they going to do, say never mind, we didn't mean it? never mind, we didn't mean it? I'd think if it worked that way, Janx would've repudiated you by now, since he's the one whose territory you took over. And you've got numbers. There are tens of thousands of you. None of the other-" Margrit broke off, modulating her voice before she dared go on. "None of the other Old Races have that. You don't need to go to war over a stupid mistake." I'd think if it worked that way, Janx would've repudiated you by now, since he's the one whose territory you took over. And you've got numbers. There are tens of thousands of you. None of the other-" Margrit broke off, modulating her voice before she dared go on. "None of the other Old Races have that. You don't need to go to war over a stupid mistake."

Cara smiled, thin humorless expression. "That's what allies do, Margrit Knight. Mistake," she added clearly.

Margrit shook her head, uncomfortable realization clicking into place. Cara had never before used her name with such impunity. She'd called her Miss Knight, and Margrit had called her Cara, the relationship unequal. Cara's new confidence leveled it. Coa.r.s.e embarra.s.sment heated Margrit's cheeks as she realized she'd preferred having the upper hand, and how petty that was. She measured her response cautiously. "No money for nothing here, Cara. I'm finally starting to learn that you people all deal in information as a commodity. I've overplayed my hand too many times already."

"What do you want from me in exchange for information about Malik's death?" All the girl's former shyness had vanished, leaving behind a young matriarch of considerable power and confidence. Margrit dropped her gaze to the floor, hoping to hide regret at the change. Not that competence or self-a.s.suredness were in any way bad, but she missed the soft, young woman she'd barely known.

"I'd have to think about that," she answered quietly. Lied Lied quietly: she wanted to know how long Cara had known that Kaimana intended to use Margrit to manipulate the Old Races into the position they were now in. Her own delight and relief at finding Cara again, at being able to return her selkie skin, had been so real that Margrit hated to think Cara had known then that Kaimana intended to use her. But Cara had almost certainly known; it was she who'd brought Margrit's point about strength in numbers to the selkie lord. quietly: she wanted to know how long Cara had known that Kaimana intended to use Margrit to manipulate the Old Races into the position they were now in. Her own delight and relief at finding Cara again, at being able to return her selkie skin, had been so real that Margrit hated to think Cara had known then that Kaimana intended to use her. But Cara had almost certainly known; it was she who'd brought Margrit's point about strength in numbers to the selkie lord.

It was a question that could be brought up later. Margrit wanted to h.o.a.rd the knowledge she had, in case there was a better way to spend it. Then, incongruous, the image of the countdown calendar her coworkers had made flashed in her mind, sixteen hours left on it. Margrit flattened her mouth at its reminder. "I've got to go to work, Cara. Is there anything I can do for you before I go?"

"Yes." Cara pushed herself up, cheeks paling beneath the bruises. "The reason I asked you to come in the first place. Not to get me out of here. There's a meeting this morning between-" She, too, broke off before lowering her voice to continue. "Between the djinn leaders and my people. Me. It's in part to discuss how to deal with the humans trying to gain ground in our territory-"

"Janx's territory," Margrit said sourly.

Cara went on with no notice. "And in part, a last chance for me to try to talk them out of avenging Malik al-Ma.s.sr. I need you to go in my place."

"Cara, I have to go to work!"

"This is more important. If you don't go, we may end up embroiled in race war. You're the only one who can prevent it."

"Me and Smokey the Bear. There must be somebody else. You've got to have a hierarchy of some kind, a second in command you can send. n.o.body would listen to me even if I could go."

"You have to go get Chelsea Huo," Cara said implacably. "She's been helping me. If you arrive with her at your side, they'll listen to you. They'll have to."

"Or what, Chelsea will brew them a nice cup of tea? Cara, you aren't listening. I have a trial in less than two hours. I have a job. job."

"This is your job. Are you really going to risk us going to war for the sake of a single case in the human justice system?" is your job. Are you really going to risk us going to war for the sake of a single case in the human justice system?"

Margrit jolted to her feet, taking a few quick, sharp steps to let off steam, then swung back around to scowl at Cara. It came to her again that this situation, or any like it, was why she hadn't slithered out of the agreement to work for Eliseo Daisani. The Old Races were a tremendous disruption to her life, and only working for someone intimately involved with them would give her the leeway she needed to deal with the impossible circ.u.mstances they threw her way. None of her other reasons, legitimate as they might be, held a candle to that one. She had no intention of walking away from their wondrous, complicated world, and becoming Daisani's a.s.sistant meant she could remain a part of it without disappointing anyone else. "s.h.i.t. s.h.i.t. s.h.i.t. G.o.d G.o.ddammit!"

Cara dropped back into the pillows, delicacy once more visible in her strained features, though a smile curved her lips. "That's what I thought. That's why you're the Negotiator."

"The what?" Margrit laughed, harsh sound. "I've got a t.i.tle now? How very...you of you." of you."

"It's a sign of respect, Margrit. We don't often honor your kind with t.i.tles. The meeting's at ten. Please, go see Chelsea. She has to go with you, or even the place you've earned might not carry enough weight."

Margrit rolled her jaw, irate and trying not to let it bloom into fresh anger. "You're going to owe me for this one, Cara. I'm about to make myself look bad in my last trial for you and yours. There's going to be a price."

"There always is." Cara nodded toward the door. "Now go."

EIGHT.

"YOU'LL BE FINE, Jim. It's your case anyway, and I'm just standing as cocounsel." Margrit got dressed as she rea.s.sured her coworker. Halfway back from Harlem she'd decided there was no way she could face the morning without a shower and fresh clothes and had detoured home. Neither of her housemates were there, leaving the house quiet enough to make an apologetic call. "I know this is a long way from ideal, but I've had something unavoidable come up. Personal business. I'm sorry."

"It's okay." The resentment in Jim's voice betrayed him.

Margrit clenched her jaw, then deliberately loosened it. "I'll do my best to come by this afternoon if you want any advice, but you're as prepared for the case as I am. I've got to go." She repeated her apologies and hung up, then turned to glower at herself in the mirror.

If her expression could be ignored, the woman reflected back at her looked professional and cool, well collected in a skirt suit with a dark, subtly red blouse beneath it. Her gaze, though, was angry with frustration and resignation, and even loose corkscrew curls did little to soften its edges. Margrit sighed and twisted her hair back, jamming an ebony stick through it. It finished off the look, making her hard and una.s.sailable.

Too hard for her own tastes. Margrit found a pair of gold filigree earrings and slipped them into place, feeling herself relax a little as she did so. If the clothes made the man, they could also remind her of what she wanted wanted to be. The gold looked well against cafe-latte skin, bringing out warm depths. It was better to not be so cold. Feeling less grim, Margrit slipped low heels on and picked up her purse, and, armed for the day, left her bedroom. to be. The gold looked well against cafe-latte skin, bringing out warm depths. It was better to not be so cold. Feeling less grim, Margrit slipped low heels on and picked up her purse, and, armed for the day, left her bedroom.

The front door swung open and Cameron, wearing loose gym sweats and a snug T-shirt, bounded in and let go a shout of surprise as she nearly ran Margrit down. Margrit laughed and clutched her heart, staggering back. "Good morning."

"You didn't come home last night." Cam gave her a cheerful fish eye. "Did you have a hot date?"