Goblins and Pagodas Part 11

Now that all the world is filled With armies clamouring; Now that men no longer live and die, one by one, But in vague indeterminate mult.i.tudes:

Now that the trees are coppery towers, Now that the clouds loom southward, Now that the glossy creeper Spatters the walls like spilt wine:

I will go out alone, To catch strong joy of solitude Where the treelines, in gold and scarlet, Swing strong grape-cables up the smouldering face of the hill.

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Guns crashing, Thudding, Ululating, Tumultuous.

Guns yelping over the cracked earth, Where dry bugles blare.

Here in this hollow It is very quiet, Only the wind's hissing laughter In the place of tombs.

One by one these gaunt scarred faces Lift up blurred wrinkled inscriptions Silently beseeching me to stop and ponder.

What does it matter if I do not stop to read them?

No one at all has gone this way that I have chosen before.

A leaf drops slowly in silence; It is a long time twisting and hovering on its way to the earth.

Guns booming, Bellowing, Crashing, Desperate.

Insistent outcry of savage guns, Rocking the gloomy hollow.

I will run out like the wind, Snarling, with savage laughter; Like the wind that tosses the grey-black clouds, Against the shot-racked barrier of flaming trees.

I will race between the grey guns, And the clouds, like shrapnel exploding, Flinging their hail through the tumult, Bursting, will melt in cold spray.

I am the wanderer of the world; No one can hold me.

Not the cannon a.s.sembled for battle, Nor the gloomy graves of the hollow, Nor the house where I long time slumbered, Nor the hilltop where roads are straggling.

My feet must march to the wind.

Like a leaf dropping slowly, An orange b.u.t.terfly turning and twisting, I touch with moist pa.s.sionate palms the leaden inscriptions Of my past. Then I turn to depart.

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The trees dance about the inn; The wind thrusts them into flamelets.

Now my thoughts gipsying, Go forth to strange walls and new fires.

Mouths stained with brown-red berries, Bronzed cheeks sunken, unshaven, Ragged attire; We swing our guitars at the hip As we tramp heedless, uncaring.

In the inn the fire crackles: On the hearth the wine is simmering.

Lift up the brown beaker one instant, Drink deeply--fling out the last coin--let us go.

On the plains there is drooping harvest, But no harvest can for long time hold us, We have seen the winds, baffled, Racing up the orange-flecked trench of the hills.

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On the hill summit Where the gusty wind all night long has a.s.sailed me, Now I see stars vanishing Before the long cold clutching fingers of dawn.

Stars scintillant, fire-hued, metallic, Topaz fruit of the deep-blue garden: Southward you go, my constellations, And leave me with the white day, alone.

Over the hilltop Swish with a scurry of wings Millions of pale brown birds, Songless, pulsing southward.

Birds who have filled the trees, And who fled long ago at my pa.s.sing, Now you clatter in heedless tumult, Fanning with your hot wings my face.

Carry this word to the southward; Say that I have forgotten them that wait for me, All the loves and the hates need expect me no longer, In the autumn at last I am alone.

Suddenly The wind crashes through the tree-tops, Stripping away their orange-tiled domes; Stark blue skeletons, forbidding Gesticulate in my face.

You whom I planted and lavished With all the wealth and beauty I had to bestow Hurry away, vain harvest, The winds' scythes can reap you, Where you lie on the earth, and to death's barns you can go.

Beyond the hilltop I have seen only the sky.

The wind, naked, prodding up black-furred clouds, Cossacks of winter.

Cry, wind, Shriek to the shivering southland, That I am going into winter, That I do not hope to return.

Farewell, crowded stars, Farewell, birds, winds, clouds and tree-tops, I, weary of you all, seek my destined joy in the north-land, Amid blue ice and the rose-purple night of the pole.

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Beyond the land there lies the sea; And on the sea with wings unfurled, Bloodily huge the sunset rests, Feathers flickering and claws curled, Watching to seize the ruined world.

Rolling in a torrent, Brown leaves, my achievements, Rise up from dark-wooded valleys And scatter themselves on the sea; Brown birds, my wild dreams, Mingle their bodies together, Shrieking and clamouring as they pa.s.s, Black charred silhouettes Against the west, curtained in orange flame.

Now the wind starts up And strikes the seething water: Hissing in uncoiled fury Each foam-curled wave darts forward To clash and batter The smouldering iron-rust cliff, Where the end of my road is lost.

Rise up, black clouds; Pounce upon the sunset: Tear it with your jagged teeth.

Fling yourselves, seething winds, in circles Upon the blue-black water, Swirl, leaves, and dance Amid the chaos of breakers, Flicker, birds, an instant Against the tawny tiger throat of the sun Which is snarling in the west.

Beat down, O great winds, westward, Loose reins and gallop to seaward, Rush me, too, to that ocean, In which I have found my goal.

Lash me, lap me, rugged waves of blue-black water, Dash me, clutch me and do not let me rest one instant; All through the purple-blue night rock and soothe me, Till I awaken dreamingly at the faint rose breast of the dawn.

RED SYMPHONY

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