Fledgling_ a novel Part 7

I ran around the area, stopping now and then, trying to hear, see, and scent everything. As I expected, there was no helicopter yet. Raleigh had not been near the place recently. Someone else had, but I didn't recognize his scent. It was a young man, not of my kind, not carrying a gun. But he wasn't there now. No one was there now.

I went back to the gate where I'd left Wright and managed to surprise him again. He'd gotten out of the car and was leaning against the gate.

"Good G.o.d, woman!" he said when I caught his arm. "Make some noise when you walk."

I laughed. "No one's there. This whole night might turn out to be a waste of time, but let's go in anyway."

We got back into the car and drove in. At the ruin, we spent our time looking though the rubble and finding a few unburned or partially burned things: a pen, forks and spoons, a pair of scissors, a small jar of b.u.t.tons ... I recognized everything I found until I discovered a small silver-colored thing on the ground near where Wright had piled burned wood to wall me into my shelter. It must have been under the wood that I had pushed aside when I broke out.

"It's a crucifix," Wright told me when I showed it to him. "It must have been worn by one of the people who lived here. Or maybe the arsonist lost it." He gave a humorless smile. "You never know who's liable to turn out to be religious."

"But what is it?" I asked. "What's a crucifix? I kept running across that word when I was reading about vampires, but none of the writers ever explained what it was except to say that it scared off vampires."

He put it back into my hand. "This one's real silver, I think. Does it bother you to hold it?"

"It doesn't. It's a tiny man stuck to a tiny "" -shaped thing. And there's a loop at the top. I think it used to be attached to something."

"Probably a chain," he said. "Another perfectly good vampire superst.i.tion down the drain."

"What?"

"This is a religious symbol, Renee-an important one. It's supposed to hurt vampires because vampires are supposed to be evil. According to every vampire movie I've ever seen, you should not only be afraid of it but it should burn your skin if it touches you."

"It isn't hot."

"I know, I know. Don't worry about it. It's just movie bulls.h.i.t." He went to look around the chimneys and examine broken, discolored remains of water heaters, sinks, bathtubs, and refrigerators. As I looked around, I realized that some of the houses were missing sinks and tubs, and I wondered. Perhaps people had come here when Raleigh wasn't on guard and taken them away. Or perhaps Raleigh and his relatives had taken them. But why? Who would want such things?

Then Wright found something outside the houses more than half buried in the ground near one of the chimneys: a gleaming gold chain with a little gold bird attached to it-a crested bird with wings spread as though it were flying.

"I'm surprised something like this is still here," he said. "I'll bet plenty of people have been through here, picking up souvenirs." He wiped the thing on his shirt, then let it side like liquid into my hand.

"Pretty," I said, examining it.

"Let me put it on you."

I thought about whether I wanted the property of a person who was probably dead around my neck, but then shrugged, handed it back to him, and let him put it on me. He wanted to. And he seemed to like the effect once it was on.

"Your hair is growing out," he said. "This is just what you need to decorate yourself a little."

My hair was growing out, crinkly and black and about an inch long, and my head was no longer disfigured by broken places. I'd had Wright trim the one patch of hair that hadn't been burned off so that now it was all growing out fairly evenly. I thought I almost looked female again.

"Did you ever think I was a boy?" I asked him. "I mean when you stopped for me on the road that first time?"

"No, I never did," he said. "I should have, I guess. You were almost bald and wearing filthy, ill-fitting clothes that could have been a man's. But when I first saw you in the headlights, I thought, 'What a lovely, elfin little girl. What in h.e.l.l is she doing out here by herself?'"

"Elfin?"

"Like an elf. According to some stories, an elf is a short, slender, magical being-another mythical creature. Maybe I'll run into one of them on a dark road someday."

I laughed. Then I heard the helicopter. "He's coming," I said. "It's early for him to be awake and out. He must be eager to meet me."

"I don't hear a thing," Wright said, "but I'll take your word for it. Shall I get out of sight?"

"No. You couldn't hide your scent from him. Let's wait over by that largest chimney." It was a big brick chimney that rose from a ma.s.sive double fireplace. It might shelter us if our visitor decided to try to shoot us.

The copter didn't bother about landing in the meadow this time. I wondered why he had landed there before. Habit? Or was this stranger someone who would have come to visit the eight houses when they were intact and occupied?

The copter, looking like a large, misshapen bug, landed in what Wright said must have once been a big vegetable garden. He had been able to identify several of the scorched, mostly dead plants. The copter crushed a number of the survivors-cabbages and potatoes mostly.

The pilot jumped out, ducked under the rotors, and looked around. Once he spotted us, he came straight toward us. Wright, who had been checking the rifle, now stood straight, watching the stranger intently. I watched him, too. He was a tall, spidery man, empty-handed, and visibly my kind except that he was blond and very pale-skinned-not just light-skinned like Wright, but as white as the pages of Wright's books. Even so, apart from color, if I ever grew tall, I would look much like him-tall and lean, probably not elfin at all.

"Shori?" the man asked. I liked his voice at once, and he smelled ... safe somehow. I mean his scent made me feel safe, although I couldn't say why. Then I realized that he was looking at me, had spoken to me. And what had he meant by that one word?

I stood away from the chimney.

"How did you survive, Shori? Where have you been?"

He was calling me "Shori." I let out a breath. "You know me, then," I said.

"Of course I do! What's the matter with you?"

I breathed a little more, trying to decide what to say. The truth seemed humiliating, somehow, admitting such a significant weakness to this stranger, telling him that I knew nothing at all about myself. But what else could I do? I said, "I woke up weeks ago in a cave not far from here. I have no memory of anything that happened before then. And ... I don't know you."

He reached out to me, but I stepped back out of his reach.

"I don't know you," I repeated.

Off to one side, I saw Wright come to attention. He didn't point the rifle at the stranger, he pointed it downward. He held it across his body in both hands, his right forefinger near the trigger, so that aiming it at the man would only be a matter of moving it slightly.

The man dropped his hand to his side. He glanced at Wright, then seemed to dismiss him. "My name is Iosif Petrescu," he said. "I'm your father."

I stood staring at him, feeling nothing for him. I didn't know him. And yet he might be telling the truth. How could I know? Would he lie about such a thing? Why?

"And I'm ... Shori?"

"The name your human mother gave you is Shori. Your surname is Matthews. Your Ina mothers were distant relatives of mine named Mateescu, but in the 1950s, when there was a great deal of suspicion about foreign-sounding names, they decided to Anglicize the name to Matthews."

"My mothers ...?"

He looked around at the rubble. "Listen," he said. "We don't have to talk here in the midst of all this. Come to my home."

"I lived ... here?"

"You did, yes. You were born here. Doesn't this setting stir any memories?"

"No memories. Only a feeling that I'm somehow connected to this place. I came here when I was able to leave the cave where I woke up, but I didn't know why. It was as though my feet just brought me here."

"Home," he said. "For you, this was home."

I nodded. "But you don't live here?"

He looked surprised. "No. We don't live males and females together as humans do."

I swallowed, then asked the question I had to ask: "What are we?"

"Vampires, of course-not that we call ourselves by that name." He smiled, showing his very human-looking teeth, except for the canines, which looked a little longer and sharper than the other people's, as my own did. If his teeth were like mine, they were all sharper than other people's. They had to be. He said, "We have very little in common with the vampire creatures Bram Stoker described in Dracula Dracula, but we are long-lived blood drinkers." He looked at Wright. "You knew what she was, didn't you?"

Wright nodded. "I knew she needed blood to live."

Iosif sighed, then spoke wearily as though he were saying something he had to say too many times before. "We live alongside, yet apart from, human beings, except for those humans who become our symbionts. We have much longer lives than humans. Most of us must sleep during the day and, yes, we need blood to live. Human blood is most satisfying to us, and fortunately, we don't have to injure the humans we take it from. But we are born as we are. We can't magically convert humans into our kind. We do keep those who join with us healthier, stronger, and harder to kill than they would be without us. In that way, we lengthen their lives by several decades."

That got Wright's attention. "How long?" he asked.

"How long will you live?"

"Yes."

Iosif took a deep breath, then said, "Barring accident or homicide, chances are you'll live to be between 170 and 200 years old."

"Two hundred ... I will? Healthy years?"

"Yes. Your immune system will be greatly strengthened by Shori's venom, and it will be less likely to turn on you and give you one of humanity's many autoimmune diseases. And her venom will help keep your heart and circulatory system healthy. Your health is important to her."

"Sounds too good to be true."

"It is mutualistic symbiosis. You know you're joined with her."

Wright nodded. "It scares me a little. I want it to be with her, need to be with her, even though I don't really understand what I'm getting into." After a moment, he asked, "How long do your kind live?"

"Long," Iosif said. "Although we're not immortal anymore than you are. How old do you think your Shori is?"

"I've been calling her Renee," he said. "I'm Wright Hamlin, by the way."

"How old is she?"

"I thought she was maybe ten or eleven when I met her. Later, I knew she had to be older, even though she didn't look it. Maybe eighteen or nineteen?"

Iosif smiled without humor. "That would make things legal at least."

Wright's face went red, and I looked from him to Iosif, not understanding.

"Don't worry, Wright," Iosif said after a moment. "In fact, Shori is a child. She has at least one more important growth stage to go through before she's old enough to bear children. Her child-bearing years will begin when she's about seventy. In all, she should live about five hundred years. Right now, she's fifty-three."

Wright opened his mouth, but didn't say anything. He just stared, first at Iosif, then at me. I knew that Wright was twenty-three, s.e.xually mature, and aware of much that went on in the world. If Iosif was telling the truth, I was almost twice Wright's age, and yet I knew almost nothing. Someone had taken away most of my fifty-three years of life.

"Who did this?" I asked, gesturing at the ruin. "Who set the fire? Did anyone else survive?"

"I wasn't here," Iosif said. "I don't know who did it. And I haven't found ... any other survivors. I've arranged for the other people who live in this area to keep their eyes open."

That got my attention. "You were careless. Raleigh Curtis wasn't just keeping his eyes open. He was going to shoot Wright. He did shoot me."

"Accident. He didn't know you were one of us. If he'd seen you clearly, he wouldn't have fired."

"Why would he want to shoot Wright?"

"He didn't know Wright was with you."

"Iosif, why shoot anyone over this rubble? Only the people who did this should be punished."

He stared at me. "Someone burned your mothers and your sisters as well as all of the human members of your family to death here. They shot the ones who tried to get out, shot them and threw most of them back into the fire. How you escaped, I have no idea, but we found the others, burned, broken ... My people and I found them. We were coming for a visit, and we actually arrived before the firemen, which meant we were able to get control of them and see to it that they recalled this place as abandoned. When the fire was out, we cleaned up and covered up because we didn't want the remains examined by the coroner. We searched the area for several nights, hunting for survivors and questioning the local humans, finding out what they knew and seeing to it that they only remembered things that wouldn't expose or damage us. In fact, the neighbors didn't know anything. So we didn't catch the killers. We thought, though, that some of them might come back to enjoy remembering what they'd done. Criminals have done that in the past."

"To enjoy the memory of killing ... How many people?" I demanded.

"Seventy-eight. Everyone except you."

I wet my lips, looked away from him, remembering the cave. "Maybe only seventy-seven," I said. I wanted badly not to say it, but somehow, not saying it would have made me feel even worse.

Iosif touched me, put his hand on my chin and turned my head so that I faced him. He or someone else had done that before. It felt familiar and steadying. He had straight, collar-length white-blond hair framing his sharp, narrow face and large gray eyes with their huge dark-adapted pupils. He still didn't look familiar. I didn't know him. But his touch no longer alarmed me.

I said, "Someone found me as I was waking up in the cave. I don't know how long I'd been there. Several days, at least. But finally, I was regaining consciousness, and someone found me. I didn't know at the time that it was ... a person, a man. I didn't know anything except ... I killed him." I couldn't bring myself to say the rest-that I'd not only killed the man, but eaten him. It shamed me so much that I moved my face away from his fingers, took a step back from him. "I still don't know who he was, but I remember the sounds he made. I heard them clearly, although at the time I didn't even recognize what he said as speech. Later, when I was safe with Wright, I was able to sort through the memories and understand what he said. I think he knew me. I think he'd been looking for me."

"What did he say?" Wright asked. He had moved closer to me.

It was terrible that he was hearing this. I shut my eyes for a moment, then answered his question. "He said, 'Oh my G.o.d, it's her. Please let her be alive.'"

There was silence.

Iosif sighed, then nodded. "He wasn't from here, Shori, he was from my community."

I looked at him and saw his sorrow. He knew who the man was, and he mourned him. I shook my head. "I'm sorry."

To my surprise, Wright pulled me against him. I leaned on him gratefully.

"I sent my people out to hunt," Iosif said. "We thought you would have survived, if anyone did. Only one of my men didn't come back from the search. We never found him. Where is your cave?"

I turned to look around, then described as best I could where the cave was. "I can take you there," I said.

Iosif nodded. "If his remains are still there, I'll have them collected and buried."

"I'm sorry," I repeated, my voice not much more than a whisper.

He stared at me, first with anger and grief, then, it seemed, only with sorrow. "You are, aren't you? I'm glad of that. You've forgotten who and what you are, but you still have at least some of the morality you were taught."

After a while, Wright asked, "Why did you think she had a better chance of surviving?"

"Her dark skin," Iosif said. "The sun wouldn't disable her at once. She's a faster runner than most of us, in spite of her small size. And she would have come awake faster when everything started. She's a light sleeper, compared to most of us, and she doesn't absolutely have to sleep during the day."

"She said she thought she was an experiment of some kind," Wright said.