Every Man for Himself Part 1

Every Man for Himself.

by Norman Duncan.

I-THE WAYFARER

The harbor lights were out; all the world of sea and sky and barren rock was black. It was Sat.u.r.day-long after night, the first snow flying in the dark. Half a gale from the north ran whimpering through the rigging, by turns wrathful and plaintive-a restless wind: it would not leave the night at ease. The trader _Good Samaritan_ lay at anchor in Poor Man's Harbor on the Newfoundland coast: this on her last voyage of that season for the sh.o.r.e fish. We had given the schooner her Sat.u.r.day night bath; she was white and trim in every part: the fish stowed, the decks swabbed, the litter of goods in the cabin restored to the hooks and shelves. The crew was in the forecastle-a lolling, snoozy lot, now desperately yawning for lack of diversion. Tumm, the clerk, had survived the moods of brooding and light irony, and was still wide awake, musing quietly in the seclusion of a cloud of tobacco smoke. By all the signs, the inevitable was at hand; and presently, as we had foreseen, the pregnant silence fell.

With one blast-a swishing exhalation breaking from the depths of his gigantic chest, in its pa.s.sage fluttering his unkempt mustache-Tumm dissipated the enveloping cloud; and having thus emerged from seclusion he moved his glance from eye to eye until the crew sat in uneasy expectancy.

"If a lad's mother tells un he've got a soul," he began, "it don't do no wonderful harm; but if a man finds it out for hisself-"

The pause was for effect; so, too, the pointed finger, the lifted nostrils, the deep, inclusive glance.

"-it plays the devil!"

The ship's boy, a cadaverous, pasty, red-eyed, drooping-jawed youngster from the Cove o' First Cousins, gasped in a painful way. He came closer to the forecastle table-a fascinated rabbit.

"Billy Ill," said Tumm, "you better turn in."

"I isn't sleepy, sir."

"I 'low you better _had_," Tumm warned. "It ain't fit for such as you t'

hear."

The boy's voice dropped to an awed whisper. "I wants t' hear," he said.

"Hear?"

"Ay, sir. I wants t' hear about souls-an' the devil."

Tumm sighed. "Ah, well, lad," said he, "I 'low you was born t' be troubled by fears. G.o.d help us all!"

We waited.

"He come," Tumm began, "from Jug Cove-bein'," he added, indulgently, after a significant pause, "born there-an' that by sheer ill luck of a windy night in the fall o' the year, when the ol' woman o' Tart Harbor, which used t' be handy thereabouts, was workin' double watches at Whale Run t' save the life of a trader's wife o' the name o' Tiddle. I 'low,"

he continued, "that 'tis the only excuse a man _could_ have for hailin'

from Jug Cove; for," he elucidated, "'tis a mean place t' the westward o' Fog Island, a bit below the Black Gravestones, where the _Soldier o'

the Cross_ was picked up by Satan's Tail in the nor'easter o' last fall.

You opens the Cove when you rounds Greedy Head o' the Henan'-Chickens an' lays a course for Gentleman Tickle t' other side o' the Bay. 'Tis there that Jug Cove lies; an' whatever," he proceeded, being now well under way, with all sail drawing in a snoring breeze, "'tis where the poor devil had the ill luck t' hail from. We was drove there in the _Quick as Wink_ in the southerly gale o' the Year o' the Big Sh.o.r.e Catch; an' we lied three dirty days in the lee o' the Pillar o' Cloud, waitin' for civil weather; for we was fished t' the scrupper-holes, an'

had no heart t' shake hands with the sea that was runnin'. 'Tis a mean place t' be wind-bound-this Jug Cove: tight an' dismal as chokee, with walls o' black rock, an' as nasty a front yard o' sea as ever I knowed.

"'Ecod!' thinks I, 'I'll just take a run ash.o.r.e t' see how bad a mess really _was_ made o' Jug Cove.'

"Which bein' done, I crossed courses for the first time with Abraham Botch-Botch by name, an' botch, accordin' t' my poor lights, by nature: Abraham Botch, G.o.d help un! o' Jug Cove. 'Twas a foggy day-a cold, wet time: ecod! the day felt like the corpse of a drowned cook. The moss was soggy; the cliffs an' rocks was all a-drip; the spruce was soaked t' the skin-the earth all wettish an' sticky an' cold. The southerly gale ramped over the sea; an' the sea got so mad at the wind that it fair frothed at the mouth. I 'low the sea was tired o' foolin', an' wanted t'

go t' sleep; but the wind kep' teasin' it-kep' slappin' an' pokin' an'

pushin'-till the sea couldn't stand it no more, an' just got mad. Off sh.o.r.e, in the front yard o' Jug Cove, 'twas all white with breakin'

rocks-as dirty a sea for fishin' punts as a man could sail in nightmares. From the Pillar o' Cloud I could see, down below, the seventeen houses o' Jug Cove, an' the sweet little _Quick as Wink_; the water was black, an' the hills was black, but the ship an' the mean little houses was gray in the mist. T' sea they was nothin'-just fog an'

breakers an' black waves. T' land-ward, likewise-black hills in the mist. A dirty sea an' a lean sh.o.r.e!

"'Tumm,' thinks I, ''tis more by luck than good conduct that you wasn't born here. You'd thank G.o.d, Tumm,' thinks I, 'if you didn't feel so dismal scurvy about bein' the Teacher's pet.'

"An' then-

"'Good-even,' says Abraham Botch.

"There he lied-on the blue, spongy caribou-moss, at the edge o' the cliff, with the black-an'-white sea below, an' the mist in the sky an'

on the hills t' leeward. Ecod! but he was lean an' ragged: this fellow sprawlin' there, with his face t' the sky an' his legs an' leaky boots scattered over the moss. Skinny legs he had, an' a chest as thin as paper; but aloft he carried more sail 'n the law allows-sky-sc.r.a.per, star-gazer, an', ay! even the curse-o'-G.o.d-over-all. That was Botch-mostly head, an' a sight more forehead than face, G.o.d help un!

He'd a long, girlish face, a bit thin at the cheeks an' skimped at the chin; an' they wasn't beard enough anywheres t' start a bird's nest. Ah, but the eyes o' that botch! Them round, deep eyes, with the still waters an' clean sh.o.r.es! I 'low I can't tell you no more-but only this: that they was somehow like the sea, blue an' deep an' full o' change an'

sadness. Ay, there lied Botch in the fog-drip-poor Botch o' Jug Cove: eyes in his head; his dirty, lean body clothed in patched moleskin an'

rotten leather.

"An'-

"'Good-even, yourself,' says I.

"'My name's Botch,' says he. 'Isn't you from the _Quick as Wink_?'

"'I is,' says I; 'an' they calls me Tumm.'

"'That's a very queer name,' says he.

"'Oh no!' says I. 'They isn't nothin' queer about the name o' Tumm.'

"He laughed a bit-an' rubbed his feet together: just like a tickled youngster. 'Ay,' says he; 'that's a wonderful queer name. Hark!' says he. 'You just listen, an' I'll _show_ you. Tumm,' says he, 'Tumm, Tumm, Tumm.... Tumm, Tumm, Tumm.... Tumm-'

"'Don't,' says I, for it give me the fidgets. 'Don't say it so often.'

"'Why not?' says he.

"'I don't like it," says I.

"'Tumm,' says he, with a little cackle, 'Tumm, Tumm, Tumm-'

"'Don't you do that no more,' says I. 'I won't have it. When you says it that way, I 'low I don't know whether my name is Tumm or Tump. 'Tis a very queer name. I wisht,' says I, 'that I'd been called Smith.'

"''Twouldn't make no difference,' says he. 'All names is queer if you stops t' think. Every word you ever spoke is queer. Everything is queer.

It's _all_ queer-once you stops t' think about it.'

"'Then I don't think I'll stop,' says I, 'for I don't _like_ things t'

be queer.'

"Then Botch had a little spell o' thinkin'."