Dungeon Game Chapter 31

-31- Distorted

I confront the girl in a commanding att.i.tude.

Without her body wavering as it maintains a straight back, her eyes capture my straightforward gaze. There are no signs that she would turn away at all. From her looks, it seemed to implicitly tell that she didn't do anything wrong.

「Hiiragi-san, what are you planning?」

I myself felt lost with how I asked a surprisingly coldhearted question. I realize that I'm getting emotional without being aware of it. Closing my eyes, I I took a deep breath and exhaled.

If you take another good look inside my mind in order to calm down my anger, you will understand the reason. Confusion, disappointment, and irritation. Those mixed emotions had settled and burned inside me.

When I opened my eyes, she is still sitting down with a dignified appearance just like before. Despite hearing the irritation in my voice, she didn't break her composed look. Instead, she looked more joyful and laughs ominously.

I hold back so I won't be emotional and ask.

「Why did Hiiragi-san allow me to have a.n.a.l s.e.x with Lichtenstein-san?」

「The strength displayed by Heidi-san was a threat. We would be dead if she wants to.」

Pointing that out is not an answer but it is true.

In order to deal with the movement that exceeded the limit of a human, we should counter it with an equal or greater ability or we would have no choice but to be trampled down. There's no doubt that it was a threat.

「If we had refused at that time, there was a possibility that such terrifying ability would indiscriminately spread to everyone in the cla.s.s. Am I strange for thinking that it was very scary?」

Hiiragi-san does not trust other people. I think I also can't say that it's generally the case for other people. But I feel that it's unbearable for her.

Heidi had been looking for a company to continue exploring the dungeon. A companion who should not become a burden. Right now, those who meet her standards seem to be only three people including me and Hiiragi-san.

What would she do if we had refused at that time? Did she plan to contact the other person remaining, it might be possible that she had invited somebody that would likely compromise. At that time, she might have shared the information excluding us.

「I understand your fear. But I think there's a chance that she would teach us even if I don't have a.n.a.l s.e.x with her though?」

「It might be so. Perhaps, even if we didn't accept that condition, I think she would end up capturing the dungeon with us and eventually teach the method of using mana.」

「If that's the case…」

「Hibari-kun. That would be no good. Feeling that her life is in danger, she's a person who chose the path that she won't regret. She even went as far as revealing her embarra.s.sing fetish and talking directly to us. Heidi-san had said that it isn't love, but I'm very worried about you already at this point. It would not be even strange if it develops into love with your heart that harbored strong interest as a start.」

Was it because of that?

Sorry, but my first love is Hiiragi-san, besides, I never liked another person so I don't understand it that well. That first love is also love at first sight and I only fell in love with a person that way.

So I honestly don't know very well the feeling of going through the several stages of falling in love with somebody.

「If such person accompanies us, I think that there's a high chance for troublesome disputes to develop. Isn't it the story often heard where a group broke down because of a dispute between men and women?」

「If I'm not mistaken, I believe that it's the same old story where romantic feelings raise some sort of trouble. The discord between Maizuru-san and Higashiyamsan is also an example of that, right? So why did you end up with such conclusion?」

「I, who is your girlfriend, allowed Heidi-san to have s.e.x with Hibari-kun. Normally, I would refuse. Because of the fact that I agreed with her despite that, I thought that I might be able to give her a psychological leash.」

「Leash?」

「That's right. You may also call it as indebtedness. That restricts her actions and lowers the risk for us. Preventing the spread of information, our fighting capability can also be guaranteed. Don't you think that it's not a bad move?」

I also feel like she has a point.

Let's a.s.sume Heidi, who had interest in me, joined as a party member without the condition of having a.n.a.l s.e.x. Then, as Hiiragi-san says, she fell in love with me. But, with me already having a girlfriend, I refused s.e.xual relations with her at one point. Heidi would surely pile up displeasure. What should I do if that erupts by some chance?

We have plenty enough strength to kill a person. There are no laws or police that would restrict us in here. Nothing but the risk exceeding the return based on an individual's sense of ethics keeps us from harming another person. In the worst case, a gruesome end comes to mind.

Is it a good plan to add Heidi as a member and avoid the tragedy as Hiiragi-san said? The so-called s.e.x friend relationship is carried out under the girlfriend's consent. Once Heidi feels indebted to the one she wants, it will become a shackle and the trouble might be avoided.

However, wouldn't this add fuel to the fire a.s.suming Heidi's personality? If her desire to monopolize is strong, then there's no way out.

「We hardly know the character of Lichtenstein-san. Isn't it a careless move with a hole in it?」

「I think that she's smart and also not ignorant of the subtleties of the heart. Although her self-control towards her desire seems a bit weak, I think it's probably not a concern.」

Is it really so? The distinction doesn't stick to me.

「If we combine our abilities, we fall behind Heidi-san. But since we accepted the condition, if we look at long-term, we would close the difference and make a reversal. That can be said as long as Hibari-kun works hard.」

I let out a sigh with my girlfriend's wicked smile.

The possibility of Heidi betraying in the future or acting rashly has been a.s.sumed. If we can make gains even with just a little time, Hiiragi-san thinks it's good.

Excluding emotions and deciding from the calculation.

Frankly speaking, there's nothing to criticize about Heidi regarding her fighting strength. The information she has is valuable and there is also a channel with Oyabe-imouto. Joining hands with her, we will put her within our sights so that a leak of information won't happen. By doing so, the risk that we will bear will be very small.

The merit and demerit are understood through reasoning. However, I can't agree.

I like Hiiragi-san. If our positions are reversed, I won't allow such a decision. After all, the point of my dissatisfaction is springing forth from those circ.u.mstances.

「Hiiragi-san, you won't mind even if I sleep with another woman?」

「I will. That's why I included various conditions.」

「Do you like me, Hiiragi-san?」

「I like you. I wouldn't have s.e.x with you if that wasn't the case. Have I made you uneasy?」

「Yes.」

She got on her knees and leaned close.

Her slender hands hold my cheeks and her lips draw near. She wanted to stick closer from the moment we came in contact with each other. The meeting of the tongues marks its end in an instant. Her warm tongue moved to lick my cheek and then she strongly bit on my nape.

A sharp pain shot through and I felt the blood drip. Playfully biting on the wound while licking the red fluid, she sucks on it many times.

That will surely change in color because of the bleeding. While looking at her burying her face on my nape, my heart that should have been feeling uneasy and beating fast gradually calms down.

After all, she went overboard just once and I think I'm easy to quickly calm down.

My girlfriend is showing a smile that bathed in the air of satisfaction. My eyes are looked into by upturned eyes.

「There's only one thing I haven't said to Hibari-kun. I will be properly keeping an eye on you. A part of your true feelings is hoping for the s.e.x with Heidi-san, right? I was also aware of your strong guilt, suspicion, dissatisfaction and various feelings towards me.」

That's right. It's just like what she said.

It's not that I have no interest in Heidi's body. It's doesn't feel bad to be wanted by a beautiful girl. I felt disgusted in myself who had thought such thing.

Even Hiiragi-san had her complaints. I also felt uneasy. I thought that I don't know if you really like me. I got fed up with myself who can't believe in it despite wanting to.

「I kind of like your face strained in self-loathing and suffering. I remembered the excitement that you had shown in your face when I allowed Hibari-kun to do it with Heidi-san's b.u.t.t.」

She confessed with a bewitching face like it's about to fall in love. Despite the harsh truth that she's helplessly s.a.d.i.s.tic, I'm still captivated by her.

She's a really cruel girlfriend. She said she was pleased looking at the way I suffer. But why can I easily guess those feelings?

Despite that, I still felt that you're lovely. You who have been distorted seem to be also cute. I wanted you so much that it's maddening how my desire had grown too much.

「So I'm looking forward just a bit to any expression that you show in your face after this. Please do what you want since I won't mind.」

My girlfriend has finished spinning her words while smiling very fascinatingly.

And finally, as if the timing was planned, the sound of knocks and call sounded from the door.