Double Homicide Part 1

Double Homicide.

by Jonathan Kellerman.

To our parents Sylvia Kellerman Anne Marder David Kellerman-alav hashalom Oscar Marder-alav hashalom

Special thanks to Jesse Kellerman, photographer extraordinaire.

In the Land of Giants

1.

It wasn't that Dorothy was nosy. She was going through the backpack because it stank. Five days' worth of rotted food leaked from brown lunch bags-a microbe's dream. After carefully extracting the olfactory offense with her fingertips, she saw something at the bottom, partially buried beneath crumpled papers and textbooks. Just the merest wink of metal, but it spoke to her with malevolence.

Her heart slammed against her chest.

Gingerly, she pushed away the junk on top until the object was completely exposed-a Smith & Wesson revolver, an old one. Taking it out of the knapsack, she examined the weapon. Nicked, scarred, rust around the muzzle. Poorly maintained. Six blank chambers, but that was meager comfort.

Her face registered shock, then the rage set in.

"Spencer!" Her normally deep voice had turned shrill. "Spencer, get your sorry a.s.s in here right now!"

Her screaming was futile. Spencer was down the block, shooting b-b.a.l.l.s in the Y with the gang: Rashid, Armando, Cory, Juwoine, and Richie. The fifteen-year-old had no idea that his mother was home, let alone that she (a) was in his room, (b) was going through his personal belongings, and (c) had discovered a gun in his book bag. She heard the stairs creak under heavy footsteps. It was her elder son, Marcus. He stood at the doorway to the room like a sentry-hands across his chest, legs spread apart.

"What's going on, Ma?"

Dorothy whirled around and shoved the empty gun in his face. "What do you know about this?"

Marcus grimaced and took a step backward. "What are you doing doing?"

"I found this in your brother's backpack!"

"Why are you going through Spencer's backpack?"

"That is not the point!" Dorothy spit out furiously. "I am his mother and I am your mother and I don't need a reason to go through your backpack or his!"

"Yes, you do," Marcus countered. "Our backpacks are personal. There are privacy issues-"

"Well, right now, I don't give a good G.o.dd.a.m.n about privacy!" Dorothy screamed. "What do you know about this?"

"Nothing!" Marcus screamed back. "Nothing at all, okay?"

"No, it's not okay! I find a revolver in your brother's backpack and that's not not okay, okay?" okay, okay?"

"Okay."

"d.a.m.n right okay." Dorothy's chest was sore and tight, and she gasped for each intake of breath. It was hot and sticky and smelly. The heating in the building was erratic and unreliable, the temperature vacillating between Saharan scorcher and arctic freeze. Unceremoniously, she plunked herself down on Spencer's bed and tried to regain composure. The mattress sagged under her weight. She had a too thick layer of fat, to be sure, but it did cover a body of strong, steely muscle.

The tiny room was closing in on her: twin beds pressed so close together a nightstand couldn't fit between them. The closet was open and overflowing with T-shirts, sweatpants, shorts, socks, shoes, books, CDs, videos, and sports equipment. The blinds hadn't been dusted in a month. The boys had a hamper, but dirty clothing was strewn over what little floor s.p.a.ce existed. The area was littered with papers, candy wrappers, empty bags and boxes. Why couldn't the boys keep the place at least minimally clean?

Marcus sat next to her and put his arm around her shoulders. "Are you all right?"

"No, I am not all right!" She knew she was snapping at the wrong person. She was overworked, worn-out, and disillusioned. She dragged her hands over her face. Rubbed her eyes. Forced herself to soften her voice. "You don't know anything about this?"

"No."

"Good Lord," Dorothy said. "What next?"

Marcus looked away. "He's going through a rough period-"

"This is more than a rough period!" She clutched the firearm. "This is illegal and potentially lethal!"

"I know, Ma. It isn't good." The twenty-one-year-old regarded his mother's face. "But if you're going to handle it, you can't be hysterical."

"I'm not hysterical, G.o.ddammit. I'm . . . I'm maternal! With maternal concerns!" Again, she snapped, "Where'd he get this?"

"I have no idea."

"I suppose I could run it through the system."

"That's a little extreme, don't you think?"

Dorothy was silent.

"Why don't you talk to him first?" Marcus looked at his mother. "Talk, Ma. Not scream. Talk." A pause. "Or even better, I'll talk-"

"You are not his mother! This is not your job!"

Marcus threw up his hands. "Fine. Have it your way. You always do."

Dorothy bolted up, crossing her arms over her chest. "Just what does that mean?"

"It's self-explanatory." Marcus kicked his backpack over, then brought it up to his arms by hooking a shoe under a strap and flipping it upward. He rummaged through the contents and took out a book. "In case you didn't already know, I've got a game tonight plus two hundred pages left in European History. Not to mention I'm doing the morning shift at the library after five-thirty a.m. practice tomorrow. Do you mind?"

"Don't you sa.s.s sa.s.s me." me."

"I'm not sa.s.sing anyone, I'm trying to get my work done. Jesus, you're not the only one with obligations." Marcus got to his feet, then plopped down onto his own bed, nearly breaking the sagging springs. "Close the door on the way out."

It was time for Dorothy to reevaluate. She remembered to keep her voice down. "So what do you think I should do? Just let it go? I'm not going to just let it go, Marcus."

He put down his book. "No, I don't think you should let it go. But a little objectivity might help. Pretend he's one of your suspects, Ma. You always brag that you got the soft touch in the department. Use it."

"Marcus, why why is Spencer carrying a gun?" is Spencer carrying a gun?"

He forced himself to look straight at his mother's eyes. Big brown eyes. Big woman; her no-nonsense cropped kinky hair made her face loom larger. Prominent cheekbones. Lips compressed into a pout. She was a half inch shy of six feet, with big heavy bones, yet she had long and graceful fingers. A beautiful woman who'd earned the right to be respected. "I know you're worried, but it's probably no big deal. It's a rough world out there. Maybe it makes him feel secure." He focused in on Dorothy's eyes. "Doesn't it make you you feel secure?" feel secure?"

"For me, it's standard equipment, Marcus, not boasting rights. And we're not talking about a cigarette or even marijuana. Guns are killing machines. That's what they do. They kill people. A young boy like that has no business carrying a weapon no matter how threatened he feels. If something's wrong, he should talk to me."

She eyed her elder son. "Has he said anything to you?"

"About what?"

"About what's troubling him so bad he feels the need to pack iron."

Marcus bit his lower lip. "Nothing specific. Look, if you want, I'll go by the Y and walk him home. But he's going to be pretty p.i.s.sed that you went through his things."

"I wouldn't have done it except his book bag was stinking up the place."

"Yeah, the room does smell like a big fart." He laughed and shook his head. "Mama, why don't you go out, catch a quick dinner with Aunt Martha before the game? Or maybe do some Christmas shopping."

"I don't feel like spending money, and I don't feel like hearing about Martha's GERD."

"She's just spouting off 'cause you don't say nothing."

"I talk."

"You grunt."

Which was just what she was about to do. She checked it, forced herself calm. "I'll go get your brother. This is an issue between the two of us, and I have to deal with him. You just concentrate on your studies, okay?"

"Is this going to be loud?"

"It may get . . . emphatic."

Marcus kissed her cheek and got up from the bed. He threw his heavy down jacket over his shoulder and tucked his textbook under his arm. "I think I'd be better off at the library. You comin' tonight?"

"Do I ever miss your games?" She stroked his face. "You need money for dinner?"

"Nah, I still got pocket change from last month's stipend. Wait." He let his jacket fall to the floor and handed his mother his book. "I've got coupons." He sorted through his wallet and took out four slips of paper. Kept one and gave the rest to his mother. "They were giving these out at practice yesterday."

Dorothy looked at the scrips: Each was worth up to five dollars of free food. "Who gave these to you?"

"Local sponsors. They give them away to everyone at the doors. G.o.d forbid the NCAA should think we're getting a freebie." He shook his head. "Man, a crummy coupon is the least they could do for exploiting us. Last week's game was a sellout. Because of Julius, of course. He's the star. We're just the sideshow-his own personal valets. a.s.shole!"

"Don't swear."

"Yeah, yeah."

Dorothy felt a pang of maternal defensiveness. "That boy couldn't do nothing without the rest of you feeding him perfect shots."

"Yeah, you try and tell the hog that b-ball is a team sport. If me or anyone else says anything to Coach, Julius gets mad and next thing I know I'm out on my a.s.s. And there're like three hundred homies waiting in the wings, thinking that Boston Ferris is their ticket to the NBA. Not that it's bad to dream . . ." He sighed. "s.h.i.t, I dream."

Tenderness welled inside her breast. Dorothy said, "There are dreams, Marcus, and there are pipe dreams. Like I always tell you, a good sports agent with a Harvard law degree can make lots of money without killing his back and knees and being a washout at thirty."

"Yeah, yeah."

"You're not listening."

"I'm listening, it's just . . ." The young man scratched his head. "I don't know, Ma. I fall for it the same as everyone else. I've got the dream. But I also know reality. I'm trying to live in both worlds, but I just can't keep going at this pace. Something's gonna give."

Dorothy threw her arms around her son. "I know you love the game, Marcus. I love the game, too. And I would never be the one to want to spoil your dream, but I just want what's best for you."

"I know you do, Ma. And I also know the Ivy law schools just love the big black boys with good test scores and the high GPAs. I know I'd be a jerk to blow this kind of opportunity. Still, you think about things." His eyes became distant and unfocused. "It's all right. When the time comes, I'll do the right thing."

Dorothy kissed her son's cheek. "You always do."

"Yes, that's true." He paused. "Good old reliable Marcus."

"Stop that!" Dorothy frowned. "You've been given gifts from the good Lord. Don't be an ingrate."

"Absolutely." Marcus slipped the jacket on and tossed his backpack over his shoulder. "I know where I come from. I know where you came from, Mama. I know how hard you work. I don't take anything for granted."

2.

Slumped in the driver's seat of the car, drinking coffee that was too strong and too hot, Michael Anthony McCain squinted through the foggy windshield as his brain took a trip down memory lane, back to the time when he had it all. About ten years ago. When he was in his early thirties, around the time he'd been promoted to detective one. One hundred and seventy pounds of pure muscle on his five-eleven frame, he'd been able to bench-press three on a good day. His hair had been thick, light brown in the winter, dirty blond in the summer. With his sparkling baby blues and his dazzling white smile made possible by thousands of dollars' worth of dental work, he'd been a h.e.l.l of a p.u.s.s.y magnet. Even Grace had forgiven his occasional indiscretions because he was an incredible specimen of the male species.

Now she had no tolerance at all.

If he was home a minute late, she'd get all snitty on him, giving him the cold shoulder for days even if he didn't do nothing. Which, unfortunately, was all the time, unless he went hunting, which he wasn't inclined to do, being too broke, too busy, and too tired.

Even then, it's not like he went after women. They just came to him.

McCain made a sour face.

It had been a long time since someone-anything-had just come to him.

f.u.c.king-A long time.

He turned on the defogger for the zillionth time, which blasted cold, then hot air, until the interior of the Ford was as hot and humid as a rain forest. As soon as he killed the switch, frigid air seeped through the cracks and crevices, exposing the shoddy fit and finish of the car. He shifted his weight, trying to stretch his legs as best he could, given the cramped conditions. His right toe was numb and so was his b.u.t.t. Sitting too long.