Damned - White Wolf Part 5

Too weary to undress, he lay on his bed and tried to sleep. But his thoughts were all of Todhe and the revenge he would seek. Rabalyn had always avoided trouble with the councillor's son. Todhe was malicious and vengeful when he failed to get his own way, and merely surly and unpleasant to those he deemed not important enough to draw into his inner circle. Rabalyn was no fool and had remained wholly neutral in the only area where they were forced to come together - the little schoolroom. When Todhe spoke to him, which was a rare occurrence, Rabalyn was always courteous and careful to avoid giving offence. He didn't think of it as cowardice - though he was scared of Todhe - but more as good common sense. On occasions when he witnessed the bullying of other boys - like fat Arren - he had convinced himself it was none of his business and walked away.

However, the beating of old Labbers had been brutal and sickening, and Rabalyn found that he did not regret the punch that had begun this enmity with Todhe. His regret was that he had not had the courage to rush in on the adults who began the beating. No matter how much he thought about the dreadful incident he could make no sense of it. Old Labbers had never done anything to harm anyone in the town. Quite the reverse. During the plague he had gone from house to house ministering to the sick and the dying.

The world was indeed a strange place. As he lay on his bed Rabalyn thought about the lessons he had attended. He hadn't taken much notice of them, save for the stories about heroic battles and mighty warriors. Rabalyn had formed the impression that wars were fought by good people against evil people. The evil people were always from foreign countries. Yet was it not evil for a score of healthy men to beat an elderly priest almost to the point of death? Was it not evil for women in the crowd to jeer and scream for them to 'kick his ugly face' as Marja, the baker's wife, had?

'She always was a sad and sour woman,' Aunt Athyla had said - which was a remarkable thing to hear from her. Aunt Athyla never spoke badly of anyone.

It was all most unsettling. Rabalyn had heard the gossip that travellers brought to the town. In the capital, Mellicane, huge crowds were said to have burned churches and hanged priests. The King's adviser, the Lord Ironmask, had ordered the arrests of scores of ministers, who had then been executed and their lands forfeited to the state. As the government began to crumble Ironmask had appointed Arbiters, and these had travelled all across Tantria, rooting out 'foreign inspired' traitors.

When Rabalyn had first heard of these events he had thought them generally to be good.

Traitors should be rooted out. Now, however, he had seen old Labbers branded a traitor, and he was confused.

Then there were the constant tales of battles fought between loyal troops and the vile enemy from Dospilis and their evil allies, the Datians. These battles were always won by Tantria, and yet each battle seemed to get closer. He had asked old Labbers about this one day. 'How can it be that when we win we draw back, and the defeated enemy moves forward?'

'A little more reading might be in order, young Rabalyn,' said Labbers. 'In particular I would refer you to the historical works of Appala.n.u.s. He wrote: "Truth in war is like a maiden pure. She must be protected at all times within a fortress of lies." Does that help?'

Rabalyn had nodded and thanked him, though he had no idea what the old man was talking about.

As he lay on his bed he could smell the smoke from the hearth. He would have to borrow Barik's brooms and clear the chimney of soot. Pulling a blanket over his shoulders he closed his eyes and tried again to sleep.

His mind was too full. He kept thinking of Todhe. Perhaps if he just accepted a beating from Todhe and his friends it would all blow over. Like for like. Rabalyn doubted it. He had raised the stakes when he a.s.saulted them with the iron rod. Perhaps the Watch would arrest him for it. This was a new and frightening thought. Uncomfortable now, and newly afraid, he sat up and opened his eyes. Immediately they began to sting. Smoke was everywhere. Rabalyn climbed off his bed and opened the door. The living room was filled with oily smoke, and he saw flames outside the window.

Coughing and gasping, he ran across the living room and pushed open the door to Aunt Athyla's bedroom. The fire was eating through the window frame, and he could now hear it roaring through the thatched roof above. Stumbling to the bedside, he shook his aunt by the shoulder.

'Aunt Athyla!' he shouted. 'The house is on fire.' His knees buckled, his lungs hot and smoke-filled. Grabbing a chair, he hammered with it at the burning shutters. They would not give. Dragging a blanket from the bed he wrapped an edge of it round his hands and tried to lift the blazing wooden locking bar. The fire had warped it too badly. Pulling all the covers from Aunt Athyla he grabbed her by the arm and hauled her from the bed. Her body hit the floor, and she gave a groan.

'Wake up!' he screamed. On the verge of panic he began to haul her back into the living room. Fire was now bright here also, and a section of the roof fell into the far corner. The heat was intense. Leaving Athyla he ran to the door, lifted the bar and pushed it. The door would not open. Something had been wedged against it from the outside. Rabalyn could scarcely breathe. Staggering to the one window in the living room he lifted the shutter bar and pushed open the shutters. Flames were licking at the wood. Scrambling up onto the sill he threw himself out onto the path beyond. Jumping to his feet he ran back to the front door. A wooden bench had been lodged against it. Grabbing it, he hauled it clear, then pulled open the door.

The flames were high now inside and as he tried to enter he felt the ferocity of the heat.

Sucking in a deep breath he gave a yell and hurled himself forward. Fire was all around him as he reached the unconscious woman. Grabbing her arm he began to drag her across the floor. Her nightdress caught alight, but he could not stop to put it out. Flames licked at his arms and the backs of his legs, and he could feel his clothing charring. Still he would not let go. He screamed in pain but struggled on. Once into the doorway he heard a great groan from the timbers above. They suddenly sagged and burning thatch showered down over Aunt Athyla. Rabalyn hauled the woman out onto open ground.

Her nightdress was ablaze and he knelt by her side, beating out the flames with his hands, and wrenching the garment clear of her body. In the brightness of the fire he could see burns all over her legs. Pulling her even further from the blazing building he left her for a moment and ran to the well, dropped the bucket, and then hauled it up. It seemed to take an age. Carrying the bucket to Aunt Athyla, he tore off his shirt and dipped it into the water. Then, squatting naked beside her, he gently dabbed the drenched shirt to Athyla's smoke-smeared face. Suddenly she coughed, and his relief was total.

'It's all right, Aunt. We're all right.'

'Oh dear,' she said. Then there was silence.

People began to arrive, rushing forward to surround Rabalyn.

'What happened, boy?' asked a voice.

'Someone set fire to the cottage,' he said. 'They blocked the door to stop us getting out.'

'Did you see anyone?'

Rabalyn did not answer. 'Help my aunt,' he said. 'Please help my aunt.'

A man knelt down beside the still form, and held a finger to her throat. 'She's gone, boy.

Smoke did for her, I reckon.'

'She just spoke to me. She's going to be all right.' His voice was breaking as he began to shake Aunt Athyla by the shoulders. 'Wake up, Aunt. Wake up.'

'What happened here?' asked a new voice.

'Someone fired the cottage,' said the man beside Rabalyn. The boy says they blocked the front door.'

Rabalyn looked up and saw Councillor Raseev. He was a tall man, with greying blond hair and a wide handsome face. His voice was smooth and deep. 'What did you see, boy?' he asked.

'I woke up with the flames and the smoke,' said Rabalyn. 'I tried to get Aunt Athyla out, but someone put a bench against the front door. I had to climb out of the window to move it. Will someone help my aunt!'

A woman knelt beside Athyla. She also felt for a pulse. 'There is nothing to be done,' she said. 'Athyla is gone, Rabalyn.'

'I asked what you saw, boy,' repeated Raseev. 'Could you identify the villain who did this?'

Rabalyn pushed himself to his feet. He felt light-headed, as if it all were but a dream. The pain from the burns on his hands, arms and legs faded away. 'I saw no-one,' he said. He looked around at the faces of the gathered townsfolk. 'But I know who did it. I only have one enemy.'

'Speak the name, boy!' ordered Raseev.

Rabalyn located Todhe in the crowd, and saw no fear in his eyes. If Rabalyn named him nothing would be done. No-one had seen him torch the cottage. He was the son of the most powerful man in the town. He was immune from the law. Rabalyn turned away and dropped down to his knees beside his aunt. Reaching out, he stroked her dead face. Guilt was heavy on his heart. Had he not made an enemy of Todhe, Aunt Athyla would still be alive. 'Who is your enemy, boy?' demanded Raseev.

Rabalyn kissed his aunt's cheek, then rose to his feet. He turned to Raseev. 'I didn't see no- one,' he said. He swung towards the crowd. 'But I know who did it. He'll pay. With his b.a.s.t.a.r.d life!' He looked straight at Todhe - and this time there was real fear in the youth's eyes.

Todhe ran forward and grabbed his parent's arm. 'He is talking about me, Father,' he said.

'He is threatening me!'

'Is this true?' thundered Raseev.

'Did he torch my aunt's house?' asked Rabalyn.

'Of course he did not!'

'Then he has nothing to fear, does he?'

Rabalyn walked away. In that moment Todhe broke away from his father and drew a knife from his belt.

'No, son!' yelled Raseev. The burly youth leapt at Rabalyn. Hearing the cry Rabalyn turned. Todhe's knife flashed towards his face. Rabalyn swayed back. The blade missed him by inches. He hammered an overhand right to the side of Todhe's jaw. The bigger youth, off balance, staggered. Rabalyn ran in and kicked Todhe in the stomach. Todhe dropped the knife and fell to his knees. Without thinking Rabalyn swept up the blade and plunged it into Todhe's neck. The blade thudded against bone then sliced through the youth's jugular. Blood gushed over Rabalyn's hand. Todhe gave a strangled cry and tried to stand. His knees gave way and he fell to his face on the ground. Raseev shouted: 'No!' and ran to his son's side. Rabalyn stood there, the knife in his hand dripping blood.

For a moment nothing was said. The crowd stood stunned into silence. Then Raseev looked up. 'Murder!' he shouted. 'You all saw it! This vile creature has murdered my son!'

Still no-one moved. But then two soldiers of the Watch pushed themselves through the crowd. Rabalyn dropped the knife and ran, vaulting the low wall round the burning cottage, and sprinting through the streets.

He had no idea where he was going. All he knew was that he had to escape. The punishment for murder was public strangulation, and there was no doubt in his mind that he would be found guilty at trial. Todhe had dropped the knife. He was unarmed when Rabalyn slew him.

Panicked now, the pain from his burns forgotten, the naked youth ran for his life.

Raseev Kalikan's view of himself was complex and distorted. People saw him as honest and a loyal worker for the good of the town and its people. Therefore, in his own mind, that was what he was. The fact that he misappropriated town funds for his own benefit, and awarded building contracts to those of his cronies who paid him bribes, did not alter his own view of himself. On those rare occasions when his conscience p.r.i.c.ked him he would think: 'But this is how the world works. If I didn't do it someone else would.' He used words like honour and principle, faith and patriotism. His voice was rich and deep and persuasive, and when he used those words in his public speeches he would often see tears in the eyes of the townsfolk, who loved him. It was most moving, and, caught up in the moment, he would become quite emotional himself. Raseev Kalikan truly believed only in what was good for Raseev Kalikan. He was his own G.o.d and his own ambition. In short, Raseev Kalikan was a politician.

His greatest talent was an innate feeling for which way the political wind was blowing.

When the King's armies had suffered defeats, and the ruler had turned on his advisers, the day of the Arbiters had dawned. Until now the Arbiters had been a minor force in the political life of Tantria, raging against what they saw as the malign influence of foreigners living within Tantria's borders. Now they were preeminent. All the ills that had befallen the new nation were laid at the door of foreigners from Dospilis or Naashan or Ventria.

Even the few Drenai merchants in the capital were viewed with deep suspicion. The irony was that the new leader of the Arbiters was himself a foreigner: Shakusan Ironmask, the Captain of the Warhounds, the King's mercenary bodyguard. Raseev had greeted the Arbiter emissaries to the town warmly, and made them welcome in his own home. He had embraced their cause and pictured himself rising through the ranks, and perhaps moving on to a greater role in the future in Mellicane.

When the Arbiters had spoken against the church Raseev had spotted an opportunity not only to advance himself politically, but also to wipe away his debts. The church owned much of the property in the town, and also lent money to aid local businesses. Raseev had taken out three large loans in the past four years, in order to promote and build his business interests. Two of his ventures - timber felling and mining - had failed miserably, leaving him facing large losses. The church men were doomed anyway, so why should he not turn their destruction to his financial benefit?

The problem was that he had not been able to stir up the people sufficiently to attack the church directly. Many of them recalled how the priests had helped them during the time of plague and drought. The attack on the old teacher by some of Raseev's hired men had been viewed with distaste by many - though no-one had spoken out directly. And when that other priest had caused the Arbiter to stab himself some had even laughed at his misfortune.

But now there was a way forward.

People's sympathies were with Raseev following the death of Todhe, and word had been spread that the killer had taken refuge in the church, and that the abbot had refused to hand him over to the authorities for trial. It was not true, but it was believed to be, and that was what counted.

Raseev stayed in his house that night, the body of his son laid out in a back room and dressed in his best clothes. He could hear his wife weeping and wailing over the stupid lout. How strange women are, he thought. Todhe was useless in every way. He was dull, vicious and a constant trial to Raseev. At least in death he could achieve something.

Several of Raseev's most trusted supporters were out now, stirring the crowds, calling for the church to be stormed and the killer taken.

Antol the Baker was a bitter, vengeful man, and he would lead the crowd. Others who worked closely with Raseev would have weapons hidden, which would be drawn as soon as they were in the church buildings. Once the killings began the mob would rage through the environs of the monastery. Those priests who were not slain would flee. Then Raseev would locate the Order's treasury and seize its a.s.sets. It would also be a good time to find and destroy their records.

He took a deep breath and began to work on a speech. The murders of the priests could not be overlooked, and he would be forced to speak out against the dangers of hatred, and to have the speech recorded and placed in the council records. Political winds had a habit of changing and, at some point in the future, Raseev could then point out that he had been against the violence.

Taking up a quill pen, he began to make notes. 'The deaths of so many scar us all,' he wrote. Then he paused. From the back room the sound of sobbing increased.

'Will you stop that wailing!' he shouted through the wall. 'I am trying to work in here.'

For Skilgannon the night had been long and sleepless, his mind haunted by painful memories, and laden with the guilts of his life. He had led men into battle - and for this he felt little shame - but he had also taken part in the razing of towns, and the awful butchery that accompanied it. He had allowed himself to be swept along on a tide of hatred and vengeance, his sword dripping with the blood of innocence. Those memories would not go away.

When the Queen had addressed her troops before the last battle - the dreadful storming of Perapolis - she had ordered that no-one should be left alive, not one man, woman or child within the besieged city. 'All are traitors,' she said. 'Let their fate be an example for all time.'

The troops had cheered. The civil war had been long and b.l.o.o.d.y and victory was at hand.

Yet it was one thing to say the words, and quite another to be part of the slaughter. As a general Skilgannon had not needed to b.l.o.o.d.y his sword. And yet he had. He had run through the alleys of Perapolis, slashing and killing until his clothes and armour were drenched in blood.

The following day he had walked through the now silent streets. Corpses were everywhere.

Thousands had been killed. He saw the bodies of children and babes, old women and young girls. His heart had been sickened beyond despair at the sight.

On the high tower wall Skilgannon stared up at the fading stars. If there was a supreme being - and this he doubted - then his sins would never be washed away. He was a d.a.m.ned soul, in a d.a.m.ned world.

'Where were you when the children were being slaughtered?' he asked, looking up into the vast blackness. 'Where were your tears that day?'

Something glinted in the distance and he saw another fire in the town. Some other poor soul was being tortured and killed. An empty anger swept through Skilgannon. Idly he touched the locket on the chain round his neck. Within it was all that was left of Dayan.

Three days they had shared after his return from the war. Her pregnancy had not yet begun to show, but there was more colour in her cheeks, and a silken sheen to her golden hair. Her eyes were bright and sparkling, and the joy of her condition made her radiant.

The first signs of problems began on a bright afternoon as they sat in the garden, overlooking the marble pool and the tall fountain. Sweat was gleaming on her pale features, and Skilgannon suggested they move to the shade. She had leaned heavily on him, then groaned. He had swept her into his arms and carried her inside, laying her down on a long couch. Her face had taken on a waxy sheen. She reached up and pressed her fingers into her armpit. 'So painful,' she said. Opening her dress he saw the skin of her left armpit was swollen and bruised. It seemed as if a large cyst was forming. Lifting her once more he carried her upstairs to the main bedroom, and helped her undress. Then he sent for the surgeon.

The fever had begun swiftly. By the late afternoon large purple swellings had appeared in her armpits and groin. The surgeon arrived just before dusk. Skilgannon would never forget the man's reaction when he examined Dayan. Full of quiet confidence, shrewd and resourceful, he had stepped inside the room and bowed to Skilgannon. Then he had walked to the bedside and drawn back the covers. It was in that moment that Skilgannon knew the worst. The surgeon had blanched, and taken an involuntary step backwards. All confidence fled from him. He continued to back away towards the door. Skilgannon grabbed him. 'What is it? What is the matter with you?'

The Black Plague. She has the Black Plague.'

Pulling himself free of the shocked Skilgannon the surgeon had fled the palace. The servants had followed within hours. Skilgannon sat beside the delirious Dayan, placing water-cooled towels on her feverish body. He did not know what else to do.

Towards dawn one of the huge purple swellings under her arm burst. For a time her fever dropped, and she awoke. Skilgannon cleaned away the pus and the blood, and covered her with a fresh sheet of white satin. 'How are you feeling?' he asked her, stroking the sweat- drenched blond hair back from her brow.

'A little better. Thirsty.' He helped her drink. Then she sagged back to the pillow. 'Am I dying, Olek?'

'No. I will not allow it,' he said, forcing a lightness of tone he did not feel.

'Do you love me?'

'Who could not, Dayan? All who meet you are enchanted by you.' It was true. He had never known anyone of such gentle disposition. There was no malice in Dayan, no hatred. She even treated the servants as friends, and chatted with them as equals. Her laughter was infectious, and lifted the spirits of all who heard it.

'I wish we had met before you knew her,' she said. Skilgannon's heart sank. He took her hand and kissed it. 'I have tried not to be jealous, Olek. But I cannot help it. It is hard when you love someone with all your heart, and yet you know they love another.'

He did not know how to answer her, and sat quietly, holding her hand. Finally he said: 'You are a finer woman than she can ever be, Dayan. In every way.'

'But you regret marrying me.'

'No! You are my wife, Dayan. You and I together.' He sighed. 'Until death.'

'Oh, Olek. Do you mean that?'

'With all my heart.' She squeezed his hand, and closed her eyes. He sat with her through the dawn, and into the day. She awoke again towards dusk. The fever had returned and she cried out in pain. Once more he bathed her face and body, trying to reduce the inflammation. Her beautiful face took on a sunken look, and her eyes were dark-rimmed.

A second swelling burst at her groin, staining the sheet. As night came on Skilgannon felt a dryness in his throat, and sweat began to drip from his brow into his eyes. He felt tenderness in his armpits. Gently he probed the area. Already the swellings had begun.

Dayan sighed, then took a deep breath. 'I think it is pa.s.sing, Olek. The pain is fading.'

'That is good.'

'You look tired, my love. You should get some rest.'

'I am fine.'

'I have good news,' she said, with a smile, 'though now is probably not the time to share it.

I was hoping to be sitting in the garden with you, watching the sunset.'

'This is a fine time for good news.' Skilgannon tried to drink some water, but his throat was swollen and inflamed, and it was difficult to swallow.

'Sorai cast the runes for me. It will be a boy. Your son. Are you happy?'

It was as if a white hot iron had been plunged into his heart. Sorrow threatened to overwhelm him. 'Yes,' he said. 'Very happy.'

'I hoped you would be.' She was silent for a while, and when she spoke next the delirium had returned. She talked of lunching with her father, and what a fine time they had had.