Confinement by my Yandere Imouto Chapter 2 Part1

Confined Life – Day 2 [Part 1]

「N….Nn….」

I woke up. However, my consciousness was not clear. My head hurts. What time is it now?

When I opened my eyes, my sight was blurred. I wanted to rub my eyes, but my hands couldn’t move. I was confused, so I moved my sight. Both my wrists were handcuffed to the bed pillars.

Oh…that’s right. I was handcuffed like this by Saya. I gave up on rubbing my eyes.

For the time being, I wondered what would happen in the future. I could feel muscle pains in my arms from having them raised all the time.

At that time, BAN!~ the door was opened and Saya entered my view.

「Oh onii-chan! Good morning!」

「! Oh Saya…good morning」

Saya stood in the doorway in an ap.r.o.n, she had a bright smile on her face.

「I am making breakfast now, please wait a moment….」

As she stared at me, her face grew red. I remembered about last night. She suddenly approached me. What is it?

When I thought so.

「Chuu」

「Ah, I almost forgot the morning kiss」

「….」

Saya smiled brightly. The expression of Saya was so cute, I lost my words. Our eyes meet, her face grew even redder. Her reaction made me embarrased.

It’s a big difference than the terror I felt from Saya before. The gap was so large it made me wonder if they were the same person.

「Oh right, I was making breakfast! I’ll be back onii-chan!」

Saya ran out of the room.

「Fuu….」

I breathed a sigh as I remebered last night.

At last…..I crossed that line. From the feelings of guilt, I had a bitter face. I was strange last night.

Why did I give up on resisting Saya? Because I thought it was pointless? I wonder why I didn’t stop at that time.

There was probably something I could have done. Even without my hands, I could put up a reasonable resistance. If I refused strongly, maybe Saya would have given up. If I refused too strongly, she may have cried….

Still, I could have avoided crossing the line. It would have been better to stop early when considering the problems in the future.

….even though I’ve decided to help Saya, I haven’t done anything yet. On the contrary, the situation has gotten worse. I felt frustration.

Saya’s behaviour was predictable before going to bed yesterday. The result is this. Even if I repent, I have no excuse.

Saying any kind of excuse now would make me seem like a child after getting into trouble. So I’ll adopt a business like att.i.tude and keep on looking forward.

「Suu-haa」

For the time being, I took a deep breath. I seem to have fallen into self-hatred. I’m sweating a little, I should try to calm down.

If I could, I’d want to wet my face with water and slap my cheeks a few times.

Since I can’t, I loosened my whole body. My stiff muscles gradually began to relax. At that time, wind gently stroked my cheeks. Looking to side, the window was the source.

Yesterday, that window was closed. Saya probably opened it this morning. I remembered Kurasawa sneaking around yesterday, it seemed to have made Saya worse. Abandoning those thoughts, I closed my eyes.

「…」

The wind flowing through the window blew the curtain and my hair lightly. The breeze felt strangely comfortable. If I strained my ears, I could hear Saya cooking in the kitchen. I felt as if my world had expanded.

When I think that, I realize I can’t see my surrounding properly. My sight was narrowing. Saya isn’t the only problem.

School. Family. The future. I don’t know what will happen to them now.

Regardless, I can’t let Saya do all this alone…..I am an adult too.

I reconfirmed the situation once again.

Saya and I crossed the line. But Saya said this was necessary. Why was it necessary? I have no idea why it would be.

Probably. She was referring to my confinement. There is no basis for this. But whenever Saya thinks something is important, it usually has to do with confinement.

I thought. The conditions to be released from confinement, there can only be one. I myself never imagined it would come to this…..but when I think about it, the meaning of this confinement becomes clear.

The condition is to have a baby with Saya…..that must be it. Saya will keep pressing me into the act until she bears my child.

I wanted to avoid that. If such a thing occurs, the probability of me marrying Saya in the future will increase. A taboo marriage. It would be impossible to turn back.

Speaking as a game, it would be game over.

I want to help fix Saya. Will I even make it before then? After all, Saya has already…..No, it’s still too early to give up.

It has not been decided yet, but it’s only a matter of time. Will it be necessary to get outside help? Trying to get Saya to stop and seeking help, she may even gradually….

ZOKU~

I trembled at the image that appeared in my head. Saya returning home covered in blood after killing and slaughtering.

Saya killing people expressionlessly.

I got a bad sweat. I can’t rely on help from a third party…..I don’t know what would happen.

Anyway, the right thing to do now is talk to Saya and get to know her more. Why does she obsess over me so much? Why is she scared of me being stolen? I still have questions…

Let’s resolve each one a day at a time. With a plan of action in mind, Saya entered the room.

「Onii-chan I have breakfast, are you hungry?」

I nodded to Saya. Smiling happily, she took off my handcuffs.

「Eh? Why?」

「Onii-chan, if you eat like that you might choke」

「Ah, I see」

With the handcuffs, I can’t raise my body properly. If I’m on my back, I’d definitely choke. As I raise my body, she handcuffs my hands behind my back. It seems I won’t be let free just yet.

Turning myself towards the food, I knew what the meal was from the dish in her hands.

「Is it omelette today…..?」

「What’s wrong, onii-chan?」

「No, nothing. There’s a heart mark on the omurice…..」

When I pointed that out. Saya’s face grew red shyly.

「Umm, this heart is to show affection for my husband」 (TLN: Uses danna-san)

「Husband!? Saya!?……are you with child already?…..」

I was so surprised by Saya’s remark, my heart almost popped out of my mouth. To call me her husband means she sees me as her husband. In other words, the condition for that t.i.tle has already been met. I grow scared as I await Saya’s reply.

Saya turned down her eyes sadly.

「I don’t know. I still haven’t checked」

「Is that right?」

「By saying that. I’m guessing onii-chan already knows?」

「…….well. Is it true?」

「Un. It is as onii-chan thinks」

「Seriously….」

「Un」

The condition is that Saya must get pregnant after all. Saya and I are just at the age where we can get married, but what about school? Even without hearing from her, it’s likely she would quit.

「Onii-chan, time to eat the rice. Say ah~」

「? Isn’t it Saya who should be saying that. Since you usually feed me by your mouth?」

「Un. But I wanted to do it this way」

Saya fed me the rice this way. It did not feel embarra.s.sing, probably because it’s far less embarra.s.sing than mouth feeding. I gradually feel numb.

By the way, Saya seems to have forgotten to call me husband. She’s returned to onii-chan.

After eating it all up, I went to the toilet…..I was taken by Saya….When I got back to my room, I got to relax on the floor after a long time. Saya said today is special, so I could move about a lot more even though my hands were bound.

I don’t really have a hobby to walk around, so I sat down and leant on my bed. Saya, who had finished the washing came back in and clung to my neck.

「Onii-chan♪」

She kissed me. I could not do anything. Once Saya was satisfied, she rested her head on my knees.

「Onii-chan’s knee pillow~」

Saya was showing a happy smile. When I saw that face, my cheeks loosened. How long has it been since Saya last did this? It must have been 7 or 8 years.

I remembered the old days….

I thought I would always be looking after Saya. In the past, she was a cowardly child compared to now. Since her appearance was good as well, she was often bullied. Even though I always jumped in to help, I was bothered by it.

One day, when I was returning home like usual with Saya, we were surrounded by 5 boys. They were obviously trying to bully Saya, so I decided to put a stop to it.

However, I got it wrong. They weren’t her for Saya, but for me. Perhaps this was retaliation. I told Saya to go home, I didn’t want to involve her in it. She looked troubled, I shouted at her to go!…go!. She shuddered and quickly ran towards the house.

I did not think I could keep Saya safe. So I decided to let Saya escape, but I regretted it. I loved the Saya from that time.

Of course, as family. She was timid, healthy and kind of cute. What was there to dislike? When I meet Saya next, if I’ve been hurt she might cry.

I thought about such a thing as I confronted the 5 people. I had pride that I could not lose to anyone. There was no-one who could beat me in a fight. I was a bad child.

In my memory, I’ve won all the fights I’ve ever had. However, I did not like to hurt people. Nevertheless, I became stronger so I could fight. I could not protect my imouto if I was weak.

By the time I’d noticed it, almost everyone had been knocked down my my right fist. Although, fighting 5 people at once was a little difficult.

However, once I had knocked down the 4th person, I was. .h.i.t from behind with a wooden stick. At that time, blood dripped from the wound. Whilst I was on the ground, the 5th person kicked my back and then persistently kicked me over and over again.

As if letting out his pent up frustration. I was punched into a wall, the thick stick was then hit against my arms over and over. Accepting such uni-lateral violence, I gave up on resisting.

As my vision faded, I felt a real danger to my life. But I could not do anything. I was wounded all over and could not move my body. The 5th person raised and struck the stick against me multiple times.

His face was stained with anger. I felt the closeness of death. I began to sweat coldly.

Who will protect Saya if I die.

Mercilessly, he keeps swinging the stick at me. With what little remaining power I had, I raised my hands to at least protect my head. Suddenly, there was a loud noise.

「Do not hurt onii-chan!!」

I heard the scream of Saya. The 5th person’s eyes rolled white as he fell down. From behind him, stood Saya holding a big stone. Shaking and crying.

「Saya….?」

Saya stopped my words, threw away the stone and hugged me. I’m sorry, I’m sorry…..Saya cried over and over for some reason. Since she seemed somewhat sad, I tried to move my hand to stroke her head.

However, my consciousness ceased, like a monitor with it’s power cut.

Next time I woke up, I was in a hospital room. There was gauze on my right cheek and my arms were set like they were broken. Saya came into my hospital room as I woke up. However her face was not happy.

When Saya saw me with my eyes open, her eyes widened and she jumped at me whilst crying. At that time, I got intense pain from my broken arms. It hurts! I wanted to shout, but I couldn’t, I need to keep a manly appearance. Saya wiped her runny nose and tears on my shirt.

「Onii-chan! I’m sorry! I’m sorry!……it’s my fault!」

I gently stroke my imouto’s head. I couldn’t do it before I pa.s.sed out last time.

Besides, there is no reason for Saya to apologize. Saya didn’t do anything wrong and she even saved me.

Even if the fighting was due to the grudge of someone, it was not her fault. Saya who was always cowardly, managed to save me.

As I think that, my mouth loosens. I really love Saya.

「Thank you Saya. For saving me」

「Gusu~……I don’t deserve your thanks onii-chan! I ran away! I left onii-chan! I’m timid….because I’m so timid onii-chan…!!」

「I don’t care about that……besides, isn’t it natural for an onii-chan to protect his imouto?」

「It’s different! Onii-chan is gentle so he can say that! Onii-chan always protects me! Because I can’t do anything on my own, I rely on onii-chan…..」

「Saya, you don’t have to worry about such a thing」

「That’s why….I’ve decided!」

Saya raised her face. However I saw something new in her. Her face was full of determination and resolve, completely different than the timid Saya from before. Her eyes stared at me seriously.

I was overwhelmed by the atmosphere I couldn’t have expected from Saya.

「Onii-chan I will protect you! I won’t let anyone hurt onii-chan anymore! This time I’ll be the one to protect onii-chan!」

Declaring so, her face crumbled and she started shedding tears again. I’m sorry….I’m sorry. Understanding the words of Saya I became very happy, tears started to flow. For someone as shy and timid as Saya to say something so confident.

More than anything, I was happy that she was finally doing things of her own will. Taking control of her own future.

I wanted Saya to keep such feelings. That’s why I decided to look out for Saya from now on. If it becomes dangerous, I’ll put a stop to it, but otherwise I’ll leave her alone as much as possible. From now on she’ll be met with many obstacles.

Until the day her resolve comes true I’ll wait. Saya’s small back may one day become big. With that in mind, I stroke Saya’s head.

Later on, Saya became a superwoman. Smart and athletic. There was no-one who teased her after that.

「Nostalgic….」

My heart warmed whilst thinking about old times.

Perhaps the time when Saya got strange was there.

…I want to protect you. I’ll make it so you can’t ever be hurt.

I wonder if that’s what happened. Even so, I want to help Saya.

Because this act of confinement was not to bind me, but protect me.

But the viewpoint of the story is different. I don’t want to accept it even if it’s for protection. I’m being tied up as well after all.

「Onii-chan what’s wrong?」

Saya asked me a question, the time of moving was approaching. But….

「Ne, Saya」

「What is it?」

「This…..can you remove it?」

I swayed my hands to show her the handcuffs. The handcuffs were now connected to Saya’s wrist. It was not for the purpose of preventing movement, but rather to prevent running away.

「No」

「Either way…with these on we can’t go through normal streets」

「Oh that doesn’t matter. It seems otou-san is sending a car today」

「Oh, is otou-san coming?」

I was puzzled and a little surprised. Otou-san would be able to see my current state. Since mine and Saya’s relationship is strange, what will he think of it?

I bet he will not allow us to continue our relationship. What on Earth is she thinking?

「Saya, having otou-san see this. Isn’t that a bit ridiculous?」

「Un. I know」

「Then, why….?」

「Because otou-san already knows」

What did Saya just say? Otou-san already knows? In other words confinement….Otou-san knows about it?

My head starts spinning.

「Here Onii-chan, let’s go!」

「Wait, are you serious? Eh? Saya!」

「Un. In addition, Okaa-san also knows」

「Eeehh!?」

「Enough talking. Let’s go, Onii-chan!」

Being pulled by Saya, I left the house I had lived in for 2 years.