Confinement by my Yandere Imouto Chapter 1 Part2

Translator’s Notes:

Confined Life – Day 1 [Part 2]

「Hah….」

I sighed in a somewhat melancholic tone. I haven’t see him at all today. Sensei said he was absent, but I was worried. Up until now his attendance had been perfect.

I stare at the clock. It’s around 11:20. Yosh, Let’s visit today.

Surely something is wrong. I couldn’t even contact him by email or phone. He lives with his imouto, so she should be nursing him if he’s ill.

He’s always so kind to me. When I think like that, I feel a little strange. Saying that, this will be the first time I’ve been to his house. What is this feeling?

Is his room clean? Or messy? If it’s messy, let’s clean it at once. Oh, but wait.

Doesn’t that make me seem like some sort of self-inviting wife? No, I’m just there to nurse him. Am I wrong?

Besides, is it unnatural to take care of the man you……? Do I love him? When I think so my face grows hot, I close my eyes tightly giving way to my delusions.

◆~Delusion~◆
『Do you love me?』

『Huh!? W-w–what!? Well, that…』

『It’s alright. You don’t have to tell me』

『Ah』

He took my hand and drew me in close. He smiles as he hugs me, being hugged so tightly is embarra.s.sing. My face turns red.

『I also love you, Ichika』

『Well then……eh!?』

He kisses me. It’s a forceful, but gentle kiss. My heartbeat quickens, Dokun Dokun~.

『Let’s be happy together and get married』

『That kind of thing….to get married so suddenly…..but….but I’m happy! I want to get married to you!』

『Ah! Ichika!』

『Kyaa!』

I suddenly get pushed down by him. He breathes roughly as he takes off my clothes…..I don’t resist and accept him….

◆~Delusion End~◆

Kyaaa—–!!

Gan~!

A piece of chalk suddenly hit my head.

「Eh, What!?」

「Hey, Kurasawa! Are you even listening to the story!? Next is your turn!」

「Huh? Oh yes, sorry!」

I stand up with textbook in hand, but I have no idea how far we’ve gotten.

「Er, uh……」

「Third line, page 79」

「Oh, thank you~」

My friend in the next seat whispered to me. A lot of people in the surroundings were laughing, it was embarra.s.sing…..I’d rather die than tell people I was indulging in a delusion.

I read the page from the position my friend told me. I did not know how far to read, so I kept reading until the teacher stopped me. As I sat down, I put a hand on my chest. I was so ashamed.

Although I’ve calmed down a little, I’ve got to suppress my delusions. Hehe, his house after school. Maybe we’ll be alone. I can hardly wait.

I want to see you quickly. I want to meet and talk with you. I want to hear your voice again. I want to see you, I want you to see me.

That’s it. I need to convey my feelings someday. I love him. I will not yield that feeling to anyone else.

I was not familiar with anyone at all when I first started here and I was too shy to make friends. When he noticed this, he started talking to me everyday.

He probably does not know how much he saved me. When I asked why he talks to me so much. He said that I seemed lonely and he wanted to make a new friend.

To be honest, that made me unbearably happy. I didn’t think anyone would want to be friends with someone as shy as me. I often consulted with him on my shyness.

He seriously listened to my story and gave me advice. It took a long time, but I was eventually able to change myself. I also became friendly with other people in the cla.s.s. All thanks to him.

At that time, I was confessed to many times, but I could see only him. I always followed him with my eyes, whether he was learning earnestly or resting. Before I knew it I started to love him.

He is my first love.

Just thinking of him makes my heart beat faster and my body grow hotter.

When he praises me, it makes me so happy.

When he smiles, I smile.

Love….I thought I’d never experience such a thing. I couldn’t even make friends. I thought so, but now I’ve changed.

I now know the feeling. The sweet bitterness. The warmth it brings. I’ve become aware of it now.

My everything belongs to him. It isn’t just because he helped me. I love everything about him. Face, voice, actions, I love all of them.

So someday. These feelings of mine. I’ll make you realize them.

I won’t consider what happens later. I’ve decided to live positively. However, I can’t confess yet. It’s too early, he still doesn’t see me as a love interest.

He strokes my head as if I’m his imouto. But when I press my chest, his face turns red. I need to put in the effort to make him see me.

I changed my hairstyle and clothes to match his taste. I even studied hard to get good grades.

Someday I want to make him turn around and say he loves me.

Right now that’s just a dream. But when it’s fulfilled, next comes marriage. Just imagining it causes my mouth to loosen into a crooked smile.

I will be seeing him after this. I can’t show such a face. But at least for now, I imagine marrying him.

I made a foppish face. I’m so happy I might die…..

I didn’t even notice my friend sitting next to me looking amazed at my expression. The expression of a girl embracing her delusions.

~Saya Perspective~

I have notified the school of my onii-chan’s absence. For the time being, onii-chan will be absent from school, but it can’t be helped. My onii-chan is now in captivity.

I don’t think he’ll have contact with other women when I’m not watching. I cannot hand my onii-chan to any other person except from me. As I think so, I start smiling as my happiness overflows.

–Boki~

Something broke. I wonder what….Suddenly my mood has gone down. I feel awful.

Funny. My onii-chan is trapped right now. He cannot move, so I have nothing to worry about. But why do I feel so uneasy?

…..let’s go home early. I feel a sense of impending crisis. I do not know why, but I stare at the sky with murderous intent.