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Many things must be changing slowly, he thought.
To be honest, Haruaki could only feel lost in response to these changes. All the gradually changing matters had no answer. None of them were things he could understand.
He thought of Kirika. A friend from the same homeroom since the first year of high school, she was the straitlaced cla.s.s representative, his lunch duel opponent as well as his comrade sharing the secret of curses.
Saying she loved and regarded him as a member of the opposite gender, Kirika had confessed to him.
She was unable to escape her cursed bondage suit. However, this had absolutely no bearing on his feelings towards her. Kirika was Kirika. Intelligent, beautiful, kind, compet.i.tive and never admitting defeat.
Extremely... adorable.
He could not possibly dislike her. Rather—He probably liked her.
Because simply imagining it made his heart pound uncontrollably.
Suppose he were to take a stroll with her, just the two of them, or going somewhere fun to have a good time, or cooking together, sharing a meal, or touching—her body.
He believed that it would be a most happy thing. Happiness beyond a doubt.
However, his thoughts paused at this point. He could not find the path he ought to advance along.
Hence, what should he do? What should he say? What course of action should he take?
His own feelings were very confused, impossible to unify. This was a first experience. Anxiety was the only emotion he could forcibly feel out.
He had asked her to wait for his answer because of Konoha's incident happening earlier.
In fact, they had discussed things in the kitchen and she had reminded him. Indeed, now that Konoha had returned safe and sound, he must tell her his answer. He must hurry.
Nevertheless... What was the answer?
As though jumping into a newly discovered path, he was thinking of another person who now surfaced in his thoughts.
Namely, Konoha. The cursed j.a.panese sword he had known since a very long time ago, the family member who was like an older sister, the fellow student in the same grade who had started going to school together with him ever since he entered high school.
She, who had professed her love for him and even kissed him...
Konoha was Konoha. But upon thinking calmly, Haruaki realized she was undoubtedly a woman as well. Having a gentle smiling face, understanding him better than anyone, always standing on his side no matter what, possessing an excellent figure, exuding an aura that made him feel at peace just by being next to her, that was Konoha.
Indeed, Haruaki felt very comfortable around her. Very happy. The feelings he experienced from her was probably not going to change in the future.
However—He also needed to give Konoha an answer, right?
His thoughts entered another dead end again.
So, what should he do? What kind of answer should he give? In order to reach an answer, what should he be thinking about?
"...Haruaki-kun..."
Oh sorry, Konoha, are you here to hurry me? Please give me a moment.
"Haruaki-kun... Ufufu..."
She was not angry. Not only that, she was giggling with some kind of deeper meaning.
How odd? Just as Haruaki tilted his head, he noticed that his entire body was surrounded by... How should he describe this? A feeling akin to "Konoha-ness." It was a very attractive feeling belonging to Konoha, very Konoha-like in sensation, even to the point that it was Konoha herself. Or perhaps one could call this "intensely Konoha-ing."
What the heck am I thinking? Something doesn't seem right—Just as Haruaki was thinking that in a corner of his mind, a certain distinctive sensation appeared on his face apart from Konoha-ness. Poke poke, something was poking him in the cheek.
"Ahhh... Haruaki-kun... I knew it..."
This voice. The cheek-poking sensation. His brain suddenly understood that this was all reality.
So basically? Indeed.
In other words, the only one who had not yet returned to reality was himself alone—
Hence, Haruaki opened his eyes to find Konoha's face up close in front of him.
The two of them were close enough to feel each other's breathing. She was even smiling with slight rapture.
Then using her index finger, she kept poking his cheek gently.
Even after discovering that he had opened his eyes, she remained unfl.u.s.tered—
"Ara, Haruaki-kun. Good morning."
Smiling tenderly, she greeted him.
The fact that Konoha's face was so near meant that she had burrowed under his blanket. Haruaki finally figured out that the "Konoha-ness" he had felt in his dreamlike state was actually the umbrella term for the soft and comfortable sensation produced from squeezing tightly with Konoha in this narrow s.p.a.ce—
"—Nwahhhhhh!?"
Haruaki frantically jumped up, wrapping the blanket around himself then retreating rapidly. For only an instant, the baseless speculation of "Konoha wouldn't be naked by any chance, right?" flashed across his mind, but fortunately, she was definitely clothed—Then he felt ashamed for his delusion instead. What the heck was he imagining!?
"W-Why are you in my bed...!?"
Completely unabashed, Konoha remained on the bedding that was left behind, tilting her head with her chin resting on her hands.
"Uh~ When I came to rouse you from bed, Haruaki-kun, because your sleeping face was too adorable... I couldn't help it, so I—"
"C-Couldn't help it?"
"Indeed, I couldn't help it. My apologies."
She beamed with a smile. It was the same familiar smiling face but the meaning conveyed was different from before. Her mode of behavior was also definitely different from before. The sense of distance had changed. Compared to all other times, this sense of distance was much more proactive.
Konoha's eyes suddenly flashed at this time then lowered her gaze.
"Umm—If this really displeases you, Haruaki-kun... Sorry. I seriously apologize to you."
Because Konoha's expression was too sad—
"No... It won't... It's okay."
"Really? I'm so glad."
She beamed again. Staring into each other's eyes. That sense of distance with her on the bedding. Haruaki's heart rate was rising.
Just as Haruaki gulped hard—
"..."
"Eeek!?"
Spontaneously, Haruaki noticed an unfamiliar figure standing silently at the doorway. Taking a closer look, he realized it was Kotetsu. The reason why Haruaki had failed to recognize him at first glance was because Kotetsu's hair was untied unlike usual and he was also wearing Konoha's old pajamas. Kotetsu must have just gotten up as well.
Haruaki was thinking Kotetsu would say something but he simply stared into the room unerringly. His eyes were subtly narrowed. The roaring pounce of fury never arrived.
However, for some unknown reason...
Haruaki could tell there was another type of reprimanding aura conveyed in Kotetsu's gaze. Indeed, if one had to make an a.n.a.logy—It was like he was scolding Haruaki: "What a spineless coward!"
"Uh, umm, this is..."
In any case, just as Haruaki was trying to explain the situation, a new figure appeared behind Kotetsu.
This was also another person who was not present in this home until yesterday.
This certain person was wearing what ought to be his own pajamas, but the top was stretched very tightly. A certain person who had the top few b.u.t.tons unfastened with cleavage exposed. A certain person whose pair of sleepy eyes seemed a bit familiar, but produced an even stronger sense of dissonance.
However, as soon as this person craned forward to peer into the room from over Kotetsu's head, he immediately stared wide-eyed and woke up in a flash.
"Oh my! Haruaki, I can't believe you entered the adult phase while I was gone..."
"Of course not!"
"I had a feeling this would happen, which is why I asked Konoha to live in the accessory dwelling... But you guys changed the rules on your own at some point in time and started living together! Once unbridled, you will only immerse yourselves in l.u.s.t... Oh dear, what depravity of youth! I feel deeply responsible for this. Sob sob sob..."
Honatsu was rubbing the corners of his eyes, pretending to cry very deliberately.
Haruaki had lost the energy to deal with him a long time ago and could only sigh.
Haruaki found it truly wonderful that they could bring Konoha back and return to the normal life they once had, but he could sense that there were still many things with unclear future paths in the days ahead.
Kirika, Konoha, Kotetsu who had newly joined this family, and this mysterious creature allegedly his father.
Whose issues should he start with? Where should he start? What should he prioritize to contemplate? His mind was in total chaos—
"What what? What about l.u.s.t? That's a word that can only be called shameless in all respects! Everyone freeze where you are and don't move—!"
A certain patter of noises came from outside the room. In terms of how to survive the situation at hand, this meant that Haruaki was burdened with one more matter he needed to think about.
Nevertheless, Fear's voice was the only thing that was almost identical to before.
For some reason, Haruaki felt grateful for that.
Part 2After sitting herself down hard on the cushion in the veranda, Fear angrily crushed rice crackers between her teeth.
"Seriously! That guy is outrageous as always!"
"Hmm. Although things have changed, it also seems like nothing's changed as well. But it does come as a relief to me that another lively scene has returned to this home at last."
Kuroe sat down lightly in formal seiza posture on the cushion beside her, holding a teacup in both hands while sipping tea, commenting with a faint wry smile. Thinking "how carefree!", Fear frowned but ultimately picked up another rice cracker without saying anything.
While listening to the crisp crunching sounds coming from her mouth, Fear suddenly recalled what Kuroe had just said.
Changed, yet nothing had changed as well.
"..."
That must be it. Whether Haruaki or Konoha, something must have changed along the way back to this home. Although it looked like nothing had changed as a result, Fear believed that there was still a dramatic change on a mental level, because something that even a bystander like her would consider "only natural for that to result" occurred right before her eyes.
So, for herself who had watched that unfold... Did anything change?
"...Ahem."
Fear deliberately coughed then glanced to the side. In a mumbling voice, joking in an intentional manner to hide her embarra.s.sment, she said:
"By the way, Kuroe-no-suke, may I have a private word with you?"
"Yes, my lord! What is it?"
Playing along, Kuroe responded appropriately in an instant. Still sitting formally in seiza on the cushion, she rotated herself by ninety degrees, pointing her knees towards Fear as though acting out a historical drama.
Fear suddenly relaxed her expression. Kuroe had apparently noticed the feelings in her heart and was thus someone whom Fear could consult confidentially. Fear felt very fortunate to have someone like that by her side.
"...Honatsu said something about a birthday, right? I'd like to ask about that."
"Yes, it's Haru's birthday, I believe. Do you know exactly which day and month it is?"
"No idea."
"Uh... It happens to be exactly ten days from now."
"Weird, I get the feeling there's something planned already. Something very important as well."
"Oh... Speaking of which, Ficchi, you guys are having exams soon, right? I remember Haru's birthday is on the day after exams are over."
Now that it was mentioned, Fear was certain. Although she was starting to feel bothered by exams now, she decided to put the issue aside for now.
"I see, now I know the date. So, I wanted to know something else..."
Naturally, back when she first arrived, Fear did not know the significance of birthdays. But by this point, Fear had already lived in j.a.pan for quite a long while during which she had seen many cla.s.smates celebrate their birthdays. As a result, she knew that birthdays were important events for modern j.a.panese people with major celebrations.
However, the issue was—
What about for Haruaki?
"Now that I think back carefully, I've never heard that guy mention this. Did he simply forget?"
"Ah~ ...You're right. If anything, Haru doesn't like holding noisy parties when his birthday comes around... I guess?"
Fear was a bit shocked. Weren't birthdays meant to have parties? A chance to celebrate spectacularly and go wild? Something like Christmas.
She leaned forward to inquire from Kuroe the reason in greater detail—
The reason turned out to be very simple.
From what Kuroe had heard, the reason why Haruaki did not enjoy lively celebrations of his birthday stemmed from his childhood when it was the only day that his father was guaranteed to hurry home from his travels. Things were fine up to the end of elementary school, but after entering middle school, Haruaki began to resent the feeling that he was forced to accommodate his father's attempt to fulfill obligations, which was why he wanted to spend his birthdays as ordinarily as possible. At first, it might have been nothing more than a rebellious phase, an attempt to defy his father, but Fear could empathize. She also heard that Kuroe and Konoha would not do anything more than giving him presents on that day.
Fear could not help but feel demoralized.
"Really...? No party, just giving presents?"
Why would she feel this way? Fear found her own feelings quite unbelievable.
Basically—Right. Because she had already decided as a matter of fact that a grand and lively celebration was in order. Because she looked forward to seeing what kind of expression he would make if a party were to be held. A shameless expression just like the one he made last Christmas. If possible, she wanted to make Haruaki show that kind of face. She really wanted to see it. She wanted to stay by his side, experiencing that uplifting feeling—
She began to think deeper. Was she feeling depressed because she had decided on her own to hold out hopes which were now dashed? Currently, she felt a bit weird. Why were her thoughts so impetuous and p.r.o.ne to jumping to conclusions?
(...Am I... impatient?)
Yeah, I guess I'll admit it. Existing inside her heart was definitely an irritable sense of impatience.
The reason? She knew it too.
It was due to Konoha that time. Because she had watched her do something like that at close range—After confessing her love, Konoha had even kissed Haruaki's lips.
What happened then had not only affected Haruaki and Konoha but also brought change to Fear's feelings inside. Hence, simply recalling the scene like now was making her heart pound uncontrollably. It was producing a feeling of "I must do something to compete." Like an obsessive-compulsive disorder, something in her heart was violently urging her—Hurry, hurry, hurry and do something! Make him feel aware of you!
Of course, the first method that occurred to her was to repeat what Konoha had done. However, merely the thought of herself doing that—
(Nu... Nuuuuuuuu...!)
Her head felt like it was about to explode. Consequently, she decided to shelve the idea. Originally, she wanted to hold a grand celebration for Haruaki as a sort of prelude to occupy her thoughts in the meantime, but as soon as this idea took off, she was met with a heavy setback.
But this could not be helped. It would be totally not worth it if she did something he disliked and got hated for it. Slumping her shoulders, Fear said:
"Sigh... Perhaps he might even get annoyed if I gave him a present...? Would it be safer to skip the present...?"
"No no no, Ficchi, you're overthinking things! You have to give a present at least!"
"Really~?"
"I don't think Haru hates receiving presents either. We give him presents every year too. If you skip on the present, Ficchi, you won't be able to draw attention to your presence! The present is absolutely necessary!"
"Hmm... I guess that's true, if you say so. I need to give a present at least, yeah!"
Having said that, Kuroe exhaled as though greatly relieved. Then the remaining issue was—
"What should I give as a present? This is killing my brain."
"I'm racking my brain, trying to think of what to give this year too~ But there's always the last resort, just tie a ribbon around yourself."
"What's the meaning of that?"
"Hoho... This cannot be explained by the lips of your humble servant. You shall understand eventually one day, my lord."
Kuroe returned to her historical drama tone of voice and snickered malevolently. How mind-boggling.
"Anyway, you must figure out what to give before that day arrives. Hmm, I guess there's always the method of asking him directly what he'd like."
"Hmm..."
Fear started to eat rice crackers again, s.p.a.cing out while staring at the garden ahead.
Haruaki's birthday. Exams. All sorts of random things. There was so much to think about.
It looked like these troublesome days were going to persist for the next while.
Part 3Several days had pa.s.sed since Konoha returned home.
Probably thanks to the enhanced healing effects induced by Kuroe's hair, Haruaki's shoulder wound had recovered to the point where he could just about get through life normally. It was still slightly painful, but at least he no longer needed to keep his arm immobilized.
At school, he had explained to Taizou and the others that "I got slightly injured" with his arm tied up, but ever since the sling was taken off, life pretty much went on the same as before. Neither was he prevented from taking notes in cla.s.s... Still, writing was a tough task but now was not the time to be s.p.a.cing out instead of copying notes.
Indeed, it was currently exam week. A student's duty was to study. Now that normal life had returned, it was necessary to pour all energy and gather full concentration for the imminent exams. Hence—
The Haruaki household had also invited guests for tonight to hold a group study session. Since Shiraho and others had declined the invitation, only one guest ended up coming. Therefore, in other words, this turned into a "group study session with a private tutor."
"Hey hey, Kirika, what does this mean?"
"Where, where... This part? This is—"
Haruaki looked up and stole a glance at her face.
He caught the side view of Kirika's face while she was explaining key points to Fear. Long eyelashes, well-shaped lips, gentle tone of voice. Feeling embarra.s.sed somehow, Haruaki instantly turned his gaze back to his notes.
But unlike Haruaki, there was one other person present who kept staring intently at Kirika.
"Stare~"
Kirika seemed to endure it uncomfortably for quite a while, but probably reaching her limit, she looked up with what appeared to be a troubled and embarra.s.sed expression.
"Umm—How should I address you...? Honatsu... -san? Umm, it's a bit difficult for me to concentrate if you keep staring at me like this..."
"Hmm~ I knew it, children who are good at studying are lovely~ They feel so reliable, it's great~"
"Uh... Yes..."
Sorry for being so unreliable. Grumbling inside, Haruaki looked to the side of the table at the same time. Sitting there doing nothing was Honatsu, still in that mysterious female form. He was smiling while supporting his chin on a hand, watching them study. To be honest, he was quite an eyesore.
On the other hand, Kirika simply kept repeatedly retracting her neck with a troubled look on her face. Given the mysterious person who was both an unfamiliar woman and allegedly Haruaki's father at the same time... Kirika probably had no idea how to deal with her.
As a side note, Haruaki had already made his decision not to care. Konoha and the other girls also seemed to have reached the same conclusion. After all, no matter how they tried to ask him why he had transformed into a woman, he would always change the subject and refuse to explain. Hence, there was nothing they could do but accept "that's the way he is," almost to the point of ignoring him. Since he refused to explain, that just let him be. Conversely, Haruaki was neither going to ask nor take any action, letting him do whatever he wanted for now.
"How rude, Haruaki-kun's grades aren't bad at all. Isn't that so?"
Studying together, Konoha voiced her support for Haruaki, but—
"Not particularly good either..."
Haruaki did not really feel like prolonging the subject. He did not really want contact with his father. For him right now, over there was just an incarnation of shame, incomprehension and trouble.
Hence, Haruaki made an ambiguously pleasing smile in an attempt to end the conversation. Then he realized the teacup in his hand happened to be empty.
"Hmm, the tea is finished. The teapot is almost emptied, right? Let me go prepare more—"
"Oh, I already asked Kotetsu just now if preparing tea is what's needed."
Before Haruaki could get up, almost simultaneously while Konoha was speaking, the living room's sliding door was opened.
"...The tea is ready."
A gruff voice and slightly vicious eyes. This was apparently his natural look rather than an indication of poor mood. Appearing from behind with a tray carrying the spare teapot, Kotetsu casually set down the tray next to the table before picking up a cup from the tray and nimbly sitting down in formal seiza behind Konoha in a very natural manner.
"Thank you. You may relax and take a break too."
"...Yes."
Kotetsu gave a brief response then picked up a cup by his side with a serious look on his face. Sucking through a straw in the cup, he drink with a "slurp~"
As for the red liquid he was drinking—
Tomato juice.
(Hmm... This really looks like a scene from one of those common vampire manga... But if this is what stabilizes his mental state, whatever goes.)
For the sake of convenience, Kotetsu's current owner was Haruaki. Although Kotetsu was extremely reluctant, under Konoha's forceful commands, he had no choice but to relent, thus resulting in the current state of affairs. Consequently, the legendary curse of "Kotetsu thirsts for blood tonight"—"compelling the wielder to allow Kotetsu's blade to drink fresh blood"—no longer activated.
However, just as "seeing blood" carried special significance to Konoha, Kotetsu's traits, or rather, his habits, also left behind a reliance on the act of "drinking blood." In order to solve this problem, after going through many failed experiments, they finally discovered that principle that "his heart would calm down as long as he drank a red liquid of similar color." Among them the most effective was tomato juice—So the cliched model pa.s.sed down from long ago really had its merits?
In any case, Kotetsu was currently very well-behaved. This was probably thanks to Konoha who had been living together with him so far? Although he was still an enemy not too long ago, it felt like there was no need to keep him under heavy supervision at all times. At this rate, he very well might become someone akin to Konoha's little brother, settling down in this home.
However, Haruaki still did not know if Kotetsu really wanted to have his curse lifted.
Although it was mostly Konoha who interacted with Kotetsu at the moment, Haruaki believed that eventually, he must ask Kotetsu directly what were his true thoughts.
Anyway, Kotetsu had brought in tea with perfect timing. Without needing Haruaki to do anything, the previous topic of conversation was swept aside. In other words, he did not need to speak to his father. Picking up the teapot to pour another cup of tea, Haruaki started studying again. There were precious few days before the exams and time must not be wasted...
(Oh right, speaking of time...)
Some time had pa.s.sed since the previous incident, but no more weird people had appeared so far—Haruaki thought.
Back when Satsuko and Fourteen made their departure, they had apparently said something horrifying but it must have been a mistake. Even if they were serious at the time, it was possible that the situation had changed in the meantime, or perhaps simply because her superior was defeated, Satsuko wanted to scare them in revenge and lied as a result.
(Hmm, it's really great that nothing's happening... Anyway, now's the time for studying. Study.)
Honatsu was smiling while watching the study session, Fear was groaning while reading textbooks, Kirika was tending to Fear, Konoha was studying at her own pace while paying attention to Haruaki's progress once in a while, Kotetsu was drinking tomato juice in small sips behind Konoha, whereas Haruaki was slightly distracted—
At this moment, Kuroe came home from work, thus the usual members of the group were all gathered.
"I'm home~ Oh, everyone's studying."
"Oh, welcome back, Kuroe. Did you buy what I wrote in the text message?"
"Tomato juice for Kotecchan and milk? Of course. I'll put them in the fridge first."
After entering the kitchen, Kuroe sat down in the living room and began to sip hot tea from the teacup she had brought out.
"Hmm~ So this is the joy of working... Tea tastes best after a hard day's of work."
"Speaking of which, I've heard that you've been working very seriously of late. Well done, Kuroe-kun."
Kirika suddenly stopped writing and spoke whereas Kuroe puffed out her tiny chest as though going "ehe."
"That's right! It's because I have to recover my black hair as quickly as possible~ Only a bit more and I'll have recovered the original hair color completely."
Kuroe picked up her hair in her fingertips and explained. The lock of hair had used up its life force to heal Haruaki's injury, turning snow-white as a side effect. Immediately after the treatment, the white hair was ten centimeters long but now the length was roughly that of a fingernail's. Kuroe was working seriously as hard as she could—That was probably for replenishing life force from the hair that was cut from her customers.
Haruaki thanked her from the bottom of his heart while at the same time, he noticed Konoha suddenly lowering her gaze, burying herself in her notebook. Without saying a word, she looked like she had decided to accept everything. With slight gloom and helplessness in her eyes, her expression also seemed to be smiling faintly as well.
Indeed, the direct reason why Kuroe needed to use her power beyond her limit and heal Haruaki's wound was because—
The one who had cut open his flesh was—
(Konoha...)
Haruaki himself did not mind but even having said that, it would not make her feel more at ease.
"Oh right! Actually, I've been developing new moves using spare time when business is slow!"
Kuroe was speaking with unnecessary cheerfulness in her voice, possibly because she noticed Konoha's appearance. Konoha tilted her head and asked:
"New moves...? Haven't you been developing them whenever you have time?"
"Yeah, I've watched scenes when you're developing new moves. They're totally terrifying."
"Hoho! But this time, it's beyond the level of thinking up move names. How should I put it? Such as hair control and life force usage or stuff like that, I've come up with totally new ideas. I was wondering if my powers ended up growing due to overusing them at one point? Like that super famous warrior race whose members get stronger every time they approach the verge of death!"
"Oh..."
Konoha tilted her head to the other side, at a loss for words. In any case, Kuroe had apparently succeeded in dispelling her gloomy feelings. Then sipping tea, Kuroe said:
"Hmm, anyway, between working and developing new moves, my days have been very fulfilling lately."
"Oh... Well, as long as you're happy."
"So true, work is very important, you know~? Well done!"
Honatsu stroked Kuroe's head from behind. You, the one who looks he's never working seriously, have the least right to say that—Haruaki could only grumble in his heart.
Then after the studying persisted for a while—
"So... Let's call it a day here. It's getting late."
The group study session was dismissed after Kirika said that. Sighing inside, Haruaki cleared away the paper and stationery used for studying. At this moment, Kirika spoke up while likewise putting textbooks and other belongings away.
"Excuse me... Honatsu-san, I've got something to ask you."
"Ask me? Yes, sure, go ahead."
"Recently, Honatsu-san, why did you observe this home from outside instead of coming in? Since it's your own home, I would think it's fine to return as soon as you could, right?"
Kirika was referring to the time when they were undergoing special training in order to bring Konoha back. They originally thought the mysterious woman appearing in front of the residence's entrance belonged to the Draconians, but it turned out to be a misunderstanding.
"Hmm~ I did consider pressing the doorbell, yes. But anyway, it's because the situation looked very serious."
"That day was... Muu. I went there and Kuroe also... Hmm, it was definitely quite serious, I guess."
"Exactly, I did observe the mood first~ So that's why I told myself, I'd better stay at a hotel for now!"
"I see."
In contrast to the words in her response, the look on Kirika's face was not quite convinced. Even after packing all the stationery she had been using for studying into her schoolbag, she did not stand up. Sitting there formally in seiza for quite a while, with eyes closed, she seemed to be contemplating. Then when she opened both eyes—
"Although this might be meddling on my part in an absolutely ridiculous way... There's one more thing."
Kirika shifted her gaze away from Honatsu, looking at Haruaki for an instant. Haruaki felt his heart rate rising because he originally thought the topic of conversation had nothing to do with him. Kirika immediately turned her gaze back to Honatsu.
"In other words, Yachi—-kun and you. The way I see it, there was no eye contact between the two of you today, not even once. I believe this is quite abnormal."
"Hmm~ But I was looking at him frequently, because I'd like to record my beloved son's development firmly on the back of my eyes! But Haruaki won't even look at me~ Are you shy?"
Of course. Not. Like h.e.l.l I'd look. This overly inexplicable Pops. The Pops who refused to explain anything.
Kirika seemed to sigh.
"I can understand how he feels. If I were him, I would've done the same. As much as I hate using that particular word, however—It's very unpleasant when forced to let an unknown persist as an unknown."
"I know a little bit about you. That used to be your former standpoint, right?"
"No, trying to thoroughly unearth unnecessary secrets is completely different from being forced to pretend not to see a mystery that's right in front of your eyes."
Kirika straightened her back forcefully and spoke like a judge delivering a verdict:
"Please tell us. What have you been doing all this time? Why did you end up looking like this? What are your plans for the future? Unless these questions are cleared up, your relationship with Yachi will never become normal. Naturally, the same applies to your relationship with us as well."
Haruaki did not look at Honatsu's face, but did not look away either—He simply kept his attention on Honatsu's person. This was to know how would he answer? What kind of expression would he make? Nevertheless, the nervous tension at the scene did not last long. Bringing his hands together with a clap, Honatsu tilted his head apologetically and said:
"Oh dear~ ...I understand how you all feel but I'm sorry~ Because if I explain now, it'll take double the effort..."
Shock, anger, disappointment, scorn. These emotions rushed into Haruaki's brain accompanied by dizziness. He secretly gnashed his teeth. As expected, this really was the worst father!
However, Honatsu's answer seemed to have raised a new question from Fear.
"What do you mean by taking double the effort?"
"Hmm~ Of course, it's not like I don't want to explain to you all. It's just that it's a lot of work if I need to repeat the same explanation multiple times, so I want to wait until Gab-chan returns before I explain."
"Gab-chan...?"
"After letting my little gray cells to spin at full speed, I'm guessing that's the superintendent."
"That's right~ That child still seems to be running around the world, right? I've heard that he's away somewhere even now. But I've already contacted him and heard that he's returning to j.a.pan after your exams are over. Since I want to explain everything in person to my good friend, that will be the time when I'll answer everyone's questions together!"
After saying that, he even winked. That extremely fluid, natural and flawless winking motion, like a young wife appearing in an advertis.e.m.e.nt, actually made others feel very uncomfortable.
"By the way, it's fine if you want to address Haruaki without honorifics like earlier. Just now, you originally wanted to call him Yachi directly, right? I hope you can behave with your true selves like normal~ Because this might very well be related to my son's future, I want to observe this area properly too~"
"F-Future...!"
As though sunk by a great impact, Kirika went red in the face and bowed her head.
Haruaki exchanged glances with Fear and the others, sighing.
In the end, Honatsu still had no intentions of disclosing everything about himself at the moment. But now that a deadline had been set at the end of exams, there was some progress at least. It was all thanks to Kirika.
However, in spite of that...
(...I hope he really does explain everything in detail before the superintendent.)
Of course—inside Haruaki's heart, he had already become thoroughly unable to trust his father's words.
Part 4"Well then—Goodbye."
"Thanks a lot, Cla.s.s Rep."
"See you, Kirika!"
Kirika closed the front door behind her. Maintaining this posture, she recalled that face of his, still bidding goodbye to her only an instant earlier. Slightly apologetic—on a true level, a gaze that was not looking at her. Physically, in terms of angles, he was definitely looking at her, but the focus of his heart was not in focus. He was afraid of focusing on her.
(Absolutely... ridiculous...)
She understood very clearly why. With too much happening all at once, the stress in his heart must be reaching a limit.
Kirika sighed lightly and released the front door's handle, then took a step forward. Taking out her cellphone absentmindedly, she checked the time. What her eyes focused on was not the time of the day displayed but the date.
As the numbers grew bigger and bigger, the circled dates on the calendar in her mind were going to arrive in succession. First were the midterm exams. Continuing to study hard at the current rate, yes, she should be able to attain her usual grades. Then right after that, awaiting her was the important event—
(Birthday... huh?)
Since birthdays happened once a year, Kirika had experienced Haruaki's birthday last year as well. However, she did not recall doing anything special, because she knew that Haruaki wanted to spend his birthdays in peace. She had also heard about the reason—but was not sure whether it was brought up by himself or by Taizou and Kana during chatting. This, she could not remember exactly.
She traced back her memories that were fuzzy to an unbelievable degree. On that day last year, what had she bought? She seemed to have gave him something boring at school. Of course, it was together with Kana and the others. Then after school, they had taken a group picture at a photo booth to commemorate, followed by buying snacks to eat together. That was all she could recall.
Suddenly, she was captured by a strange feeling. For herself back then, the boy named Yachi Haruaki was definitely just a target for observation. She was still part of the Lab Chief's Nation at the time whereas he was nothing more than a boy whose const.i.tution was immune to curses.
Ah—At which point in time had she fallen in love with him?
She felt like there was no clear trigger. Naturally, very naturally, by the time she realized, her gaze was already chasing after him. She was only observing him because she was ordered to observe him—She had also used the operation itself as an excuse.
This year, she was welcoming his birthday for the first time after realizing her own feelings.
The situation was different, she could not allow things to go as last year. She had already confessed. Although there were still many worrisome aspects regarding the answer, her current priority was choosing a gift in any case. What should she choose? What would serve as a present?
Right—For example, most typically, she had often heard others say that wrapping yourself up as a present was the best way to express your feelings—
"A-Absolutely ridiculous...!"
She hastily shook her head hard, stuffed the cellphone into her skirt pocket and started walking. There was quite some distance between the front door of the Yachi main residence and the entrance to the premises. She decided to slowly walk the dozen of steps required to cover this path. Right now, that was what she really felt like doing.
One step. She walked on the stepping stone underfoot. Another step.
At this moment, lively noise came from the main house behind her. Did Fear or Kuroe cause a commotion? Was Konoha being angry? Did the newcomer Kotetsu do something wrong? Were Honatsu and Haruaki the father and son pair having an argument—If that were the case, things would actually be more normal.
In any case, it was very lively. The noise behind her back, transmitting into the distance.
Meanwhile, the path ahead was very quiet. As soon as she exited the main entrance, a quiet night road awaited her, leading to the total darkness of her own apartment.
Kirika looked back slightly, narrowing her eyes lightly. The lively Yachi home. The happy Yachi home.
She could not help but indulge in pointless imagination.
Suppose, suppose she could also live there—
(...No, that... would be asking for too much. I...)
Kirika shook her head lightly and faced forward again.
Then leaving behind the lively noise of the Yachi home, she started along her dark path back home.
Part 5Inside a room with the lights turned off—
Having spent a number of days to prepare herself, Fear finally decided to do it.
She was squirming awkwardly. Due to closing her eyes, she could not see anything so she only turned her head. She had definitely taken a bath already and even scrubbed especially hard. There were no odors or stains on her body... Probably, definitely. Had she forgotten to do anything else? Would it be better to brush her teeth beforehand as well?
"Okay, so, Fear... May I open you up?"
"Y-You must be more gentle, also, don't keep staring the whole time!"
"I know, it's just the same as always."
The same as always. Indeed, just the same as always. This kind of thing had happened many times by this point. Purely letting Haruaki see her most important part, feeling his breath blowing on her body, shivering from the touch of his fingers, then having him insert that into that extremely tight opening of hers, all the way into the very depths. Nothing more than that.
However—Right now, her heart was beating faster than usual.
She knew why. It was due to her feelings. Because placing herself in Haruaki's hands—let alone fear, she felt tender affection instead. She wished for him to touch her. Like this, touch her more. That being said, she was too embarra.s.sed to voice any of this at all.
"Mmm, ah...!"
"Sorry, does it hurt?"
"No... It doesn't."
Under the illumination of the flashlight in Haruaki's hand, her private spot was exposed and completely laid bare. This could not be helped because visibility was necessary, but it did produce a sense of immorality instead. Fear thought to herself: very shameless indeed. Haruaki definitely enjoyed this kind of thing, because he was staring into the deepest part of her with such serious eyes. This guy was hopeless. Even if one were to search the entire world, there was very likely no woman but herself who was generous and tolerant enough to allow Haruaki to stare at that kind of spot. Hence, she was special to him.
"Okay, so... I'm putting it in."
"...Sure."
Haruaki presumably thought it would be a bad idea to insert suddenly. Fear felt his fingers gently caressing her opening. Her consciousness shuddered. Biting her nonexistent lips, she desperately suppressed the lame cry that almost escaped. Idiot, what are you trying to do! I'll curse you! That feels too pleasurable—It makes me feel like there's an electrical current running through my entire body!
"I'm putting it in here."
"That's... Hurry and put it in... Don't move... your fingers back and forth..."
Haruaki replied "understood." Fear took a breath in then held it. She could sense him inhaling as well. Then immediately—
"...!"
There was a feeling of something inserting into her body. The sensation of a foreign object only lasted an instant before turning into "something that belonged inside as a matter of fact," melding into one with the contours within her body.
Inside her body, the most sensitive spot was getting filled. However—
"It's not... over, right...?"
"Yeah, one more time. I'm going to do it in one go next."
"Mmmkuh—!"
The same feeling arose at a different spot from just now. A sense of insertion occurred at two places simultaneously. A numbing feeling ran through her entire body, intermediate between a tickling and a painful sensation. However, these feelings gained significance as soon as it crossed her mind that they came by his hand. Like evidence, like bonds.
When the rich sense of fulfillment enveloped her, he started to clean up indifferently. She felt a bit offended. Of course it was necessary to cover up her exposed private spot, but there was no need to hurry so much, right?
"Uh... I need to do this here then do that... Is this okay? Although it's the same as usual, let me know if your body feels uncomfortable anywhere, okay? Then I'm off."
"W-Wait, it just so happens that I want to chat with you for a bit. Turn around and wait for me."
After confirming that Haruaki had obeyed her directions despite showing signs of puzzlement, Fear turned back to human form. Although the room was very dark, she must not be careless. Anyway, she fidgeted while putting on the shirt she had removed then reached out to find the panties that ought to be nearby while speaking:
"Then uh... Basically that, I've got something to ask you."
"Sure, what is it?"
"Well, just as you know, I still have many things I don't understand about the human world. So, to be honest, I don't think I understand events like birthdays very well yet."
"Oh... That's not a particularly important day, so it's fine even if you don't do anything."
A ready answer within expectations. Fear felt a little sad but it could not be helped.
"No, I've talked to Kuroe and reached the conclusion that presents must be given at least. So I'll ask you honestly, do you have anything you'd like?"
During breaks between studying for exams, she had been racking her brain on this issue but could not reach an answer. Hence, she decided to go with Kuroe's suggestion of going straight to the point. Although this was not the best method, at least it was better than helplessly delaying until the day itself.
"I clearly said it doesn't matter already..."
Inside the dark room, Fear sensed a forced smile. Having grown accustomed to the darkness, she could faintly see Haruaki's back quivering slightly, sitting in front of her. By the way, she still had not found her panties. Where had they gone?
Fear got on her knees and circled the surroundings, patting the floor with her palms in her continued search.
"That's not acceptable. Don't worry, just go ahead and tell me."
"Really... I'm fine with anything."
That's really giving me a headache—Fear thought. She did not have too much money, with only a little left over from the part-time jobs in the past. What should she buy? Buying something cheaper would be forgivable, given the circ.u.mstances. Then how about changing her idea slightly to give something that were not sold in common shops? Something she could prepare. Something she—could give.
Speaking of which—Fear recalled it. Kuroe had said "there's always the last resort, just tie a ribbon around yourself." This had not registered in her mind at the time because she did not understand, but now—after thinking about it while alone with Haruaki in a dark room—Fear suddenly figured out what it meant.
(Too—! Too shameless...!)
Her cheeks instantly heated up. What the heck? Was that really okay? As long as the other side demanded it? Also, where on earth were her panties?
"...By the way, you've been rummaging for a while now. What are you looking for?"
"Hmm, wawawa?"
Her hand suddenly slipped on something while she was supporting herself on her arm, sending her body forward, causing her to end up hugging Haruaki who was turning his head back.
"Woah!"
"Wah! Umm, sorry!"
Her heart was pounding. She could feel Haruaki's warmth from the body she was hugging in the darkness. Haruaki's hand also ended up on her head by chance. As though stroking her head, he started to move his palm.
"Back to the subject just now. Haven't I repeated this many times? It's great that you're trying hard to do good things like an ordinary person, but you don't need to rush. So, anything's fine as long as it's a gift from you. I'm very happy already from your feelings, so I definitely have no complaints."
"A-Anything's fine? Y-You, I knew it...!"
Just as Fear frantically pushed herself up—
Click! The room's light was switched on.
"Hoa!?"
Haruaki made a strange cry and turned his head. His gaze was directly at the room's opened sliding door, Konoha, who was just pressing the light switch. As though attached to her, Kotetsu was also by her side.
Meanwhile, Haruaki was sitting in the room cross-legged with Fear pressed up against him and her hand on his knee for support. Haruaki's hand was on her head while she was only dressed in a shirt. There was even a pair of panties in her hand. She had slipped just now due to grabbing the pair of panties, but forgot to wear them.
"No wait, this is a misunderstanding! Konoha, this is—!"
Haruaki panicked while Fear also panicked as well.
Unexpectedly, Konoha simply smiled. She did not anger at the indecent scene before her eyes. Neither did she leak out sword energy to destroy the wall or the pillar touching her hands.
"The bathroom is unoccupied, Haruaki-kun. So please take your bath now."
"I... got it..."
"Fear-san, what's with the way you're dressed? You just took a bath, didn't you? If you stay so lightly dressed, be careful or you'll catch a cold."
"Y-Yes...?"
Although it was a warning, Konoha was still smiling without showing any anger.
Then immediately, Konoha swiftly turned around and left. Kotetsu also narrowed his eyes and swept his gaze around the room before following her matter-of-factly.
Fear blinked and exchanged stares with Haruaki silently.
She believed that the two of them were feeling the same thing.
What to do? The fact that Konoha did not act scary actually made them feel extremely scared.
Part 6Frankly speaking, it was difficult to understand.
"Is this really alright? Muramasa-sama, you love that man, don't you?"
Hence, Kotetsu asked candidly upon returning to the room. Though a room, this was not the place allotted to him as his bedroom (which was a room filled with random articles, supposedly used almost as a storeroom), instead, it was the room inhabited by the senior j.a.panese sword whom he admired.
After repeated contemplation, Kotetsu decided to interact with her for now in the same manner as earlier—in other words, back when they were living together with his former master. This was because the "her" back then was also included in "her" current self. This fact was already indisputable.
Naturally, there were times when he felt that her image did not quite match, while on other occasions, it matched quite well. But he had already accepted things. It was fine even if this was the case. All he needed to do was do some thinking whenever her image did not match. He did not change his manner of addressing her either. She had apparently been quite opposed so far to others addressing her as Muramasa, but in the end, she said: "Whatever, that's who I am after all." Hence she permitted him to call her that—Back at the time, Yachi Haruaki even made a look of surprise, so this was probably some sort of change for her.
In any case, Muramasa Konoha was sitting on her usual seat cushion while grinning slightly wryly as she answered his question:
"Indeed that is true. Is it very odd?"
"Yes. Truth be told, it perplexes me greatly why you have not punished them."
As though showing off her calm composure, she chuckled "ufufu" after speaking, her shoulders shaking in laughter.
"Actually—This is strategy."
"Strategy...?"
"Indeed. If I were my old self, surely I would have punished them just now. I would have pulled them apart by force as well to give them a good lecturing. However, that stage is already over. Right now, I've entered a new stage where I must attack with a different vibe compared to before."
"Yes..." Kotetsu had no choice but to answer ambiguously.
"I've already confessed so there is no need to be impatient. Instead, I believe that now is the time to display calm composure. Boys don't like girls who get angry all the time, right? I must show him how open-minded and generous I am to distinguish myself from my rivals. That's the course of action I believe I ought to be taking right now."
"In other words, in order to leave an impression of forgiving lenience in his heart, you suppressed your anger earlier and deliberately refrained from punishing them?"
"That's precisely the idea. Furthermore, I know that they were just inserting Indulgence Disks back then. It's all that child's fault for being clumsy and unguarded all the time, resulting in accidents like those. I was not suppressing anything at all, ahaha!"
Since she was saying this with a smile, then what she had been doing all this time after sitting down on the cushion—using chopping motions from her right hand to shred a newspaper that she had rolled up with her left hand, slicing it finely in midair—was definitely not a sign of suppression. Working hard without relaxing to maintain a true j.a.panese sword's sharpness... This must be some kind of slicing exercise far more profound than the likes of him could understand. Probably.
Thinking he must seek her guidance on this matter eventually, Kotetsu decided to watch silently for now and not disturb her. First, he should secretly learn by watching. That was often how mysteries of an art were mastered.
"By the way—Kotetsu, what are your thoughts on birthdays?"
She glanced at him and asked.
"You mean the matter of celebrating birthdays? I have no thoughts at all. Because celebrating birthdays according to the solar year is a Western European custom. Naturally, during the times when I recognized my masters, they counted their age using traditional East Asian age reckoning."
"You have a point~"
"Are you referring to that guy's birthday?"
"Indeed! This is the matter at hand..."
After shredding the newspaper in her left hand completely, she collapsed forward, dropping her upper torso onto the floor with a thud and burying her palms in the remains of the newspaper. She was pushing the pieces randomly about as though enjoying the feeling while murmuring emphatically to the floor.
"Ah—This is the first birthday after I confessed and became a brand new me. I must confer special meaning upon this day. It would be best if I could take this opportunity to hear his answer. However, what will actually happen? Am I being too impatient? What should I give as a present? Hmm~... Hmm~..."
Starting from some point in time, she was pointing her index finger at the floor, stirring the newspaper pieces as though drawing circles on the floor. Presumably slowly getting excited from just her own murmuring, her voice began to carry an odd fervor while the speed of her stirring motion kept increasing. In order to disguise her shyness, the newspaper was repeatedly getting shredded.
"A special... present. But I get the feeling that Haruaki-kun most likely would say that just having me is enough... Having me... is enough...? Giving a present that "has me"? In other words, something like a "do-as-you-please coupon"? Given such a coupon, Haruaki-kun definitely won't forget what will happen next... Kyah! Oh no, isn't that truly progressing too quickly? But, but it might not be too fast, right? After all, I've been enduring for so long, ehehe, ehehehehe..."
This behavior, on the other hand, was clearly not part of a j.a.panese sword's training. The j.a.panese sword he idolized was lying on the floor uncouthly, twisting this way and that due to her own imagination.
Kotetsu partially narrowed his eyes as he watched, sighing secretly.
There was apparently something he must do.
Why? Of course, it was for the happiness of her whom he revered. Hence—
(No helping it... As much as I am reluctant.)
Naturally, Kotetsu had no choice apart from carrying out the task.
Part 7Today was reaching an end after a full day of diligent studying. This was the normal life that kept repeating over the past few days.
However, one additional event happened before the night was out.
"Hmmmmmm... Hmm?"
The instant he turned in bed, Haruaki felt that something was not right under the covers. This prompted his consciousness to leave through the exit of the dream world. Instantly, Haruaki recalled what happened a few days earlier—in other words, when Konoha had squeezed herself into his bed. He became wide awake at once. No way! Staring wide-eyed, he flipped over the blanket—
"What!?"
Not the same as last time. The person before his eyes—was not Konoha but Kotetsu.
Usually, Kotetsu slept in Konoha's pajamas but that was not the case this time. Haruaki did not know if Kotetsu had borrowed this from Konoha as well, or found it somewhere else in the house on his own, but Kotetsu was dressed in the kind of flimsy kimono nightwear seen in historical dramas, tied only by a tiny sash at the waist.
Kotetsu was maintaining a posture on all fours right beside Haruaki. Illuminated under the moonlight scattering inside the room, Kotetsu's pale neck and a large part of his chest was exposed from under the sagging neckline of his nightwear.
"W-What...!?"
Kotetsu even leaned himself forward, bringing his face close to Haruaki. Under the moonlight, only now did Haruaki see his face clearly. Kotetsu's expression was clearly very embarra.s.sed but also extremely serious.
"What do... you want...?"
"I know."
"K-Know what...?"
"—You failed to make a move despite the seductive temptations of a woman like Muramasa-sama. Truth be told, I found that att.i.tude of yours quite suspicious. However, if there is any reason for that... Only one answer is possible. In other words, you're one of those, right?"
"One of those!?"
Kotetsu leaned his body closer to Haruaki as though saying "just give up," glaring at him sideways.
"I have already come to know... You have a preference for pederasty, don't you? With that, everything makes sense."
"Wha—!?"
Pederasty, male h.o.m.os.e.xuality, the Way of the Young—All sorts of knowledge from dictionaries rapidly spun in Haruaki's mind while he entered a state of total confusion. But now was not the time to be confused! How did this happen? He must explain quickly! Haruaki barely managed to rein in his thoughts—
"No no no, hold on! This is a misunderstanding! A very serious misunderstanding!"
"No need to make excuses. Indeed... This too... cannot be helped."
"Wha?"
"—Muramasa-sama's happiness is my happiness. Hence, let us make a deal."
"A-A deal...?"
Haruaki repeated those words, prompting Kotetsu to pause in hesitation.
"Indeed. In other words, well..."
Then after squirming awkwardly for a while—
Kotetsu loosened the sash at his waist.
The kimono fell open to the sides, exposing even more of that snow-white surface of the skin.
"W-What are you doing!?"
"...Allow me to be the one to take upon your l.u.s.t."
"Huh—!?"
"Consequently, you must treat Muramasa-sama gently. This is the deal. You may toy with my body as you please but conversely, you must pour your full attention into bringing happiness to her—"
"Honestly, you've totally lost me!"
Kotetsu's front torso was completely exposed. The fallen nightwear was also draped over Haruaki, the sensation of its sheer fabric pa.s.sing onto him. I must break free no matter what! Just as Haruaki tried to turn around, Kotetsu's arms moved even faster, grabbing Haruaki's wrists and securing them above his head. Then immediately, Kotetsu swiftly straddled Haruaki.
Leaning forward again, Kotetsu drew his face near. His breathing was even faster than before. His eyes were moist.
"...Give up... Do you think you can win... against me in strength...?"
"NO——!?"
Indeed, Haruaki knew very clearly that he could not win in strength against Kotetsu, but he still had to resist as hard as he could. He struggled in a mad frenzy. Although Kotetsu's grip did not loosen, Haruaki's efforts were not in vain.
"Hawah! T-Too too too too too shameless! Absolutely shameless to the extreme! I'll curse you!"
"Whoosh! A swift arrival! Keeping the camera always charged at 100% is my principle!"
Discovering the commotion, Fear and Kuroe pulled open the room's sliding door at some point in time. Fear kept waving her Rubik's cube around in shock while Kuroe held her digital camera in excitement. In addition—Konoha was present, of course.
In line with her recent mode of behavior, she remained smiling even in the face of this situation. Smiling. However—
"..."
Somehow, Haruaki could see an overwhelming "rumbling" aura behind her. How nostalgic.
"Aha. Haha! If. Both. Boys—How truly easy~ it is to... surpa.s.s the limits of my tolerance—!"
"Wow, this feels like it's been a long time since—Now's not the time to be saying this!"
"d.a.m.n you, shameless brat, stay there, don't move and watch how I'm gonna teach you a good lesson!"
"As expected of Haru, whose vastness in strike zone is public knowledge. I must add a new category to my records folder."
"Haruaki-kun! This leaves me no choice but to lift my punishment ban! Please prepare yourself well!"
"Hold on, why am I the one getting blamed!? It's Kotetsu who—Huh? Where did he go? Oh, the window!"
"I was looking for a place to get a clear view of the moon but I seem to have gotten lost and ended up somewhere unexpected... However as one would think, a moon viewing is best undertaken outdoors in the garden after