Bright Lights, Big Ass Part 2

d.a.m.n it, how do I make her understand? "The baby?" I point at the little boy in the shirt with the rooster on it. "Over there? He's yours, right? He's chewing old gum and-ugh-right now, look, he's peeling more off the wall and stuffing it in his mouth."

"Que?"

I raise my voice. Fletch says everyone understands English if you speak loudly enough. Or maybe he says everyone speaks English at gunpoint? I forget. "Your boy. Your, um, d.a.m.n it, what's the word? I know how to say it in Italian. Um, nino? Bambino?" I point at Little Rooster Boy. "Ate gum." I point at the wall and the Wrigley display behind us. "That had been in someone else's mouth." I point at my own mouth and Fletch's, making chewing motions. "He's going to get worms!" I hold my hands up to my face and make little squiggly motions with my fingers.

"Que?" She turns to the cashier and asks, "Que dijo la ramera loca?" and the cashier then rattles something back at her in rapid-fire Spanish and they both shrug. The woman yells some gibberish to the Little Rooster Boy, who toddles back over to be picked up and placed in the front of her cart.

Aha! Now we're getting somewhere! "Yes, yes, exactly! No more stinky danger gum! You're welcome!" We walk out of the store and I'm delighted to have been a Good Samaritan. "See, Fletch? You always tell me not to get involved, but I did and it paid off. They were glad that I stepped in. People really appreciate it when you try to help."

"Um, Jen? I'm pretty sure she just called you a crazy b.i.t.c.h," he tells me.

"Oh." I really need to learn Spanish.

But no matter what language you say it in, Target is a little slice of heaven.

The second p.r.o.ng in my revised Trinity is IKEA, the Swedish home store monolith. If you're unfamiliar, they carry every single thing you could possibly ever need to fill your home and garden at low, low prices, but in obscure Swedish sizes so those items won't coordinate with anything else you own, like, say, if you want to put a regular Target lamp shade on your IKEA lamp. Fletch thinks it's Sweden's master plan to make Americans so busy trying to construct furniture with Allen wrenches that we don't notice they've invaded us. (Personally, I think it's payback; the Swedes are p.i.s.sed that we aren't buying ABBA alb.u.ms anymore.) The IKEA I frequent is in the suburbs and is so big you can actually see it from s.p.a.ce.9 Seriously, it's three stories tall and has special escalators for your cart to ride down next to you. There are also giant multilanguage signs in front of it saying:

DO NOT PUT YOUR BABY STROLLER ON HERE YOU DUMBa.s.s BECAUSE IT'S A CONVEYOR BELT AND YOU DON'T PUT YOUR BABY ON A CONVEYOR AND EXACTLY HOW STUPID ARE YOU THAT WE HAVE TO REPEAT THIS TEN TIMES AND WITH A PICTURE OF A BABY STROLLER WITH A SLASH THROUGH IT AND HOW DID YOU NOT NOTICE THIS SAME SIGN POINTING TO THE NICE SAFE ELEVATOR TEN FEET AWAY?

Which would lead you to believe we wouldn't see people trying to put their strollers on it every time we visit. (And you wouldn't think Fletch and I laugh ourselves stupid every time we see this happen either, yet here we are.) Except possibly Las Vegas, there's no better place to people-watch than our IKEA. Were the FBI to pay attention to my helpful suggestions (or return my calls), they'd know to set up a camera at the front door, because at some point every single person on the face of the earth eventually pa.s.ses through it. I don't care how rich or poor you are, the draw of purchasing twelve hundred tea lights for thirty-seven cents is too great for anyone to resist.

Fletch and I are fortifying ourselves with big plates full of delicious Swedish meatb.a.l.l.s and lingonberry sauce with lingonberry soda and lingonberry tarts for dessert10 at a table overlooking the scratch-and-dent section two floors below us before we commit commerce.

Fletch chews a meatball thoughtfully and then says, "You know, coming to IKEA is a lot like doing tequila shots."

"Why's that?" I ask.

"Because when someone suggests it, it seems like a fantastic idea-big fun and all-but in the morning you wake up nauseous in the middle of a pile of table legs, with no idea how you got there, and swearing to never do it again."

I agree. "And then once your hangover's gone, you forget all about it, so the next time someone says, 'Hey, let's do shots!' you're like, 'Capital idea!' and the cycle continues."

"But not us. Because today we're just going to look at that one lamp shade and a nightstand and we're out of here. We're not going to spend four hundred dollars and we aren't going to be here for three hours. Agreed?"

"Agreed." As we eat I notice a pattern occurring in the scratch-and-dent section. "Fletch, check out that dresser down there."

"Which one? The maple laminate one like we have in our bedroom?"

"Yes. Watch-every single person who goes by it is going to open the drawers, even though I bet they have no plans to buy it." We keep an eye on the piece for the next five minutes, and sure enough every single pa.s.serby opens a drawer.

"Whoa, Fletch, watch that lady-she's opened the drawer at least forty times. Drawer open, drawer close. Drawer open, drawer close. What is she checking for? 'Perhaps if I open the drawer this time, it will be full of kittens? Nope. Better close it and try again.'" We continue to observe and giggle. "Ha! Her daughter joined her and now she's opening and closing the drawers. Drawer open, drawer close. Drawer open, drawer close. Once you establish that each of the five drawers is properly on the track, why would you open and close them eight thousand more times?"

A gentleman joins the mother and daughter and Fletch says, "I don't know, but we'd better let Dad give it a whirl!" We laugh until we choke as the man begins to work the drawers again and again.

"Fletch, suddenly I feel like the smartest person in this store."

"No kidding. Okay, let's bus our trays and get busy. Fifty bucks and fifteen minutes-we can do it." To confirm, we b.u.mp our fists together in Wondertwin solidarity.

Three hours and $400 later, we're a whole lot less smug.

Trader Joe's is the third p.r.o.ng in our shopping Trinity and definitely rivals Target for my affection. Such is my crush on Trader Joe's, it's all I can do to not ride by it/him ten times a day on my bike. I want to pa.s.s Trader Joe's little origami notes in study hall asking, "Do U Like Me? Circle Y or N." They have hundreds of house-branded groceries so they're not only inexpensive but also really good. Plus a lot of their merchandise is organic so I actually feel like I'm doing something healthy for myself when wolfing down an entire box of their private-label imitation Oreos.

Even though Trader Joe's draws from the same employment pool as the Target tattooed troglodytes, they must do some sort of special training because their staffers are chatty and enthusiastic. Like if you buy dog food, they start a conversation about what kind of pup you might own and are so d.a.m.n happy to know yours are from a shelter. Or if you get a bunch of steaks, they inquire about your possible barbecue and how much fun you'll have and isn't the weather just great for it? What's nice is when you buy a cart full of their fine, fine Charles Shaw wine,11 they're also kind enough to not mention your raging alcoholism. They just smile and pretend they don't notice your gin blossoms.

I love every Trader Joe's I've visited, but my particular Trader Joe's is special-I go to the one in Lincoln Park and it's on the second floor of the shopping center. To get in, you have to drive up a ramp and then park inside. As a very, very lazy person this is extraordinarily appealing to me, as it's but a step away from actually getting to drive down the aisles.

Alas, my Trader Joe's is a harsh mistress12 because there's something about him that brings the cell-phone users out in droves. Droves, I tell you! Most of the time Fletch and I are the only ones in there not on the phone; not surprising, because we only call each other.

I'm in the middle of a very important decision-Trader Joe's delicious capellini or farfalle-when some stupid girl cuts in front of me and begins to rant about her problems with her sister on her Sidekick. No matter which way I try to maneuver around her, her blathering gets in my way. You know what? I don't care if your sister hates the yellow bridesmaid dress and it's throwing your big day into chaos. All I care about is getting some d.a.m.n pasta. But it's impossible because you are in my way and I can't get around you and your f.u.c.king fantasy wedding.

Remember when the only people who had cell phones were doctors and Wall Street types? If they were in public and on their mobile, they were either saving lives or brokering the merger between Salomon and Smith Barney-serious stuff, right? Yet now I can't get my shopping done because some woman I will never meet prefers b.u.t.tercream-colored satin to lemon and is making her sister apoplectic.

When did the cell phone become a license to be rude? And why must I be subjected to your personal conversations?13 Five years ago, while at Cucina Bella on Diversey, a dot-com wunderkind was seated at the table next to me. During the course of our dinners, his phone rang twenty-three times. No s.h.i.t, twenty-three times; I know this because I counted. And it was a loud ring, not just a beep. Better, he actually answered the phone and had conversations with every caller while still seated at his table. I knew that this kid ran a successful Web site, so I initially let it slide, thinking he might have been doing business. But as his conversations were peppered with the words "dude," "bong hits," and "Jaeger shots," I realized he was simply yammering with his buddies and I wanted to dice him, deep-fry him, and serve him with a ramekin of c.o.c.ktail sauce. (Instead, I cornered his date in the ladies' room and convinced her to dump his inattentive a.s.s.) I know I'm fighting a losing battle to stop people from talking on their phones in public. For some reason, most people need that constant stimulation. G.o.d forbid anyone be quiet for a minute, because that's when they begin to hear the voices in their heads. You know, those little voices that make them question their views on society, ethics, organized religion, etc.? And we can't allow those thoughts, now can we?

My rule of thumb is this: if you're going to be boorish and subject me to your cell-phone conversation while we are sharing a public s.p.a.ce, it had at least better be out of the ordinary. Hearing you prattle on about your lousy boyfriend? Not remarkable. Listening to your discourse on your lousy boyfriend, Che Guevara, who had you running arms through Colombia? Start talking.

But until then, remember, you're in my house of worship.

So kindly shut the f.u.c.k up.

To: angie_at_home, carol_at_home, wendy_at_home, jen_at_work From: Subject: casa chaos Hey, girls, Alternate e-mail t.i.tle-why Fletch hates working from home.

Setting: Our living room, 7:58 a.m.

Fletch: Jen, I'm about to be on back-to-back conference calls. Can you please keep everyone quiet?

Me: Of course.

8:05 a.m.-I accidentally set off the security alarm when I open the front door.

8:18 a.m.-Cat knocks his feeding tower off the top of the refrigerator, showering the entire kitchen with cat food pellets.

8:29 a.m.-Dogs go monkey-s.h.i.t crazy with barking when a leaf blows across the patio.

8:32 a.m.-Dogs go monkey-s.h.i.t crazy when they see a bird on the patio.

8:39 a.m.-Dogs go monkey-s.h.i.t crazy for no good reason.

8:47 a.m.-A different cat projectile vomits on the counter.

8:48 a.m.-Same cat takes out her anger about throwing up by attacking Maisy. Much howling and hissing ensue.

8:50 a.m.-Maisy is so upset she p.o.o.ps on the stairs and then hides in the corner, shaking.

8:51 a.m.-Feeling sympathy for Maisy, Loki begins to heave while I scream, "Not on the rug! Not on the rug!"

8:52 a.m.-Fletch hangs up the phone and bangs his head against the counter.

I told him the day he goes out for cigarettes and never comes back? No one will blame him.

Later, Jen

The b.u.t.terfly Effect Did you know The b.u.t.terfly Effect is more than a lousy Ashton Kutcher movie?1 As a principle of chaos theory, the b.u.t.terfly effect can be demonstrated by how the change in air currents generated by a single b.u.t.terfly flapping its wings in an Amazonian rain forest2 can create an Indonesian tsunami, the likes of which will leave world-renown supermodels clinging to palm trees.

My own b.u.t.terfly effect occurs when one small idea inspires one minuscule decision, which ultimately throws my whole world off its axis.

The thought? Saving a couple of dollars.

The idea? Getting a library card so I could borrow books instead of buying them.

The decision? Putting a utility in my name so that I could prove Chicago residency in order to get said card.

The result? Getting an up-close-and-personal look at a stranger's bunghole.

But instead of a b.u.t.terfly, I blame Fletch for what happens next.

Anyone who's ever been a.s.signed an essay for cla.s.s will tell you the best thing about writing is not writing. I've found when I'm on a deadline, the temptation is there to do anything but put down words. Personally, my favorite "avoid writing" activity is redecorating, because a blank page doesn't look nearly so bad when you've filled a whole wall with rose-colored paint! Plus, I have it on good authority3 that electricity was discovered, television was invented, and the theory of relativity proved simply because those guys didn't want to face their English 101 term papers. (Ditto on the PlayStation and the knit beer can cap.) I'm trying my hardest to treat writing like it's a job. So, to combat my creative avoidance I force myself to sit in front of the monitor-much like my early professional days of doing data entry-until I run out the clock. My discipline about sitting down at the computer is admirable, but that still doesn't mean I'm always productive once I get there. Again much like my data-entry job, except now I get to work in cutoff sweatpants and an old Lacoste shirt that may or may not be covered in barbecue stains.4 Today's been a bad day in terms of creativity, as I've holed up in my two-tone pink5 plaid office for hours, trying unsuccessfully to coax words onto a blank screen. I feel a frisson of failure as the cursor blinks at me and I finally give up and play a few rounds of FreeCell before IM-ing all my little online buddies. I glance at the clock and see I have hours yet to kill, so I Google-stalk old coworkers, catch up on conservative news at DrudgeReport.com, and reread the entire GoFug Yourself.com archives, hoping to draw inspiration from Heather and Jessica's biting wit...with no luck. At four o'clock-my prescribed stopping time-I finally stroll down the stairs to bother Fletch. If I'm not getting any work done, then no one else in this house should be allowed to, either.

Fletch is working at our breakfast bar, leaning over his laptop in deep concentration, his BlackBerry and cell phone stacked neatly on top of a bunch of folders.6 "Whatcha doin'?" I ask, drawing out the words while riffling through his paperwork.

"The usual."

"Like what?" I begin to flip open his folders and accidentally spill the contents of one on the floor. I quickly scoop them up and attempt to rea.s.semble them.

"Regular work stuff.7 Pretty much what I do every day."

"I know that. Like, specifically what are you doing?"

He glances up from his computer with an exasperated expression. He grabs the papers I've haphazardly shoved in the folders, reorganizing and restacking everything I just pawed. "Specifically I'm trying to earn a merit badge by helping an old lady across the street. One more and I'll get to lead the campfire sing-along at the jamboree."

"Is being a smarty-pants really necessary? I asked a legitimate question."

"Well, sorry, but I'm trying to concentrate and you're making it hard by talking and moving my things out of order."

"Oh. Sorry." I sit down next to him, place my chin in my hands, and sigh deeply.

No response.

I sigh deeply again.

Nada.

I sigh deeply a third time and add a little moan at the end.

He presses his lips together and asks in a distinctly patronizing manner, "Jen, can I help you with something?"

"Yes, now that you've asked. I'm bored. Stop working and talk to me." Seriously, writing is a lonely enterprise. Often I have words to keep me company, but an unproductive day highlights just how isolating this profession can be.

"For my job, working from home actually entails 'working.'" He makes air quotes at me when he says this. "I've got to get this RFP out today and I'm sorry, but I don't have time right now. I'll give you my undivided attention over dinner, okay?"

"But I need some interaction now. I couldn't write anything good and I'm so bored I might die," I reply.

"Then I'll miss you when you're gone. Fortunately, my productivity may improve." He toggles back and forth between making notes on graph paper with a sleek silver ball-point and inserting objects onto a Visio diagram.

"Hey, neat pen. Can I see it?"

"Okay, right now? You're Homer Simpson and I'm Frank Grimes.8 I expect you to show me your mansion and your lobsters before you try to drink a beaker of sulfuric acid. Except unlike Grimey, I wouldn't stop you."

Well, that was uncalled for. "You-you're a mean, mean meanie and I hope staring at your laptop gives you eye cancer." I grab a pillow from the love seat and throw it at him to punctuate my sentiment.