Are You Addicted? Volume 1 Chapter 145

If truth be told, since the night Bai Luo Yin ran back home, he already knew it, felt it in the depths of his bones, that this inevitable day had been long ordained. Choosing to be with Gu Hai was the same as choosing a path with no way out. He cannot be too preoccupied with always wanting to be the top forever. Even more so, escaping from it only signified that there's a stain, a wrinkle….a ripple in the fabric of their relationship.

And yet……he was not willing to part with Gu Hai.

All these contradictions, like barbed wires, thronged with sharp edges, twisted and turned endlessly together as it clung tightly to each other. It was impossible to unwind and straighten out this wretched entanglement and even the most n.o.ble of all scissors would not be able to break it apart. With just the slightest touch from these seemingly slithering wires, it had already been predetermined that a scorching, searing and extremely painful sensation would strike the pit of his already churning stomach.

He allowed his head to hang loose with eyes that looked as though they were staring into the abyss of an unknown place. Within seconds, he powerlessly laid his head upon Gu Hai's broad shoulder. He really wanted to immediately break this person in half with his bare hands and swallow him whole until he reached the bottom of his stomach. In this way, he would not have to worry about being eaten by him. More importantly, he also would not have to worry about him running away.

Gu Hai's trembling hands snaked toward Bai Luo Yin's head, lifting it up from his own shoulder. Gently, he turned it ever so slightly allowing that familiar face to directly face him. Love was it. It was love that shielded his eyes, with a type of incurable addiction, he looked at those pair of stubborn pupils in front of him. And silently within his already tightened chest, it was as if his heart had the voice to verbalize his feelings, and it said:

You f.u.c.king smart a.s.s, always torturing me all day. Making me impatient and hunger stricken. When I want to eat you up, you make it impossible. And when I want to hate you, my heart betrays me……How should I deal with you?

Bai Luo Yin was also keeping a weather eye on Gu Hai as voiceless thoughts crept into his restless mind. These thoughts unknowingly imitate ones similar to this obscene person as it scolded and cursed away.

You f.u.c.king greedy a.s.s cat. All day, the only thing you know how to do is to eat. It would have been good if your f.u.c.king mouth was a bit smaller. Why must it be so big like that. Sooner or later, you're going to die from getting so stuffed![1]

For about two minutes or so, the room was rather silent as the two sat staring at each others' countenance. Quite different from their external surrounding, mentally, they were hurling insults at one another.

Once again, as if clock work, they shamelessly drew close, allowing their arms to gently take in each other's warm body. As this embrace closed the distance that kept them apart, their lips met in a much needed kiss. It has been a while since they've tasted each other, yet like always, their lips fitted together so perfectly that they might as well have been doing it a thousand times over.

What it somewhat lacked in gentleness and that feeling of romance, it made up with pa.s.sion. One that was encircled by a scorching blaze.

Their beard stubbles chafed against each other, causing boundless amount of electric current to generate from their chin. It tickled their necks as it traveled along and gathered closely in their chests until it reached their stomachs. As if the end fuse of a bomb was lit, these electric currents exploded with a powerful reach and dispersed into every single nerve in their body.

It has been a long while since he has been deprived. He could almost feel in the depths of his heart and mind, that he indeed, missed and longed for it. Quickly this treacherous arousal greedily emerged. Gu Hai's hands weaved their way toward the hem of Bai Luo Yin's shirt and slowly crawled underneath, before inching solicitously upward along the smoothness of his skin.

Conforming with Gu Hai's intimate touches, Bai Luo Yin squarely placed his hand between Gu Hai's legs. He could feel the member beneath the soft fabric of the pant throbbing vigorously with vitality.

And at the same time, he could feel his own body's heat reaching its boiling point.

The loud sound of gasping for air and panting spread throughout the living room.

In this fanatical and heated moment, Gu Hai's hand suddenly stopped in track and he faintly said, "Go shower."

But Bai Luo Yin wished to continue this.

Gu Hai, however, said once again, "I don't want to force you. You must be quite tired as well from racking your brain just to torment me. Take a nice bath and have a good night sleep."

After he finished saying this, he got up and started to walk away in a rather slow mannerism.

Bai Luo Yin was right behind Gu Hai, staring at him with a very peculiar expression in his eyes for a quite a while. Suddenly he leaped forward and chased after him. His arm swung and made a loop around Gu Hai's neck, gripping at it tightly with a rather powerful force before he coldly asked:

"Trying to loosen the reign before you can capture the prey huh? You don't have any good intentions do you?"

Gu Hai drew back the corner of his mouth into a rather overt smirk, "You know it and you still followed."

With that said, he quickly turned around and suddenly closed the bathroom door. Looking at the lingering anger on Bai Luo Yin's face that had yet to disappear, Gu Hai knew, that he had already agreed.

"Help me rub my back," said Gu Hai as he turned around and let his back face Bai Luo Yin.

Bai Luo Yin ignored him, picked up the shower sprinkler and slowly rinsed his own body down.

Less than a second later, Gu Hai unexpectedly jumped in front of him, and without any explanation at all, he s.n.a.t.c.hed the shower sprinkler from Bai Luo Yin's hand. He adjusted the sprinkler to its maximum pressure, faced it toward little Yin Zi and sprayed the water at it as if to rinse it.

Suddenly a warm sensation gathered together in that weak and sensitive area. It was like a big hand was on top of his member, gently and softly caressing it. All of a sudden, Bai Luo Yin's legs weakly trembled before he shifted and stepped back. He wanted to evade and hide from this kind of excitement that made it hard for people, for for him, to endure.

Unfortunately, Gu Hai's hand responded with great speed and followed closely, continuing to spray the water. Bai Luo Yin's body moved back again until his back made contact with the ice-cold wall of the shower stall. As the coldness that permeated from wall coursed throughout his body, he could not help but to let a moan emerge from the back of his throat and escape his lips.

Gu Hai laughed rather frivolously, "That moan was very seductive, let me hear it again."

Bai Luo Yin raised his hand, with every intention to smack Gu Hai a couple of times. However, instead Gu Hai seized this grand opportunity and tightly gripped Bai Luo Yin's wrist. Then along with having already seized the other hand, Gu Hai bind them firmly together with only one of his hand. He pulled them both up and held them fast at the top of Bai Luo Yin's head.

With much control and ease, Gu Hai stooped slightly down and started to gently and slowly lick and bite along Bai Luo Yin's smooth and wet neck. His tongue teased and took its time to taste the skin, feeling the veins underneath throb a bit faster every time his teeth lightly grazed against it.

Accompanied by a stream of water that ran down profusely from the top of Bai Luo Yin's head, Gu Hai kissed his way down.

The moist warmth on Bai Luo Yin's nipple brought such a shock of pleasure that he forgot every thought that had been floating through his brain. Gu Hai had his mouth there, kissing and nibbling on it for a while before his skilled tongue wandered elsewhere.

Gu Hai continued to kiss and bite his way pa.s.sed the underarm, down the side of the torso, and stomach………

The dense hair between Bai Luo Yin's leg was washed clean and softened by the streaming water, allowing Gu Hai's tongue to easily sweep it away before locating its main target. His tongue flicked over it briefly, bewitchingly, seductively, then with tantalizing slowness, he slid the member in and out of his mouth. Ever so tenderly, he sucked down on it, worrying it with his teeth as his tongue wrapped warmly, moistly around the shaft. Each time his head bobbed back and forth, his teeth would lightly sc.r.a.pe against the soft skin.

He picked his flirtatious eyes off the ground and intuitively glanced at Bai Luo Yin. His eyes licked over him with caressing heat as he surveyed his pliable chest, the l.u.s.trous smoothness of his belly, the sensuous flair of his hips that flowed into the firmness of his soft and supple thighs, and the long and flowing lines of his lovely legs……legs that could easily wrap around a man, and with much ease, hold him prisoner until he could no longer think straight…until he willingly drowns in a sea of wild ecstasy.

Bai Luo Yin felt pain and numbness crowded together in his limbs but even worse, he felt a sense of shame. Now feeling as if his breaths were being taken away unwillingly, he crudely gasped for more air. He then took Gu Hai's head and pressed hard on it with his hands. However, having momentarily neglecting the fact that his own member was still in Gu Hai's mouth, for a split second, he felt an intense pain coursed throughout his member.

The expression of his own enjoyment and endurance painted itself vividly on Gu Hai's face. With the look of pleasure kissing his face joyfully, Gu Hai's member became slightly swollen of its own accord even without it being touched or fondled with.

Under the flowing water, the two wet bodies were excited and stimulated until their erections were at their peak. They gently caressed, stroked, kissed, and rubbed against each other. Their breaths were accompanied by the flowing water and blended harmoniously into a beautiful symphony. This sound entered their ears and excited them even more.

"Baby, I want you."

Gu Hai took Bai Luo Yin's hand within his own and placed in on his already burning member. He wanted him to know, to feel in the deepest part of his heart and mind, that he was not able to wait any longer.

Bai Luo Yin's lip moved, but he didn't say anything.

Gu Hai held onto to him tightly, yet this hug was tender and full of gentleness. His eyes were closed and shielded with a heavy pa.s.sion that refused to go away, and his seductive lips were slightly parted. The curve of Bai Luo Yin's mouth, a mouth that was like saccharine, an infinitely desirable magnet hovering within mere inches of his lips, was made to be traced by a man's tongue. He wanted to feel his soft lips yield under him again. He watched as those enticing lips slightly parted, breaths quickening and then becoming shallow.

For a very long time, Gu Hai kissed him. It was like a silent promise.

This time, I will be very gentle, very soft and gentle……

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Lying on his stomach on the cool sheets of the bed, he could clearly see before his eyes all kinds of scented lubricants. Just from looking at those items seemingly taunting him, Bai Luo Yin felt as though, he himself was at an execution ground awaiting his inevitable death.

Amongst the various lubricant bottles, Gu Hai picked one and skillfully twisted off the cap, allowing the aroma to dispersed throughout the room. He squeezed a bit of the oil on his hand and kept in mind what the book pinpointed as the main aspects.

You must be patient and meticulous. Do not act with undue haste or eagerness.

On the contrary, who could have imagined that this kind of slow pace movements and rhythm caused Bai Luo Yin to feel even more mentally strained. He waited for a long time and continued to do so but even then Gu Hai still has yet to make any sudden movement. So instead, this antic.i.p.ation made his heartbeat reach a measurement of 180 beats per minute. Feeling a shortness of breath, he gasped for several gulps of air before he slowly slipped his body off the bed.

"Hey! Don't run!"

Gu Hai grabbed one of Bai Luo Yin's leg and dragged him back to his previous position on the bed. As he looked at the boy beneath him, he repeatedly cursed and blamed himself mentally.

Look at what you've done. You f.u.c.king scared him until he became like this……just go into the bathroom and slap yourself in the mouth ten times!

Bai Luo Yin bore an expression of being slaughtered on his face as he pressed a pillow on his own head.

Gu Hai watched Bai Luo Yin somewhat amused, not knowing whether he should laugh or cry at this outcome, "Can you relax a little bit?"

By this point, Bai Luo Yin still did not say anything and refused to listen to any words that came from the other boy's mouth. His entire body, from the top of his soft hair to the tip of his stubborn toes was in a state of readiness, seeming as though it was preparing for war.

The pain was about to come soon, so he must, at all cost, stand his ground in the face of this adversity.

Slowly and softly, Gu Hai placed both of his hands on Bai Luo Yin's b.u.t.tocks and gently ma.s.saged it. He wanted to help Bai Luo Yin's tight and stiffened muscle to loosen up and relax within his touch, but in the end, Bai Luo Yin still refused to cooperate.

The more he rubbed and kneaded, the muscle became even tighter. The tighter it became, the more he wanted to use even more strength to make this piece of meat slacken. Ultimately, the more he rubbed, the more painful it became for Bai Luo Yin. So as a result, a wretched howl escaped his lips along with the searing pain. He incessantly smashed his hand on the bed.

Then Gu Hai noticed that, the piece of meat in front of his eyes has already turned slightly purple from his supposedly careful kneading. He doesn't want to lost control again, he won't. It had been hard enough just those few minutes ago to get this precious person to be here.

There was an internal battle raging between his heart and his head from trying to keep his hands, his mouth from crawling all over this body, to keep him from caressing and licking this sweet body, to keep him from stroking him where his emotions were so hotly centered.

Beads of sweats then formed and gathered together closely atop his forehead. Only then did he become aware that the sin that he had committed ran deeper than he had expected. That the wound caused would not just suddenly disappear.

"Yin Zi, don't think about the situation from that day again. Please take this day as our first time, okay?"

Gu Hai then kissed the tip of Bai Luo Yin's nose where small beads of sweats had already gathered. In a small voice he continued to whisper, a.s.suring Bai Luo Yin of his solemn promise.

Hearing those soft words repeatedly resonant in the s.p.a.ce closest to his heated lips, Bai Luo Yin's frame of mind gradually became at peace, tranquility finally found it way on his body, bringing it into relaxation.

Gu Hai then moved his mouth toward the nape of Bai Luo Yin's neck and following along the ridge of his spine, he kissed along this path while making sure to take his time. He traced the contour of each disc with his tongue as it swept over them. He could almost feel those thousands of nerves setting off with every contact it made with his warm mouth. He continued to lick, let his tongue danced of its own accord, and kissed its way downward until it reached the tailbone. He carefully twirled his tongue all around that sensitive area.

Bai Luo Yin could feel an incomparable tingling sensation, somewhat of an itch. His entire waist became numb so he shifted his body as to relief himself from this "discomfort." However, an even more intense ticklish sensation surrounded him. it was numerous and closely knitted together as if a horde of ants were gnawing and nibbling away at his bones.

A short while later, he pulled tightly on the bed sheet and gasped desperately for air before forcefully letting it out. A wave of heat engulfed his brain causing his thoughts to momentarily become blank.

At that exact moment, Gu Hai's teeth bit and nibble tenderly at Bai Luo Yin's a.n.u.s. It was as if he was intentionally nibbling lightly then hard. With much skill, he would quicken the pace, then slow down until he could feel Bai Luo Yin's legs trembling almost violently.

Feeling that he had fondled and teased that area well enough, Gu Hai carefully spread those two now soften cheeks apart with his hands and attacked the inside. His burning tongue swept all around the entranceway. As he continued to run his tongue over it over and over again, he slowly tasted that spot he had so long missed.

Bai Luo Yin was both afraid and excited with antic.i.p.ation. His fingers gripped tightly on the bed sheets creating a hundred or more of pleats on the fabric.

Finally, Gu Hai's tongue rested solely on that tight pa.s.sageway. With much desire sitting on the tip of his tongue, he squeezed his tongue inside.

A powerful electric current rapidly emerged from the pit of Bai Luo Yin's stomach and sent heat rising all the way from the soles of his feet, to sweep through his body like brushfire. Then, a torrent of desire flowed through him, tightening on his internals in a steel vise. A familiar warm sense of pleasure ignited inside him as the marvelous, erotic heat continued to engulfed him whole. It turned his blood into a viscid flame that fired his body from the inside out.

His toes jerked from the shock of this electric current and suddenly his waist became rather erect, before curving into a slight arch. Unable to hold it back any longer, he moaned into the pleasure.

Since you want me to be in pain, is there really a need to make me feel pleasure now? You want to first send me to heaven then kick me down to h.e.l.l, don't you?

Once again, Gu Hai poured some lubricant on his fingers. His other hand skillfully snaked its way to Bai Luo Yin's member and worked its magic there, seeking to provoke an excitement out of that fellow. While using this enticing method as a distraction, his fingers now moisten, sneaked toward that tight pa.s.sageway and slowly pushed inside, inch by inch.

Quickly, Gu Hai's finger was wrapped tightly inside by the warmth of the inner wall. His finger felt so warm, alive and strong as it slowly moved, pushing in lightly and softly. And that same warmth sent a tingling sensation spreading up his own arm in rippling waves of heartwarming contentment that flooded every single of his being.

A smiled graced his lips as he looked at Bai Luo Yin with eyes that seemed as though it could describe the other's boy emotions.

"How is it? I didn't lie to you, right? You don't feel even a bit of pain at all, right?"

It went in so quickly and so easily like that? It can't be! The difference in size is completely incomparable!

Bai Luo Yin turned his head around to look. As it turned out, it was just one finger.

Why the f.u.c.k are you showing off for when it's just one finger huh?

Bai Luo Yin angrily twisted his head back, he could not help but to mentally complain about his own hardship.

It's still too early, I just have to continue to endure it a bit longer!

When Gu Hai stretched out and inserted the second finger, he sensed a great deal of resistance. With this kind of obstruction opposing him, he patted then lightly slapped Bai Luo Yin's a.s.s several times, urging him to loosen up so that his muscle can relax and not push his fingers out.

Bai Luo Yin did not utter a single word as he gritted his teeth together tightly. To make matters worse, his body refused to cooperate or loosen up even the slightest.

Without any better option, Gu Hai restored to pouring some more lubricant on his hand. He increased the friction that he had on Bai Luo Yin's still throbbing member, letting his finger tease the tip once a while as to keep him excited and stimulated. Taking advantage of the interval between Bai Luo Yin's slow intake of air, he pressed his fingers in without any letup until it fully entered.

"How does it feel?"

Bai Luo Yin truthfully said, "It's not really comfortable. Feels a bit swollen."

Gu Hai was completely confidant in himself as he replied, "Don't worry, it'll be better in a moment."

Along with the rhythm of his soothing breaths, his fingers slightly and slowly moved up and down against the warm wall that tightly encased it. It was quick, then it slowed down. This pace continued until Bai Luo Yin gradually became accustomed to this stimulant and the feeling of discomfort slowly lessened as well.

A strange and exotic kind of feeling welled up in his chest and gushed forth from within his scorching body. He couldn't discern whether it was a comfortable feeling or not. But, at the very least, the taste and feeling of this kind of sensation was not difficult to endure.

A gentle breeze chose this moment to eddy over them, caressing them in its pa.s.sing with the sweet smell of the lubricant.

All the while, Gu Hai was already fired up, his blood was boiling and racing at full speed. Every single time his finger slipped in, he could feel the tighten muscle smothering him. A familiar sense of pleasure emerged from within his memory, making him a become a bit impatient, he was itching to get on with it. He wanted to relive and taste that pleasurable feeling again, the one that beckoned him into ecstasy and dragged him into a death that was worthwhile.

No, this won't do. I can't be impatient. The book already said it, there's still a finger missing. I must completely stretch it out.

With regards to someone like Gu Hai who is anxious and need to quicken things up, this was indeed a great test of endurance.

Feeling a bit swollen, Bai Luo Yin felt that it was somewhat unbearable, so he twisted his head around and said earnestly, "Can you take one out?"

A painful expression painted itself on Gu Hai's face.

It was hard enough to squeeze it in, now you want me to pull it out once again. Are you trying to suffocate my precious little Hai Zi to death?

Are you trying to suffocate my precious little Hai Zi to death?

"Bare with it a little bit longer, it'll quickly feel better."

Gu Hai patiently ingratiated himself with little Yin Zi.

Finally, he was able to make this little fellow fully erected.

Two minutes later, all of his thoughtful and earnest preparations were in order.

Gu Hai slightly squinted his eyes and when he opened them again, his eyes were shimmering with excitement.

"Next you'll witness a miraculous moment!"

Translator's Note:

[1] You f.u.c.king greedy a.s.s cat. All day, the only thing you know how to do is to eat. It would have been good if your f.u.c.king mouth was a bit smaller. Why must it be so big like that. Sooner or later, you're going to die from getting so stuffed!

I wanted to explain Yin Zi's thought here in case anyone doesn't get it, he meant, "…. the only thing you know how to do is think about having s**. If your appet.i.te toward *it lessen a bit, it would be good. But why must it be so big? You're going to die from thinking about it too much!"

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