Against All Things Ending Part 56

While she wondered how she would tell her friends what had happened to her, they brought her to the breach in the hills where they had sheltered earlier. When Grueburn set her on her feet in the hollow, Linden spent a quick moment confirming that Stave's burns were not septic; that Rime Coldspray's chest and neck and joints were indeed whole; that Cabledarm, Latebirth, Bluntfist, and Stonemage had no grave hurts. Then she turned the energies of her Staff on the stone around her, tuned Earthpower and Law to the pitch of heat. If Stave and the Swordmainnir did not suffer from the wind, at least she, Jeremiah, and Mahrtiir would be warm. And heat would dry wet garments. Then some portion of filth could be brushed off.

How had the Feroce mastered her so easily? She knew the answer. The cuts that she had made in her lower leg had exposed her true weakness. The gradient of her descent into despair was increasing. You tread paths prepared for you by Fangthane's malice. You tread paths prepared for you by Fangthane's malice. Everything that she did and felt exacerbated her entanglement in the Despiser's designs. Everything that she did and felt exacerbated her entanglement in the Despiser's designs.

But her cuts had also saved her. There is hope in contradiction There is hope in contradiction. They had given meaning to the mark of fecundity and long gra.s.s the mark of fecundity and long gra.s.s. Her own blood had interpreted a script which she had worn since she had visited the Verge of Wandering.

That rich valley was a habitation or resting-place for the Ramen and the Ranyhyn.

As she considered what had happened, Linden grew more troubled by the behavior of the Ranyhyn. The great horses had faced other horrors in her name. Why had they abandoned the company now? When she was becoming weaker?

Sighing, Rime Coldspray unfastened her armor and dropped it. Then she seated herself, resting against the warmed stone. Cabledarm and Halewhole Bluntfist followed her example: the other Swordmainnir did not. Apparently they intended to remain on guard. Scowling with disgust, Latebirth and Stonemage rubbed dirt from their legs. Cirrus Kindwind drew her sword and left the hollow to watch the length of the breach. Stormpast Galesend continued to hold Jeremiah as if she did not want to disturb him. But Grueburn stayed close to Linden. Perhaps the Swordmain intended to intervene if the Feroce returned.

Linden wanted to question Mahrtiir. He or no one would be able to explain the Ranyhyn. But before she could frame her first query, a distant whinny pierced the wind.

It sounded like Hynyn's voice.

It sounded angry.

Another neigh carried into the breach, coming closer. Kindwind looked quickly in both directions; answered her companions by shaking her head. Nevertheless Mahrtiir left the warmth of the hollow to stand beside the maimed Giant.

Linden held her breath until she felt the faint thud of hooves through the hard ground. Then she relaxed slightly. One of the horses was coming closer. More than one had returned.

A moment later, the Manethrall faced the south. Kindwind nodded in that direction. To show her respect, she sheathed her blade. Through the wind, Linden heard hooves more clearly. At last, she saw Hynyn's proud head past the rim of the shelter; saw the glare of ire in the stallion's eyes.

Without hesitation, Mahrtiir prostrated himself. But Hynyn did not regard the Manethrall. The stallion was too angry-or, Linden thought suddenly, too ashamed. Instead Hynyn fixed his attention on Stave. Dim in the night, the star on his forehead nonetheless resembled a demand.

Stave appeared to understand. Perhaps he simply trusted Hynyn. Or perhaps he had formed a desire in his mind, confident that the stallion would heed him. He had done something similar when he, Linden, and their companions had ridden through a caesure caesure to Revelstone. Saying nothing, he strode at once to Hynyn's side; vaulted onto the horse's back. to Revelstone. Saying nothing, he strode at once to Hynyn's side; vaulted onto the horse's back.

Still ignoring Mahrtiir, Hynyn wheeled in the breach and trotted away.

While Linden and the Giants watched, the Manethrall rose to his feet. His bandage did not conceal the fact that his own wrath was unappeased. Linden knew him well enough, however, to feel sure that he was not angry at Hynyn. Rather he seemed to share the stallion's vexed pride.

"Manethrall of the Ramen," Coldspray asked quietly, "do you comprehend what has transpired here?"

Mahrtiir's hands curled and tightened as if they ached for his garrote. Through his teeth, he muttered, "Hynyn offers amends. By the deeds of the Ranyhyn were we brought into peril. But of those who suffered tangible harm, only Stave rides. Therefore only Stave is suited to receive their first contrition." Bitterly the Manethrall shrugged. "More than that I have not been given to know."

Trying to be careful with his emotions, Linden did not ask why the horses had risked venturing so close to the Sarangrave. Instead she said, "There's too much that I don't understand. If the Ranyhyn are afraid of the lurker, they must have a reason." A good reason. Otherwise they would never have forsaken their riders. "Can you tell us what it is?"

"I cannot," Mahrtiir snapped. He may have meant, Do not ask me. "No Raman has partaken of the horserite. We do not share their thoughts and knowledge in that fashion."

Linden bit her lip; did not pursue an answer. Instead she only gazed at the Manethrall, watching pa.s.sions writhe beneath the surface of his self-command.

The Giants studied him mutely. He could not discern their faces, except with his health-sense. Yet he must have felt their concern, their curiosity, their desire for comprehension-and their willingness to respect his silence. For a few moments, he appeared to wrestle with himself. Then, by slow degrees, his shoulders sagged.

"Yet we speculate." He kept his voice low. "How can we not? They are the Ranyhyn. It was known even to Bloodguard and Lords that they fear the abomination of the Sarangrave-they who master every other dread. How then can we not endeavor to grasp the nature of their sole frailty?"

He rubbed his cheeks; checked the security of his bandage. As if he were a.s.suming a painful burden, he began to explain.

"The tale of great Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l, Father of Horses, has been widely shared. It is no secret that in a distant age, when an onslaught of kresh kresh and other evils threatened the Ranyhyn with extinction, and other evils threatened the Ranyhyn with extinction, Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l sought to treat with Fangthane. Seeking to spare his failing herd, sought to treat with Fangthane. Seeking to spare his failing herd, Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l offered his own life in return for theirs. To this dark exchange, Fangthane consented readily, intending betrayal. Thus offered his own life in return for theirs. To this dark exchange, Fangthane consented readily, intending betrayal. Thus Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l surrendered his throat to his foe, and his blood was shed to the last drop-and still the surrendered his throat to his foe, and his blood was shed to the last drop-and still the kresh kresh came, ravaging, until the Ranyhyn could not survive except by flight. The home of their hearts they forsook. Nor did they return until they had won the Ramen to their service, to fend and fight for them. came, ravaging, until the Ranyhyn could not survive except by flight. The home of their hearts they forsook. Nor did they return until they had won the Ramen to their service, to fend and fight for them.

"This tale all the folk of the Land once knew. Now it has been forgotten."

Linden had heard the story before: the Giants had not. They listened avidly, with their love for tales in their eyes.

"But among the Ramen," Mahrtiir continued, "the mystery of Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l has been contemplated for uncounted generations." Gradually a tinge of sorrow crept into his voice. "Across the centuries, telling and re-telling our tales, we have wondered, and wondered again. And always we have returned to the same question. has been contemplated for uncounted generations." Gradually a tinge of sorrow crept into his voice. "Across the centuries, telling and re-telling our tales, we have wondered, and wondered again. And always we have returned to the same question. How How was was Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l slain? slain?

"In every age of the Lords, we were a.s.sured that Fangthane is a bodiless evil. Aye, he is able to master or discard physical substance at will. And doubtless his theurgies are capable of tangible manifestation. Yet his essence is incorporeal. In this, he resembles the Ravers, who wield no direct force when they do not possess a host.

"How, then, was Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l's murder effected?" The Manethrall had slipped into a reverie of sadness. As he spoke, he turned his head slowly from side to side as if he were searching for insight. "If Fangthane a.s.sumed flesh to slay the Father of Horses, he risked physical death under Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l's hooves. And Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l was too great a sire to be overcome by the manner of magicks which Fangthane wields indirectly. was too great a sire to be overcome by the manner of magicks which Fangthane wields indirectly.

"Yet Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l was indeed slain. His blood was shed. Generation after generation, the Ramen have asked of themselves, How? By what means was was indeed slain. His blood was shed. Generation after generation, the Ramen have asked of themselves, How? By what means was Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l's life torn from him?

"What crime do the Ranyhyn grieve, apart from betrayal?"

There Mahrtiir recovered his ire. His tone became sharper; more insistent. And as his manner changed, Linden's attention sharpened as well. She had never considered his questions, but she could guess where they might lead.

In the horserite, she had learned that the Ranyhyn felt shame. At the time, she had understood how and why they faulted themselves for Elena's fate. But now she suspected that Mahrtiir would offer a deeper explanation. Obliquely he might reveal why beasts as knowing and sufficient as the great horses gave others the same selfless service that they received from the Ramen.

"We merely speculate among ourselves," the Manethrall stated. He still spoke softly, but his underlying anger was plain. "We possess no knowledge of such matters. Yet the fear which the Ranyhyn evince toward the lurker of the Sarangrave-toward that evil and no other-is certain. Thus in our minds the mystery of Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l has become entwined with the fear of the Ranyhyn, another mystery. And we surmise, having no a.s.surance of truth, that the lurker was the means by which Fangthane slew the Father of Horses. has become entwined with the fear of the Ranyhyn, another mystery. And we surmise, having no a.s.surance of truth, that the lurker was the means by which Fangthane slew the Father of Horses.

"Perchance we are mistaken. Fangthane has never lacked servants to do his biding. Yet the pith of our speculation remains. Among those evils which the Ramen have encountered, none but the lurker daunt the Ranyhyn. And we are certain that the great horses have not forgotten Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l's death. Their recall is renewed in every horserite across the generations, mind to mind, until each mare and stallion knows treachery and terror. For that reason, we surmise, they grieve, and cannot rule their fear, and are ashamed."

Hearing the Manethrall, Linden understood his anger-and perhaps Hynyn's as well. Covenant's farmhouse still burned in the background of her mind: she had her own causes for shame. But Mahrtiir's guesswork raised the question that she had not asked.

The Ranyhyn had chosen the company's path. Why had they elected to drift toward Sarangrave Flat? Surely they could have found another route through the barricades of hills? What purpose had been served by exposing the company-exposing Linden and the Staff of Law-to the Feroce, and to the lurker's hunger?

While she searched for a way to pose her query that did not sound like an accusation, however, the Manethrall's manner changed again. As if he expected a rebuff, and did not mean to accept it, he said, "I have replied as well as I am able. Now, Ringthane, I also require a reply. That the Feroce imposed a geas geas upon you is plain. Yet they wielded no force to equal that of the Staff. Any and all of your companions would have intervened to spare you, but you did not permit our aid. With fire and seeming fear, you spurned us as you ran to the lurker's embrace. upon you is plain. Yet they wielded no force to equal that of the Staff. Any and all of your companions would have intervened to spare you, but you did not permit our aid. With fire and seeming fear, you spurned us as you ran to the lurker's embrace.

"I crave some account of the coercion which ruled you."

Involuntarily Linden winced. She owed her friends an explanation: she knew that. But her vulnerability had not begun with cutting herself. Nor had it arisen from her encounter with She Who Must Not Be Named, or from Roger's treachery, and the croyel croyel's, under Melenkurion Melenkurion Skyweir. She had brought it with her from her former life. Ultimately its roots reached past Sara Clint and the savaged ruin of Covenant's home to the futility of Linden's love for her son, to her failure to prevent Covenant's murder, and from there to the plight of being her unforgiven parents' daughter. She did not want to describe the real sources of her despair. Skyweir. She had brought it with her from her former life. Ultimately its roots reached past Sara Clint and the savaged ruin of Covenant's home to the futility of Linden's love for her son, to her failure to prevent Covenant's murder, and from there to the plight of being her unforgiven parents' daughter. She did not want to describe the real sources of her despair.

Nevertheless she could not refuse to answer Mahrtiir. His need, and the ache in the eyes of the Giants, compelled her.

Swallowing against a sudden thickness in her throat, Linden said unsteadily, "The Feroce-Whatever they are. They have a kind of power that I've never felt before. A kind of glamour." Even with her health-sense, she had never been able to pierce the theurgy with which Roger could conceal or disguise himself. "But it was all in my mind. It took over"-she swallowed again-"the whole inside of my head.

"It wasn't possession. They didn't force me to think their thoughts. They didn't control what I was feeling. Instead they used who I already am against me. They used my own memories to make me believe-"

She wanted to stop there. Surely her companions could imagine the rest? But no: Mahrtiir's stance demanded more. The expectant attention of the Giants resembled pleading.

When was she going to start trusting them?

With a private groan, she told them as much as she could bear about what the glamour had unleashed within her.

Roger and Jeremiah. Covenant's farmhouse. Sara Clint. The fire. Fighting the flames. She Who Must Not Be Named. Recursive agony and horror. Desperate flight.

Rime Coldspray's eyes widened as Linden spoke. Frostheart Grueburn muttered Giantish oaths under her breath. But Linden did not allow herself to pause.

These people were her friends friends- She elided as many details as she could. She did not wish to experience them again. But she interpreted the effects of the imposed hallucinations as she had explained them to herself.

"When I thought that I was beating at the flames, I must have been fighting you. Keeping you away while I tried to escape. But when I threw the Staff, the Feroce dropped their glamour. I wasn't what they wanted." Our High G.o.d hungers for it Our High G.o.d hungers for it. The stick of power stick of power. "All at once, I stopped believing that I was trapped. The house and the fire disappeared, and I was here again."

Finally Linden bowed her head. What more could she say?

Manethrall Mahrtiir regarded her in silence for a moment. Then, gravely, he nodded. "Ringthane, I am content." He may have meant that she had accepted a burden as hurtful as the one he had been asked to bear.

Marveling, Rime Coldspray mused, "Much you have concealed from us, Linden Giantfriend-aye, and much revealed. You say nothing of the reasons for the Timewarden's son's deeds. Yet you make plain that you have long sought your son, at great cost. And though you speak little of your former world, you have allowed us to discern that it is fraught with hazard. With these scant words, too few to contain their own substance, you imply the import of your trials.

"Therefore I salute you, Chosen Ringthane." Sitting, she pressed both palms to her chest, then spread her arms wide as if she were opening her heart. "Once again, you have wrestled life from the teeth of death, as by your own account you have done from the first. Had you not cast away your Staff-"

The Ironhand shook her head in wonder. "I am not shamed to acknowledge that eight Swordmainnir are no match for the lurker of the Sarangrave. We would have spent our last strength, and caused much hurt. But in the end, the monster would have taken your life as well as the Staff of Law, and all hope would now be lost. In Andelain, you surrendered your Staff to redeem your son. Doing so again, you have rescued yourself and us.

"Therefore," she continued more quietly, "I ask your consent in one matter. I wish to forestall the necessity of further surrenders. By your leave, Frostheart Grueburn will a.s.sume guardianship of your Staff in the event that the Feroce essay another approach. We cannot be a.s.sured that her mind will not also fall into glamour, as yours did. However-"

"It will not," put in Onyx Stonemage. "You speak of Grueburn, whose natural bewilderment excludes other confusion."

Several of the Giants chuckled; and Grueburn retorted, "Fie and folly, Stonemage. Breathes there a Giant upon the wide Earth whose acquaintance with bewilderment is as intimate as your own?"

But Coldspray's manner remained serious. "However," she persisted firmly, "the Staff is not hers. She has neither skill nor apt.i.tude in its use. Should the lurker's minions bemuse her, we will be able to intercede.

"By your leave, Linden Giantfriend," she repeated.

Stifling an instinctive reluctance, Linden nodded. More than once, she had trusted Liand with her Staff. Surely she could trust Frostheart Grueburn?

Her own response if the Feroce returned might be to tear them apart before they could intrude on her mind again. But that would mean more killing-and more despair. Eventually she would become like her mother, begging someone who did not deserve the cost to put her out of her misery.

Too many people had already paid the price for her first failure to rescue Jeremiah.

She had not slept the previous night. She did so now. Warmed by the partial shelter's infused Earthpower, she stretched out on her ground-cloth, then wrapped it around her. In spite of the erratic moan and rasp of the wind, and the cut of the unseasonable cold, Linden Avery stumbled into sleep as if she were fleeing.

During the remainder of the night, she dreamed of bonfires and flame-ripped houses; of a crude throne like a gaping maw in the Lost Deep; of centipedes and intimate pestilence. Deep in sleep, she pushed one hand into a pocket of her jeans and grasped Jeremiah's toy racecar as if it were a sovereign talisman, potent to ward off nightmares and malice.

She was still clutching the car when Frostheart Grueburn nudged her awake to meet the dawn of another unanswerable day.

With the distant rise of the sun, a light as grey as ash had drifted into the gap among the hills. When Linden blinked the blur of dreams from her eyes, and sat up staring as if she were dazed, she saw that Stave had returned.

He was clean. Indeed, he looked positively scrubbed. Every hint of marsh-filth was gone from his skin, his strife-marred tunic. Hynyn must have taken him to a source of clean water. There he must have beaten his vellum garment against a rock until even the stains of old blood were pounded away.

Now he stood between Manethrall Mahrtiir and Grueburn, gazing at Linden with his one eye and waiting as if he had never known a moment of impatience in his life.

His cleanliness made Linden consider her own condition. She had not been fouled in the Sarangrave. But she still wore the grime of riding in rain and harsh wind. She, too, needed a bath; needed to wash her hair. As for her clothes- Nothing had changed. The over-worn flannel of her shirt looked like it had been plucked by thorns. A small hole marked the place where her heart should have stopped beating. The fraying threads where she had torn a patch from the hem were all that remained of her grat.i.tude to the Mahdoubt.

On both legs below the knees of her jeans, green lines explicated her plight in a script that she could not read. Where she had cut herself, small blots of blood complicated the gra.s.s stains, altering them to obscure or transform their content.

Aching in every limb as though her dreams had been battles, Linden climbed to her feet. As she accepted a waterskin and a little food from Latebirth, Stave told her, "The Ranyhyn will convey us to a tributary of the Ruinwash. There we will find fresh water and aliantha aliantha."

"That is well," muttered Cabledarm sourly. "The muck of the Sarangrave"-she grimaced-"clings. It a.s.sails my nostrils yet. I cannot rub it away."

The Ironhand and Stonemage nodded, sharing her distaste.

"But I must counsel against delay," Stave added. "Chosen, I lack the Manethrall's communion with the great horses. Yet in Hynyn I sense a new urgency. The Ranyhyn appear to desire haste."

"Let the beasts desire what they will," replied Coldspray. "We must wash. We will be better able to quicken our strides when rot and malevolence no longer clog our lungs."

Haste? Linden wanted to ask. Why now? After walking for two days? But she was still too groggy to pose questions that none of her companions would be able to answer. Baffled, she drank and chewed and swallowed, and tried to believe that she was ready.

As ready as she would ever be.

Latebirth repacked the company's dwindling supplies, tied the blankets into a tight roll. Apparently the Giants and Mahrtiir had eaten while Linden slept; or they had elected to forgo a meal. Stormpast Galesend informed Linden that she had fed Jeremiah, although he gave no sign of it. When Linden nodded to Stave, to Mahrtiir, to Rime Coldspray, the company set out, led southward through the hills by Cirrus Kindwind.

With the rising of the sun, the wind had ceased. Now the air was as still as a held breath: it was growing warmer. Yet it remained grey, tainted by fires and dust-storms which had never occurred. Overhead the sky was leaden with rue, as if a pall of regret had settled over the eastern reaches of the Land. Through the haze, the dispirited sun shone wanly.

In the dulled light, the company found Hyn, Hynyn, Narunal, and Khelen waiting on open ground. Beyond a narrow lowland rose another crooked barrier, and then another. But Linden did not regard the obstacles ahead. She was simply glad to see Hyn again.

She should have known that the mare would return. Whatever the Ranyhyn had sought near Sarangrave Flat, they had not wished to rid themselves of their riders.

An abashed look darkened Hyn's eyes as she approached Linden; a suggestion of shame. At the last moment, the dappled grey hesitated. She halted just out of Linden's reach, issued a nickering query. In response to Hynyn's peremptory snort, however, Hyn came another step closer, then bent one leg and lowered her head, bowing.

Oh, stop, Linden thought. I don't blame you. I don't know why you did it. But I'm sure you had your reasons. If I knew what they were, I might even approve.

They're Ranyhyn, Ranyhyn, for G.o.d's sake for G.o.d's sake. They'll think of something They'll think of something.

To rea.s.sure the mare, Linden went to her and wrapped her arms around Hyn's neck.

Manethrall Mahrtiir prostrated himself briefly in front of Narunal, then sprang onto his mount's back. When Galesend set Jeremiah astride Khelen, the boy settled there, pa.s.sive and unmoved, as if there were no perceptible difference between the Swordmain's care and the young stallion's. While Linden still held Hyn, Stave mounted Hynyn; and the Giants arrayed themselves around the Ranyhyn.

For a long moment, Linden gazed into the softness of Hyn's eyes until she was sure that the mare's abashment had faded. Then she looked up at Frostheart Grueburn.

"All right," she said as firmly as she could. "Let's go. I want a bath as much as you do."

With a fond grin, Grueburn put her huge hands on Linden's waist, lifted Linden lightly onto Hyn's back.

At once, the Ranyhyn began to move, trotting at a pace that the Giants could match without running.

The horses had chosen to approach the next wall of hills at a westward angle, away from the Sarangrave; closer to Landsdrop. From Linden's perspective, the barricade looked impa.s.sable, for the mounts if not for the Giants. But within half a league, the Ranyhyn came to a more gradual slope that allowed them to reach a notch like a bite taken out of the forbidding ridge. And as they pa.s.sed between rocky crests gnarled with lichen and age, she saw that the south-facing hillsides provided an easy descent.

The hills ahead appeared to be the last obstruction plowed to defend the Spoiled Plains.

In the furrow between the ridges, Stave guided Hynyn to Hyn's side opposite Frostheart Grueburn. Linden expected him to say something about her actions the previous night. But when he had taken his position, he remained silent. Apparently he desired nothing more than to resume his wonted role as her guardian.

She scanned the company; confirmed that Khelen bore Jeremiah easily, and that the Swordmainnir looked able to keep pace with the horses. Then she said to Stave sidelong, "You weren't with us when Mahrtiir talked about Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l. He did what he could to explain why the Ranyhyn are afraid of the lurker. But he didn't say anything about why the Ranyhyn took us so close to the Sarangrave in the first place."

The company's present path demonstrated that the horses could have chosen a different route.

The former Master gazed at her steadily. "Chosen?"

"You probably don't know any more about that than I do. But hearing about Kelenbhraba.n.a.l Kelenbhraba.n.a.l made me think about Kevin." Both had sacrificed themselves, if by different means for dissimilar reasons. "I was wondering if you can tell me anything about him." made me think about Kevin." Both had sacrificed themselves, if by different means for dissimilar reasons. "I was wondering if you can tell me anything about him."