I Didn't Even Want To Live, But God Forced Me To Reincarnate! Chapter 99:...And Iris!

And that's how I made my first female friend and a pinky promise with her in an instant.

"Hehe, thank you, Lyra! I'm so happy about that promise!"

The girl who kept trembling just now, who seemed like a ghost—is now smiling happily and has stopped trembling.

Okay, +1 to my good deeds bank!

How many more do I need to break free of my curse—wait what no, I am not a cursed villain who needed to do how many acts of kindness to break free from my curse.

Hmm yeah, I want to reread that book, but I forgot what the t.i.tle was…

"Me too! By the way, what's your number?"

"I'm number 22! What about you?"

"I'm 21! What a coincidence!"

"O-oh… I shouldn't be more nervous than you based on our order, right? Aren't you nervous, Lyra?"

She somewhat showed her apologetic expression.

No, there is no need for me to be nervous for just this. I have been through some more nerve-wrecking things, on top of getting so used to perform well as Reinst.

Nah, there is no way I can reply her that way!

I smiled and answered, "Nope!"

"Hee, Lyra is so cool! I wish I can be so brave as you…"

Brave… me?

I often had doubts in my mind.

I was afraid of many things in this life.

But this girl thinks that I'm brave.

Does that mean I'm underestimating myself too much, or it's just she's overestimating me?

But it feels nice to hear her words, and what's even more, I know that she's very sincere when she said those words.

"I'm not that brave… but maybe… it's because I have people who are there for me?"

Wait, I spoke without putting too many thoughts to my words that I even got surprised myself. Is this my real feelings?

I don't seem to be so nervous or acting stiffly because… I believe that there are people who are willing to stay by my side, supporting me?

And those people are…

My family members' faces (including Niina, Vince, Chloe, and Clavis!) and my friends' faces are popping out one by one in a rapid succession in my mind.

Because I feel somewhat touched, I feel a stinging sensation in my eyes and instinctively shift my glances to the ceilings.

I don't know since when it is, but I think I am free from the doubts clouding my mind, about how they will all just stay away from me if I show them any of my flaws or anything that they don't like.

Instead of wishing for things to stay this way for just a bit longer, I'm thinking of tomorrow. Have I begun to take things for granted? Or it's just my adaptive skills?

"…That's nice…," Iris muttered.

"Hmm? Obviously, Iris also has some people who will be there for you, right?"

"Eh? You think so?"

"Yeah, I mean, at the very least, I know that you have me here!"

Iris' eyes widened as she remembered how I would be rooting for her. She then smiled widely—ah, how lovely.

"Thank you! I really hope we can be best friends!" Iris hugged me.

Oh!!

This feels nice…

She's small, but thankfully she is not too skinny. Or else, she would be malnourished!

Best friends… That idea sounds nice.

…Nicole's face flashed before me.

Somehow, I started to wonder if her affection for me back then was genuine… I felt slightly guilty when I thought that she might genuinely want to be my friend.

There are things that you consider the truth in the past, but as time pa.s.ses and as you learn and experience more in this world, you will start to doubt that "truth". Perhaps, something isn't exactly what you thought it was.

As Iris let go of her embrace, I was slightly dazed off.

"Number 21…"

"Ah!"

I quickly stood up and walked to the teacher who called my number. But before I walked even further, I stopped to look back at Iris and said.

"I'm off first, Iris! Look at my face after I'm back from the inside, and you will feel relaxed, I a.s.sure you! I will tell them to treat the person coming after me nicely~!"

…and I slightly winked at her. Obviously, the last line was my white lie to a.s.sure her even further.

"Th-thank you and good luck, Lyra!"

As I waved my hand at Iris, I continued to walk and enter the interview room.

Phew, the interview was done very quickly!

The interviewers were friendly—I bet they are teachers for Basic Level 1.

They didn't ask for any weird things; only the small matters, just like how Dad asked me to introduce myself to him. Guess Dad's blessing and training(?) really worked!

I think they just wanted to know us, how we could behave ourselves and answer them nicely.

When I stepped out of the interview room and when the a.s.signed teacher called for Iris, we met in the middle of our ways. I smiled widely and it somehow managed to decrease Iris' nervousness (it's showing on her face!)

I whispered [good luck] to her. I'm sure she heard it, because I saw the corner of her mouth slightly curled up.

After that, the children my batch who's done with the interview are taken to another room to wait for the next test, the psych-test, which will be very easy for me, as my mental age, HAHAHAHA! What is this? Having my memories becomes somewhat a cheat in this kind of situation?

When Iris stepped out of the room, she sighed in relief and smiled back at me. We sat next to each other and talked again, of course our topic was about the interview test just now!

"It's all thanks to you, Lyra! I imagined that the adults were my bunny doll, my bear doll, and my little puppy doll!"

"No problem at all, I'd be happy if we can meet every day at school~!"

I'm glad I can help her, who might be my first female friend!

Eh, what?

We are already friends even before we get enrolled?

That might be true. I don't want to deny any friendship now. Not like how I closed off myself and denied it back then, and how it made me wonder about my past relationships now.

"Next up is psych-test, aren't you psyched up for it?" I jested.

"I'm confident enough with this one!" Iris didn't show any sign of anxiety anymore, which made me believe in her confidence.

Shortly after that, the psych-test started~!

As I finished it earlier and there was plenty of time left before I could go to the next part of the Special Cla.s.s selection, I moved my test paper up and slept on my table.

As I closed my eyes, my mind started to wander off again, like how would children who can't read take this test?

Well, normally their parents or guardians will teach them to read and write at around 4 years old, but for those who only have illiterate parents…? I think I must ask Luca about it? Or should I ask my parents?

Hmmm… oh, a cat is hunting a fish and eating it deliciously, yum yum…

Tasty…

I think the cat is me, then…

Chasing after b.u.t.terflies, napping here and there, eating delicious fish and milk… Fuwaaa!!

"Lyra, Lyra, wake up!!"

I was woken up by Iris and I quickly straightened my body. G.o.d, did I just fall deep asleep?!

Uhh, my hand, the blood wasn't running well there as I used it as my pillow, and I think my face has a slight red mark on it, the mark that proved how deeply asleep I was!

"Ah? Has the test ended? Oh, my paper…"

I looked ahead and saw a teacher was trying to wake me up to inform me that she would be taking my test answer sheet away. I consented and quickly glanced at the stand-by staff who was calling out for those who wanted to go straight ahead to the special cla.s.s selection exams.

"Oh, Iris, Are you going to take the magic exam or physical combat exam?"

"Ah? No, I'm not taking them…"

…my bad, I forgot that not all people are going to take the special cla.s.s selection exams. It's too bad that I can't become cla.s.smates with Iris, but so long as we're in the same academy, then it's good!

Ah, the staff is going to leave at this rate with the other children, I'd better go after them!

"Ah then, see you at school, Iris! I gotta go because I am going to take the special cla.s.s exams!"

"Huh?"

I wanted to reply more but I had to chase after the leaving small group, so I quickly dashed forward as Iris was still packing her things.

"Lyra? Wait—"

"It's fine, I'm sure we will be accepted into Harmonia Academy! Talk to you later-!" I quickly waved my hand and continued to give a chase forward, leaving Iris who seemed bewildered.

Time for a set of the more challenging exams, but not that challenging for me, though!

…Maybe the only challenging thing is magic!

Special cla.s.s, Lyra is coming!

I swear on my previous life as Reinst that I will enter the special cla.s.s!!!

As I caught up with the other group of children, I slowed my pace and walked together with them. Hmm yeah, the number's reduced significantly, as expected.

The other children who are not taking the next exams will be sent back to their guardians or parents so they can go straight home.

I walked with my mind started to trail off here and there, imagining how the exams will be like, when I felt someone tugging on my arms.

"Hmmm?"

I reflexively turned over and saw… Iris?!